Anyone else lose their groove during Covid with young kids and still not have it back?

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Anonymous wrote:OP here. I'm pissed this thread became a pile-on of a bunch of people telling anyone talking about their struggles that actually they don't have struggles and should stop talking about it. I think a lot of you have MAJOR issues that this is how you choose to spend your time.

Anyway, I'm going to go through and report a bunch of these comments as off-tope and ask Jeff to clean up the thread because I actually do think it could be a source of support and commiseration for people who need it. If that's not you, you can go away. Thanks!

Hi OP- I think what might be contributing the most to your malaise is grief over not having a second kid. It wasn't really a choice, it was taken from you.

I, too, missed our window during 2021-2022. I know we are out there. There needs to be a support group for us. I've really thought about starting one.

Parenting your one while mourning, MOURNING your second/the possibility/the hope, is HARD. It's exhausting. The Crippling grief. The self-flagellation and feelings of failure-"why is it so hard, I only have one." The guilt over no sibling. The anger- lots of anger.

And because it's so intertwined with COVID it's hard to tease apart. For a long time I thought my malaise was mostly due to COVID, but since winter of 2022, it's been grief. COVID was the crappy foundation from which everything else flows.

It's taken me nearly two years and a lot of therapy to not cry everyday. And it's still hard.

It sounds like you are doing better than I was, but I hope this is somewhat helpful and you consider finding a therapist/grief counselor. Hugs.

You are not alone but I know it can feel that way.

OP & PP - can I ask why you didn't / couldn't have a baby due to Covid, or during that initial pandemic year? Was is stress, anxiety about getting sick, funk / too much on your plate, REs that closed for a period, were you working in-person as HCWs etc.?

Some of it's practical. Like I couldn't even schedule an appointment with my OB to have my IUD removed for almost 6 months because of initial shut downs and then my doctor had a backlog. But then during those 6 months, our childcare collapsed. Our daycare shut down temporarily and then altogether. We limped by with some part time care from one of the teachers at our old daycare (would have loved to just hire her full-time but couldn't afford it).

We thought DD would start PK at the public school in the fall but then the school didn't open. By the time this was announced, there were no spots available at private preschools. They kept making it sound like schools would open soon but then they didn't. We finally got a spot in a PT preschool in January, but this meant we had care from 9am to 1pm. I tried to find a sitter for at least some afternoons but couldn't; I wound up scaling back my hours to make it work.

We were able to get her into full time camp in the summer and she started PK fall of 2021. Huge relief, but not without its bumps. She hated the part time PK and camp. I think it was all that time with us at home combined with a TON of rules related to social distancing, masking, and outdoor time due to Covid.

Things got better once she was in full-time PK. Our feeling was, if we're going to have a baby, we should do it right now. We were so tired. I still didn't know what normal looked like for our family. I actually kept a reduced schedule at work because we couldn't get an aftercare spot, and also, I was just burned out. I started to think about what a pregnancy meant for my already exhausted 40+ body. We held off.

And then I had another birthday, and decided the window was closed for me. I do still mourn it (typing this made me cry) but I know it's the right choice at this point. But yes, what if I'd gotten my IUD out in February? What if schools had opened in fall of 2020? What if we could afford a FT nanny or a SAHP? What if we'd moved somewhere with more available childcare? And so on. I still have all my DD's baby things packed in boxes in my closet and I can't hear the idea of getting rid of them yet.

I feel like I just lost a year and a half, and when it was over, I felt like I'd aged 5 years. What seemed possible before so didnt seem possible anymore.

I understand how you feel, but it sounds like you might be 43 now, right? You could still go for it. Yes there are risks, but you know how miserable you are with not going for it. And most people still have healthy babies at this age.

I’m one year older than OP and all my friends are in their forties. My youngest child is the same age as OP’s. We have a friend who had an IVF baby in 2022 (pregnant in 2021) and I know she plans to use another embryo at age 45. I have another friend who is exactly the same age as OP with same age daughter and she also had an IVF baby last year. She is 43 turning 44 and trying to decide what they should do with their last embryo. She said she probably won’t have a third.

It is definitely possible but not the norm.

OP sounds like she had kids late for whatever reasons and feels she missed her window. It isn’t too late if she really really wants another. She could use donor eggs or adopt if her eggs aren’t possible.

