I’m sorry that you are going through this. I also experience infertility treatments, it took us 2 years to get pregnant. I had countless Clomid, shots and surgery. I experienced the frustration every cycle, expecting positive result but always turned out negative. Every time there’s pregnancy announcements, it reminds of something that I don’t have. It was a roller coaster of emotions. During my pregnancy, I had spotting at 25 weeks and pre-term labor at 32 weeks. I had to stay in the hospital to monitor my baby’s heartbeat, I was scared and nervous, but God strengthened me as I go through the process. Now, my son is 16 years old.
I would like to encourage you not to lose hope. This article,
http://bit.ly/2neGGPW, might help you in coping with infertility. God has beautiful plans for you, and He will give your heart’s desire to have that child in His perfect time. Praying for you for comfort as you go through this, and you will trust Him as He leads you. Thank you for sharing.