Anonymous wrote:For the past 3 nights, I have had extremely weird, out of this world experience type of dreams, that have involved my husband's recently passed away (young, in a tragic accident) death.
The dreams that I have been having (and only one of them was I actually asleep - the other 2 I had fallen asleep on the couch) were not at all about my DH's cousin's death - but about his warning ME our OUR impending death.
Two nights ago, I dreamed - and this is where I was on the couch, had dozed off, all the lights in the house downstairs on...he had taken my hand and told me "I show you this NOT because I am trying to protect you or warn you against Carbon Monoxide poisoning, but because I am trying to show you that I am HERE, with you, and I am trying to protect you from future harm, which has nothing to do with carbon monoxide, and this is the only way I know how to prove to you that I am REALLY HERE.
I woke up that morning, went to check on our carbon monoxide (rather expensive digital, new detector), and it was totally and completely non-functional.
The things that gets me is, in my dreams, after he showed me the dysfunctional carbon monoxide detector, he showed me -- what I believe to be, an impending death in our family (involving my children), that I am feeling like he is trying to help us prevent? Basically - after he "showed" me the defective CO detector, and felt that (the following night) I was troubled (which meant he knew I felt like, maybe he REALLY was there) he proceeded to "show" me what he was there to really warn me against.
I can't even recount what was "shown" to me, in my dream/altered realtity (I wasn't really asleep). To even depict some of the details of what I "saw" -- I can't do it. I'm literally hyperventilating and about to have an aneurysm just thinking about what it was that he says is he to "prevent".
Seriously - I'm not hallucinating, do not take any medications, am not inventing this stuff up.
Here's the kicker: I got a call this morning, from a business owner of a POD moving company. He said that [insert name of DH's dead cousin here] called him yesterday, gave him our address, and told him that we needed to move ASAP, and how soon could he have a POD delivered?
I fucking kid you not.
OK - so here's the million dollar question: what the FUCK does this mean??
Means you need to stop procrastinating and get that refill on your prescription.
A little weight gain is no excuse to stop taking your antipsychotic medication.
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