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I think people are greatly exaggerating how long Covid impacted our lives. By 2021, we were used to our masked society. By spring 2021, everyone could get vaccinated. Society was up and running.

I understand that not everyone had the same resources but that is the same before and after Covid. If you wanted childcare, you could get it. It isn’t like childcare was unavailable for 3 years. My one friend would hobble together camps for the entire 2020 summer and when school did not open in the fall of 2020, she called every single preschool and daycare to find a spot for her two kids. A lot of places actually expanded their programs opening more kindergarten classes to accommodate those kids who couldn’t start kindergarten at their public schools.

I remember being torn between keeping our spot at our preschool but kept it and was glad that they had outdoor only for the first few months in fall 2020. I kept my kid most of winter.

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Pp in my forties here. My friends are 40-50. If it makes OP feel better, every single one of my friends is struggling with something whether it is marital, job related, financial, parental or elder care. Most everyone in our age group has various problems. I’m sandwiched between taking care of my elderly parents and my own kids. I know very few people who are truly happy at their jobs in their forties. Even my friends who are totally killing it have doubts if the trade off was worth it and they don’t love various aspects of work. Most of all, lots of divorces and just unhappy marriages all around.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

The pandemic was absolute hell for parents of preschoolers, especially special needs preschoolers. They were old enough to notice the change and be upset by it, but often unable to express it with words. We had a constant sea of meltdowns. It was worse than my miscarriage, worse than the death of a family member, worse than losing a job. It was a sea of unending misery and there were long waitlists for community resources. When we did get them, they were virtual. It was hell.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

The pandemic was absolute hell for parents of preschoolers, especially special needs preschoolers. They were old enough to notice the change and be upset by it, but often unable to express it with words. We had a constant sea of meltdowns. It was worse than my miscarriage, worse than the death of a family member, worse than losing a job. It was a sea of unending misery and there were long waitlists for community resources. When we did get them, they were virtual. It was hell.

I have a few friends who have children with SN of various ages. I agree that is was especially hard for working parents of SN young children. My friends said virtual school did nothing and even in person therapy with masks was ineffective.

Those same friends have ongoing hardships with their children with SN. I have a friend who is a sped teacher and it sounds like almost every kid in her classroom has a challenging home situation.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

Yes, thank you, I was coming to post this. All of these things were issues before the pandemic and they are issues after.

I'm not sure why everyone blames the pandemic for everything that's wrong with life.

Is "everyone" blaming the pandemic for "everything" that is wrong with life? Is that something people are doing in this thread? Examples please.

I'm not discounting that Covid was hard. It was, and it was harder for some than others. But raising kids and balancing family needs vs work etc was always hard pre Covid and continued to be hard today. So it's hard to tease out what was caused by Covid and what is just caused by life. And now Covid shutdown was a few years in the past, I think it's time to really start examining factors other than Covid if people are currently suffering.

Covid pushed back my special needs child’s diagnosis for several years. He struggled during the pandemic, so everyone told me it was the pandemic. We had to do YEARS of therapy to prove to people that he had autism. Meanwhile, everyone else was trying to get therapy, making wait lists ridiculous. We had to pay for all that therapy ourselves. If he’d been diagnosed earlier, it would have been free. That’s thousands of dollars down the drain. Stress. Advocating for him. Research.

Again, just because your life is back to normal, but everybody else is.

And whoever is gaslighting that lady who had to wait six months to take out her IUD can go straight to hell. That’s the most infuriating post I’ve had the displeasure I’d reading in this site.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

Yes, thank you, I was coming to post this. All of these things were issues before the pandemic and they are issues after.

I'm not sure why everyone blames the pandemic for everything that's wrong with life.

Is "everyone" blaming the pandemic for "everything" that is wrong with life? Is that something people are doing in this thread? Examples please.

I'm not discounting that Covid was hard. It was, and it was harder for some than others. But raising kids and balancing family needs vs work etc was always hard pre Covid and continued to be hard today. So it's hard to tease out what was caused by Covid and what is just caused by life. And now Covid shutdown was a few years in the past, I think it's time to really start examining factors other than Covid if people are currently suffering.

