Sorry, OP. Religion sucks. Don't mean to be a prick but it is a general truth about all religions. Especially as they pertain to women. The guilt that you never wanted to have is replaced by a deep-seated resentment. It's normal. Get yourself feeling better mentally and the physical wellness will come with it. But you need to take care of yourself, even if DH is a bug prick. Stop feeling sorry for yourself, pull yourself together and the strength that you find will get you places you never imagined before. |