Confessions

[Anonymous]

I love this thread.

[Anonymous]

I Hate my Mil I wish i could slap her.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:I have some relatives who did a really bad thing. And later they had a horribly disabled child. And sometimes I think they certainly got what they deserved.

We have a disabled baby - she will never walk, talk, or feed herself.
We are good people and have never felt that parenthood constitutes a system of rewards or punishments.

13:03... Most of us have so much to learn from you and your precious baby. Blessings to you and your family.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:I Hate my Mil I wish i could slap her.

Me too. And I think even worse thoughts than you do.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Most people think I'm very sweet and nice, but I'm secretly the biggest bitch. If I don't like someone, I'll be really nice to their face and then talk so much shit about them behind their back. Only my very close friends and husband know I'm really like this. They all think its really funny. But I feel bad sometimes. And I'm secretly suicidal and bipolar, which no one knows about. One day I'll commit suicide and no one will have had any idea that I was even capable of it.

Please, please, please seek help.

[Anonymous]

I fantasize about my mother dying just about every day. She's a horrible person and I have been totally unable to get her out of my life because my child likes her, but I worry that once my child gets a mind of her own, my mother will start treating her as terribly as she has always treated me. I never think about killing her; the monster isn't worth ruining my own life-- and my husband's and child's-- over. But I think about her dying. Unfortunately she's not very old and too freaking mean to die.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:But don't you have this too when you have sex the 'normal' way?

Yes, but it isn't half crap and half semen. It gives a whole new meaning to "Hersey squirts" (juvenile but accurate!).

Never had this problem. My DH has been "snipped" though, so maybe is less quantity than what you are dealing with.

If you are interested, ladies, try it. The first few times after a couple of glasses of wine. After that, you will love it so much you won't need the wine. Kind of makes me wonder what ELSE I'm missing!

[Anonymous]

Most people think I'm very sweet and nice, but I'm secretly the biggest bitch. If I don't like someone, I'll be really nice to their face and then talk so much shit about them behind their back. Only my very close friends and husband know I'm really like this. They all think its really funny. But I feel bad sometimes. And I'm secretly suicidal and bipolar, which no one knows about. One day I'll commit suicide and no one will have had any idea that I was even capable of it.

As a PP said, yes, please please please seek help if you are having suicidal thoughts. Please talk to someone about this!

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:I fantasize about my mother dying just about every day. She's a horrible person and I have been totally unable to get her out of my life because my child likes her, but I worry that once my child gets a mind of her own, my mother will start treating her as terribly as she has always treated me. I never think about killing her; the monster isn't worth ruining my own life-- and my husband's and child's-- over. But I think about her dying. Unfortunately she's not very old and too freaking mean to die.

feel the same way about my crazy mother...

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:I fantasize about my mother dying just about every day. She's a horrible person and I have been totally unable to get her out of my life because my child likes her, but I worry that once my child gets a mind of her own, my mother will start treating her as terribly as she has always treated me. I never think about killing her; the monster isn't worth ruining my own life-- and my husband's and child's-- over. But I think about her dying. Unfortunately she's not very old and too freaking mean to die.

feel the same way about my crazy mother...

feel the same way about my MIL. She was the worst mother in the world to my husband, and this has affected my marriage and my children. We thought she would die of cancer a few years back, but she survived - and used the disease to get attention and sympathy.

Whew. How's that for a confession! I feel a little better just by writing it here.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:But don't you have this too when you have sex the 'normal' way?

Yes, but it isn't half crap and half semen. It gives a whole new meaning to "Hersey squirts" (juvenile but accurate!).

Never had this problem. My DH has been "snipped" though, so maybe is less quantity than what you are dealing with.

If you are interested, ladies, try it. The first few times after a couple of glasses of wine. After that, you will love it so much you won't need the wine. Kind of makes me wonder what ELSE I'm missing!

Some wine and lube. Never had the aforementioned problem, either.

[Anonymous]

One day I'll commit suicide and no one will have had any idea that I was even capable of it.

1 - 800- 273- Talk

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

One day I'll commit suicide and no one will have had any idea that I was even capable of it.

1 - 800- 273- Talk

Yes, call it now. My best friend in high school committed suicide and it is truely a selfish act. You hurt SO many around you. Furthermore, most who REALLY go through with it do not cry out for attention like this...they just do it. If you really want to go through with it you would give no sign, even a post like this that your husband could find and stop you from going through with it. I'm just saying...

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:But don't you have this too when you have sex the 'normal' way?

Yes, but it isn't half crap and half semen. It gives a whole new meaning to "Hersey squirts" (juvenile but accurate!).

Never had this problem. My DH has been "snipped" though, so maybe is less quantity than what you are dealing with.

If you are interested, ladies, try it. The first few times after a couple of glasses of wine. After that, you will love it so much you won't need the wine. Kind of makes me wonder what ELSE I'm missing!

Some wine and lube. Never had the aforementioned problem, either.

Agree, I've also never had this problem. Though we usually use a condom which would prevent it.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

One day I'll commit suicide and no one will have had any idea that I was even capable of it.

1 - 800- 273- Talk

Yes, call it now. My best friend in high school committed suicide and it is truely a selfish act. You hurt SO many around you. Furthermore, most who REALLY go through with it do not cry out for attention like this...they just do it. If you really want to go through with it you would give no sign, even a post like this that your husband could find and stop you from going through with it. I'm just saying...

Don't commit suicide. Tell your husband. You need to get help.