Covid pushed back my special needs child’s diagnosis for several years. He struggled during the pandemic, so everyone told me it was the pandemic. We had to do YEARS of therapy to prove to people that he had autism. Meanwhile, everyone else was trying to get therapy, making wait lists ridiculous. We had to pay for all that therapy ourselves. If he’d been diagnosed earlier, it would have been free. That’s thousands of dollars down the drain. Stress. Advocating for him. Research.

Again, just because your life is back to normal, but everybody else is.

And whoever is gaslighting that lady who had to wait six months to take out her IUD can go straight to hell. That’s the most infuriating post I’ve had the displeasure I’d reading in this site.

I don’t know if this makes you feel better or not but I have a good friend whose son is autistic. They have paid thousands of dollars for therapy. He was diagnosed early and receives support but the child hasn’t improved much. My friend has admitted to me that when the therapists come, it just gives them a break. The kid is in so much therapy. It is very expensive. I know they have a mix of “free” services and services they pay for. My friend is very obviously autistic. If your child didn’t get diagnosed until later, he is likely high functioning.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

Yes, thank you, I was coming to post this. All of these things were issues before the pandemic and they are issues after.

I'm not sure why everyone blames the pandemic for everything that's wrong with life.

Is "everyone" blaming the pandemic for "everything" that is wrong with life? Is that something people are doing in this thread? Examples please.

Btw, this is OP and I'm not really even blaming the pandemic for anything. It's more like, during the height of Covid, I fell into a bit of a funk, and I am currently frustrated because although tine has passed and the pandemic is over, I'm still in the funk.

It's frustrating. I could also have written "Anyone else lose their groove when their kid was a toddler and still not have it back by the time they started elementary?" Sounds like people would relate to that as well. But I also think there was something particularly paralyzing about Covid that is still impacting me, so I framed it that way.

The incessant criticism on this thread is honestly weird. We get it, you are over Covid. Maybe this thread isn't for you then.

You’re not getting what people are saying. Your complaints, many valid, are about being a parent of young kids. Period. What you are “not over” is being a parent of young kids. You are blaming your problem on COVID when they’re really just about the difficulty of being a parent of young kids. Talk about that, not COVID.

Being a mom in America sucks in many ways, regardless of COVID

I have 3 kids with a big gap and can tell you parenting young kids during COVID was an entirely new form of stress and lack of support. Like we were all juggling a lot of balls before but then with COVID we were juggling during a hurricane. So stop telling other moms it’s always been this way when it hasn’t.

In the long term COVID has made some things easier (more workplace flexibility/remote options for instance), and there’s been expanded parental leave in recent years. But no, raising young kids circa the early 2010s vs. early 2020s was a different experience.

Still, I would never have allowed it to dictate how many children I had.

I agree many people are saying parenting is difficult and has many challenges. What OP is feeling is common and has nothing to do with Covid.

If this was your greatest hardship in life, to have your one child home with you for a year while you worked from home, you should feel lucky.

I was traumatized by not being able to visit my father in the hospital, having no idea what was going on, getting a call saying he fell and broke his arm while at the rehab center that we were not able to visit. I am very grateful my dad is still alive. My dad spent much of Covid being left alone in a bed with horrible care in soiled diapers. Others had loved ones die without being able to say good bye.

OP had one kid. I had to juggle 3. I had to keep my child away from the other two while they were in virtual school while also helping the kids in virtual school.

We knew lots of people who had Covid babies. I know people who suffered from infertility. Lots of people from my child’s preschool class had a sibling born between 2020 and 2023.

Well if the worst thing that happened to you was your dad, who is still alive, broke his arm during COVID and you couldn’t see him for a while, then you should feel lucky.

I’m being sarcastic of course. Because I’m not actually that rude of a person. I just find it off that your subjective experience gets to count as “traumatizing” but OP’s subjective experience is something to be flippantly dismissed.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

Yes, thank you, I was coming to post this. All of these things were issues before the pandemic and they are issues after.

I'm not sure why everyone blames the pandemic for everything that's wrong with life.

Is "everyone" blaming the pandemic for "everything" that is wrong with life? Is that something people are doing in this thread? Examples please.

