Just don't really care
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Anonymous
There is a need for divorce if your husband cheating disgusts you or bothers you. It's one thing to agree on an open marriage and another to declare it. You are trying to present the declaration as a viable alternative to sexless. It is not. An open marriage is only an alternative if both parties agree. If you have to declare, then there is no agreement and all you do is not filing for divorce first. I never said anything about justified sexless, I only said that there is nothing justified about cheating, which is what you are doing by declaring. There multiple reasons why the marriage becomes sexless and low libido is often just a convenient excuse, there are always other problems (despite OP's attempt at portraying it as all good). |
Anonymous
Honestly, you sound whiney and needy. Look, you admitted you've let your "bod" go a little. You have NO interest in her whatsoever. You're having sex, just not often. But, it's not the quality of sex you want. So, you want it your way or no way. Look, you're not going to fix this unless you deal with your "I don't care" attitude. You won't. So work on that. And talk to her about what you want sexually. Also, have you thought maybe YOU aren't giving her what she wants sexually? Not everyone wants long sex sessions on the regular. Make it fast and fun. Make sure she is enjoying herself. Honestly, if she were, maybe you wouldn't be having this problem. So, look a bit at yourself and quit just blaming her. |
Anonymous
No, he'll probably get fired. "Pursuing sex at all costs" sounds borderline rape to me TBH. I'm a woman and I can't imagine any sane woman having an affair with a middle class Joe. We usually want something from a man and there is nothing here. Maybe some crazy into boiling bunnies would be interested. |
Anonymous
Look, of course he's needy. His needs aren't being met by his wife and he's not legally or ethically permitted to go elsewhere. And you're not paying attention. He has talked to her. She shut him down. She doesn't want to listen. She also doesn't want to talk. If she has sexual preferences that would make sex better for her, she needs to say something instead of crying when the subject comes up and/or she needs to show him what she likes instead of just laying there. That's if she has any sexual interest. It's entirely possible, she just doesn't want to have sex -- no matter what OP does or doesn't do. And you ignore that OP didn't start out disinterested. That disinterest is the product of what sounds like a long period of rejection from his wife. His interest isn't going to make the sex life better -- it was the crappy sex life that snuffed out his interest in the first place. |
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Maybe it's not her, but just a time in your life when you're in the midst of a middle life transition and you're focusing on her as the "problem"? Are you keeping up your social life? Does work feel the same to you as it once did? You mentioned "Dad bod," so why not try some exercise to boost your endorphins and make a change? Start with your self. Try therapy, one or two sessions, just to see if there may be other reasons you're feeling this way. |
Anonymous
It's one thing to agree to a sexless marriage and another thing to declare it. If both parties did not agree (in advance) to the sexless marriage, then it is not necessary to obtain your spouse's "approval" before declaring the marriage Open. If either side is unhappy with being in a sexless or Open marriage which they did not consent to, there is an easy exit called divorce. Apparently though, some people want to stay together "for the kids" or for financial reasons so that is a deterrent to simply getting divorced. The innocent victim in these situations is the normal libido spouse who had no choice in the marriage becoming sexless. So if this spouse prefers to stay married by Open it, that is fair and reasonable and let the spouse who's guilty of destroying the marriage (by initially declaring it Sexless) be then one to decide on staying or divorcing. An Open marriage is not cheating, it is a lifestyle choice just like celibacy is a lifestyle choice for the spouse who declared the marriage Sexless. |
Anonymous
On here, it just means the man isn't getting laid every day 
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OP, do you do what it takes to get your wife off every time? I.e. are you willing to go down on her after intercourse?
If not, then don't complain on here. |
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Op, I understand and sympathize.