I'm not discounting that Covid was hard. It was, and it was harder for some than others. But raising kids and balancing family needs vs work etc was always hard pre Covid and continued to be hard today. So it's hard to tease out what was caused by Covid and what is just caused by life. And now Covid shutdown was a few years in the past, I think it's time to really start examining factors other than Covid if people are currently suffering.

Covid pushed back my special needs child’s diagnosis for several years. He struggled during the pandemic, so everyone told me it was the pandemic. We had to do YEARS of therapy to prove to people that he had autism. Meanwhile, everyone else was trying to get therapy, making wait lists ridiculous. We had to pay for all that therapy ourselves. If he’d been diagnosed earlier, it would have been free. That’s thousands of dollars down the drain. Stress. Advocating for him. Research.

Again, just because your life is back to normal, but everybody else is.

And whoever is gaslighting that lady who had to wait six months to take out her IUD can go straight to hell. That’s the most infuriating post I’ve had the displeasure I’d reading in this site.

I might have missed the IUD women but I posted above that my child had several preschool classmates who had a new sibling in the past few years.

I remember my friend who was almost 40 and childless was so upset because she couldn’t start IVF because of Covid. She ended up getting pregnant in 2021 and having a baby in 2022. She had another one recently in 2023 at age 43.

We have encountered lots of families with just one child. Some don’t want to do fertility treatments. Some are happy with one. I feel like the ones who really want more children get them. One mom I knew had cancer and tried to retrieve her eggs. She eventually adopted.

I can’t tell if OP never tried to have more kids and regrets not trying or if she tried and couldn’t have more kids. It sounds like she felt it was too late after Covid. The older moms who knew they wanted multiple usually have kids right away or at least try to. My friends who had kids after 35 seem to often have kids close together. I have several friends who had kids at like age 38, 39 and 41 or 36, 38, 40.

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Anonymous wrote:I think isolating for 2 years did this OP. That’s a really long time and most people didn’t actually do that. It’s not a judgment, it’s just maybe a partial explanation why it did so much damage to your psyche. We were still careful-ish (masking and not going to crowded indoor events) but by summer of 2020 we were seeing friends and so were our kids. The mental healthy effects started to scare me more than Covid. We didn’t end up catching Covid until Oct 2022.

DP. I appreciate you being respectful in stating this position. Many people are much more judgmental, which is one of the most infuriating parts of the pandemic. Yes, many of us who exercised caution and significantly curtailed our activities due to COVID, whether due to personal health, caring for an elderly family member, a sense of community greater good, hope that sacrifice would lead to schools reopening, or whatever reason, have wound up struggling in our work, social, and family lives for a variety of reasons associated with isolation. Those who resumed more normal lives sooner tend to have little sympathy for these struggles as if listening to public health guidance at the time was some sort of personal failing or weakness. The harm caused by isolation was not considered in public health decisions and has not been acknowledged or discussed enough, leaving individuals feeling unsupported as they try to rebuild their lives.

I am someone who locked down hard in March 2020 but was resuming normalcy by spring 2021, traveling out of state and no longer masking unless somewhere mandatory by summer 2021. As soon as the adults in our house were vaccinated we went back to quasi-normal life because I started to realize that the only metric public health officials cared about were COVID deaths. When you think like a hammer everything looks like a nail.

I remember getting some pushback and snarky comments from friends who were still isolating and masking everywhere. In retrospect I’m not even upset with them because I think public health officials did a real number on people and there was definitely some significant anxiety at play when people were lashing out at anyone who wanted COVID restrictions lifted. It was a really weird time and I hope if anything like this happens again we’ll take a more wholistic approach rather than an unbalanced weighing of just numbers.

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Anonymous wrote:I think people are greatly exaggerating how long Covid impacted our lives. By 2021, we were used to our masked society. By spring 2021, everyone could get vaccinated. Society was up and running.

I understand that not everyone had the same resources but that is the same before and after Covid. If you wanted childcare, you could get it. It isn’t like childcare was unavailable for 3 years. My one friend would hobble together camps for the entire 2020 summer and when school did not open in the fall of 2020, she called every single preschool and daycare to find a spot for her two kids. A lot of places actually expanded their programs opening more kindergarten classes to accommodate those kids who couldn’t start kindergarten at their public schools.

I remember being torn between keeping our spot at our preschool but kept it and was glad that they had outdoor only for the first few months in fall 2020. I kept my kid most of winter.

This is only the truth for rich people who live in their rich people bubble. This is nothing like my experience. My kids used after school care. We never had a nanny. I tries to hire childcare at home - but no one to hire. People were too afraid of catching covid. My job went 100% remote.

I was managing three kids in different grades in online school and my job at the same time, all as a single mom. This started in March 2020. By December 2020, I was so burnt out and on edge, I was put on Lexipro and Wellbutrin. By June 2021, I gained 40 lbs and had consistent high blood preasure.

My elementary aged kids are ADHD and struggled sitting for 6 hours a day abd paying attention power point presentations. Both are still behind grade average. Covid broke us.

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Anonymous wrote:I think isolating for 2 years did this OP. That’s a really long time and most people didn’t actually do that. It’s not a judgment, it’s just maybe a partial explanation why it did so much damage to your psyche. We were still careful-ish (masking and not going to crowded indoor events) but by summer of 2020 we were seeing friends and so were our kids. The mental healthy effects started to scare me more than Covid. We didn’t end up catching Covid until Oct 2022.

DP. I appreciate you being respectful in stating this position. Many people are much more judgmental, which is one of the most infuriating parts of the pandemic. Yes, many of us who exercised caution and significantly curtailed our activities due to COVID, whether due to personal health, caring for an elderly family member, a sense of community greater good, hope that sacrifice would lead to schools reopening, or whatever reason, have wound up struggling in our work, social, and family lives for a variety of reasons associated with isolation. Those who resumed more normal lives sooner tend to have little sympathy for these struggles as if listening to public health guidance at the time was some sort of personal failing or weakness. The harm caused by isolation was not considered in public health decisions and has not been acknowledged or discussed enough, leaving individuals feeling unsupported as they try to rebuild their lives.

I am someone who locked down hard in March 2020 but was resuming normalcy by spring 2021, traveling out of state and no longer masking unless somewhere mandatory by summer 2021. As soon as the adults in our house were vaccinated we went back to quasi-normal life because I started to realize that the only metric public health officials cared about were COVID deaths. When you think like a hammer everything looks like a nail.

I remember getting some pushback and snarky comments from friends who were still isolating and masking everywhere. In retrospect I’m not even upset with them because I think public health officials did a real number on people and there was definitely some significant anxiety at play when people were lashing out at anyone who wanted COVID restrictions lifted. It was a really weird time and I hope if anything like this happens again we’ll take a more wholistic approach rather than an unbalanced weighing of just numbers.

Most people were traveling summer 2021. Your friends must skew very conservative with Covid.

In our circles, everyone was traveling in 2021. I know we did a lot of road trips and drove to Florida. I think everyone we knew at least went to the beach.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

Yes, thank you, I was coming to post this. All of these things were issues before the pandemic and they are issues after.

I'm not sure why everyone blames the pandemic for everything that's wrong with life.

Is "everyone" blaming the pandemic for "everything" that is wrong with life? Is that something people are doing in this thread? Examples please.

Btw, this is OP and I'm not really even blaming the pandemic for anything. It's more like, during the height of Covid, I fell into a bit of a funk, and I am currently frustrated because although tine has passed and the pandemic is over, I'm still in the funk.

It's frustrating. I could also have written "Anyone else lose their groove when their kid was a toddler and still not have it back by the time they started elementary?" Sounds like people would relate to that as well. But I also think there was something particularly paralyzing about Covid that is still impacting me, so I framed it that way.

The incessant criticism on this thread is honestly weird. We get it, you are over Covid. Maybe this thread isn't for you then.

You’re not getting what people are saying. Your complaints, many valid, are about being a parent of young kids. Period. What you are “not over” is being a parent of young kids. You are blaming your problem on COVID when they’re really just about the difficulty of being a parent of young kids. Talk about that, not COVID.

Being a mom in America sucks in many ways, regardless of COVID

I have 3 kids with a big gap and can tell you parenting young kids during COVID was an entirely new form of stress and lack of support. Like we were all juggling a lot of balls before but then with COVID we were juggling during a hurricane. So stop telling other moms it’s always been this way when it hasn’t.