I’m the wife. Married 10 years, 2 little ones. Sex once or twice a week and I do get into it but never initiate. I do it because I love my husband and my marriage and my family. Even if I’m not in the mood sex is a part of marriage and i committed to my husband as a partner. The fact that you’ve , I presume, told her that this is affecting your marriage / confidence / happiness etc is a huge red flag. If my husband said that I’d be horrified and we have a marriage of equals (in fact I make more money etc so this isn’t the little wifey bowing down). You’re not wrong and anyone who says you are has their own marriage issues. Trust me. |
Anonymous
You can keep telling it to yourself to no end, but it is cheating. If it helps you cheat with a clear conscience then go ahead, but you will be the only one thinking it, your spouse didn't agree. Why is so important to you to not get divorce if you need to find an AP and be open about it? I am actually curious. I said many times in my marriage: if you don't like it then go file. I wasn't taken on this offer, but was presented with an AP. Ex saw AP as a solution and he was not happy about the divorce I filed for (as in his mind he solved the problem). I understand people having secret affairs, but I don't understand the out in the open "I am meeting my needs" ones. |
Anonymous
| OP here. Thanks for all the replies. Really I wasn't complaining or looking for reasons why or ways to improve it. I have done all of the things that the well meaning posters have replied to no avail. The bottom line is that at this point I am just kind of over it. No, I don't want to divorce over sex, we do have a good life overall. That said, I just find it increasingly to care about my wife as a wife when the part of our relationship that makes it a marriage is pretty much gone. Really all I was looking for was to see if anyone on here had been in my shoes and how they managed it without making the marriage worse. |
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All these pages later, and still OP hasn't told us what explanations his wife gives for having no interest in sex. And no, "she just cries and says she feels like a bad wife" is not acceptable. That's a defensive response, not a productive examination and explanation. Does she have orgasms? Is she attracted to you? Do you have real skills (not the bogus stuff you see porn guys do)? Is she angry with you?
Maybe she's a typical burned-out woman with multiple kids and a job, who's so overextended that sleep feels better than anything. Very common for certain phases of life, and we can all sympathize with the effect on both sides. Does she take meds that make her enjoy sex less or not at all? Do you two have toys to help her enjoy it? If she's just sprawled there like a doll while you putter around with her, and she has no sexual response, then something is really wrong. Maybe your techniques don't suit her, and maybe she's afraid to take charge of her enjoyment and use a toy or tell you what she likes. If you've ever experienced ED, you know that feeling pressure to perform makes it worse. She could be feeling something like that. So, any answers? |
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OP Here All these pages later, and still OP hasn't told us what explanations his wife gives for having no interest in sex. And no, "she just cries and says she feels like a bad wife" is not acceptable. That's a defensive response, not a productive examination and explanation. Does she have orgasms? Is she attracted to you? Do you have real skills (not the bogus stuff you see porn guys do)? Is she angry with you? ----Explanations mostly revolve around being tired, busy, frustrated by her day, just not in the mood right now etc. Nothing tangible or actionable. She does have orgasms when we do have sex. I assume she isn't attracted to me anymore or we would probably be having sex  I think I have skills, have been with many women before her with no complaint, she had no complaint before when we were having more sex and if there is a complaint, she won't share it. I don't think she is angry with me, overall we get along good and no major events like cheating/spending all our money on dumb things or anything like that
Maybe she's a typical burned-out woman with multiple kids and a job, who's so overextended that sleep feels better than anything. Very common for certain phases of life, and we can all sympathize with the effect on both sides. ----She is, but she was like this starting after we got married and before we had kids. Plus a pretty equal distribution of the house work and kid stuff, so she really shouldn't be more burned out than I am, I have a much more demanding and time intensive job. With three kids you have to share work evenly just for the logistical aspect of it, not trying to be a super dad/husband, just needs to be done. Does she take meds that make her enjoy sex less or not at all? Do you two have toys to help her enjoy it? If she's just sprawled there like a doll while you putter around with her, and she has no sexual response, then something is really wrong. Maybe your techniques don't suit her, and maybe she's afraid to take charge of her enjoyment and use a toy or tell you what she likes. ----No meds that she takes. She has a dildo she had since before we got together and I got her a vibe but she won't incorporate either. Both in her drawer, never come out. I have asked numerous times if there is anything she wants to try/do differently and she says no. Just wanted to respond to your questions. |
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Maybe her needs weren't being met, which lead to her lack of interest. No one ever thinks this is an issue. I agree they need to discuss it more but he seems totally not willing to be open to that aspect of it. And you ignore OP's post where he has NOT DISCUSSED the fact that he is utterly and completely disinterested in his wife. So, yeah, no. He has not been completely open with her. He sounds high maintenance and whiny. No one is attracted to that. |