In the long term COVID has made some things easier (more workplace flexibility/remote options for instance), and there’s been expanded parental leave in recent years. But no, raising young kids circa the early 2010s vs. early 2020s was a different experience.

Still, I would never have allowed it to dictate how many children I had.

I agree many people are saying parenting is difficult and has many challenges. What OP is feeling is common and has nothing to do with Covid.

If this was your greatest hardship in life, to have your one child home with you for a year while you worked from home, you should feel lucky.

I was traumatized by not being able to visit my father in the hospital, having no idea what was going on, getting a call saying he fell and broke his arm while at the rehab center that we were not able to visit. I am very grateful my dad is still alive. My dad spent much of Covid being left alone in a bed with horrible care in soiled diapers. Others had loved ones die without being able to say good bye.

OP had one kid. I had to juggle 3. I had to keep my child away from the other two while they were in virtual school while also helping the kids in virtual school.

We knew lots of people who had Covid babies. I know people who suffered from infertility. Lots of people from my child’s preschool class had a sibling born between 2020 and 2023.

Well if the worst thing that happened to you was your dad, who is still alive, broke his arm during COVID and you couldn’t see him for a while, then you should feel lucky.

I’m being sarcastic of course. Because I’m not actually that rude of a person. I just find it off that your subjective experience gets to count as “traumatizing” but OP’s subjective experience is something to be flippantly dismissed.

I’m a glass is half full type person. My dad doesn’t have much time to live. He got Covid at the hospital after surgery. He is the highest risk category and I am grateful we have had the last year with him even though he is too sick to leave his house. He wants to die at home and not at a nursing home because his experience was horrible for him during Covid.

I always tell my kids to get back up when they fall down. I hope OP can find a happy place.

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Its always a bit sad and final when you decide you are done having kids, even if you know its the right choice for you for whatever reason. Its the end of an era, closing a chapter on your life. All women struggle with this. If PP's felt like they couldn't handle another child, then that is a valid choice. But the pandemic did not prevent them from having another child. And you would be sad to be "done" whenever that happened. Its a common complaint among mothers of childbearing age.

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Anonymous wrote:As a mom of older kids, I'm confused why everyone things the pandemic told them something new. Yes the pandemic sucked but we weren't supported before the pandemic either.

Yes, thank you, I was coming to post this. All of these things were issues before the pandemic and they are issues after.

I'm not sure why everyone blames the pandemic for everything that's wrong with life.

Is "everyone" blaming the pandemic for "everything" that is wrong with life? Is that something people are doing in this thread? Examples please.

Btw, this is OP and I'm not really even blaming the pandemic for anything. It's more like, during the height of Covid, I fell into a bit of a funk, and I am currently frustrated because although tine has passed and the pandemic is over, I'm still in the funk.

It's frustrating. I could also have written "Anyone else lose their groove when their kid was a toddler and still not have it back by the time they started elementary?" Sounds like people would relate to that as well. But I also think there was something particularly paralyzing about Covid that is still impacting me, so I framed it that way.

The incessant criticism on this thread is honestly weird. We get it, you are over Covid. Maybe this thread isn't for you then.

You’re not getting what people are saying. Your complaints, many valid, are about being a parent of young kids. Period. What you are “not over” is being a parent of young kids. You are blaming your problem on COVID when they’re really just about the difficulty of being a parent of young kids. Talk about that, not COVID.

Being a mom in America sucks in many ways, regardless of COVID

I have 3 kids with a big gap and can tell you parenting young kids during COVID was an entirely new form of stress and lack of support. Like we were all juggling a lot of balls before but then with COVID we were juggling during a hurricane. So stop telling other moms it’s always been this way when it hasn’t.

In the long term COVID has made some things easier (more workplace flexibility/remote options for instance), and there’s been expanded parental leave in recent years. But no, raising young kids circa the early 2010s vs. early 2020s was a different experience.

Still, I would never have allowed it to dictate how many children I had.

PP with a pandemic only. Why would you post this? Do you have any idea how hurtful it is or do you just not care?

If you feel this way, you are just lucky your COVID experience was different and not so crippling. Can't you just be silently grateful instead of piling on?

I don’t think PP was hurtful at all. If this thread is so upsetting to you, you don’t have to read it.