Tarot Readings

[Anonymous]

Thank you for doing this. What energy do you see in regards to my relationship with DH and DC?

[Anonymous]

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Anonymous wrote:Hi Tarot Reader, I am from page 9 21:24, page 10 21:08, and page 17 20:46.

On page 17 21:36 you mentioned that you were writing down my info in your book and were preparing to travel. On page 18 you asked for a confirmation of continued interest, which I missed, my apologies! I am totally fine waiting until the next round but would still love a reading.

We have moved a lot, I was fortunate to have a good community of other women in each place over the years. This time (and we have been here many years now), I have not been able to stick together a good community of friends who I can support and be supported by. I wonder if it's me. Is it something I am putting out or doing wrong? I had a great group of lovely women when we first moved here. They dropped me though, and when I asked one person why, she could not or would not say why. It definitely hurt and has been hard to let go of. I would like to let go of that pain and confusion.

Thank you for your insights!

Just two or three ahead of you!

Thank you for the update

[Anonymous]

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Anonymous wrote:Dear Tarot Card Reader, I would love to know if I will ever find a new job, and what avenue I should be pursuing. Should I be reaching out to more people? How should I approach negotiating where I am? Thank you for your time!

Hello! I have an image of you in a boat traveling through a tunnel. You can see the end of the tunnel, but you never seem to reach it. As I saw this, I heard “Broaden your horizons”. I feel as if you have a narrow scope in regards to what you should be doing and because of that you are not feeling as fulfilled as you could be. It’s like you are being pulled towards something more, but seem to be blocked from seeing or knowing what that is. You may never really have been allowed to follow your heard and are working towards others expectations or what you think is expected of you by others. It’s time to dig deep and think about what you should be pursuing or doing, and that answer is 100% within YOU. If you could do anything, what would it be? The first answer that popped into your head is where you should start the journey. You should indeed reach out to others if this is a drastic change. Follow your heart and at the end of that tunnel is where it opens up to what is possible.

There is a sense that you are not getting the recognition you need to feel a part of the team. I feel this is what may be causing you to question things and listening to your inner voice is crucial at this time. If you do want to negotiate where you are, it will be important to stand up for what you want and most importantly, what you deserve. Manifestation works by believing we already have it and doing the work to bring it into reality. You have good inner strength and if you go into negotiations and they do not match what you know you deserve, then it’s time to high tail it out of there. Granted, this is if you choose to stay and not follow your heart initially.

Now that I’ve pulled the cards, I am feeling a lot of this comes down to inner work and unblocking yourself from what you think is expected of you. You need to follow your path with only your own expectations of yourself.

The cards I pulled that represent your current energy at the Knight of Wands and the 3 of Cups. I feel the time is right to follow your intuition and what you want. There is a sense that you may not be clicking with a lot of the people that you work with and that can also be part of the issue with where you are. I feel your strength and work ethic may threaten them a little bit. Maybe not threaten, but I do feel you are assertive and that can make people uncomfortable. Use this energy to start moving you towards what YOU want.

The cards I pulled that represent your current job are Judgement and the 5 of Swords. This says to me that you are waking up to the fact that you are not getting what you deserve. It’s like they are taking credit for the work you are doing. If this is the case, that must be incredibly frustrating and I feel that you also need to put your foot down and demand that you get the credit for the work done…in the nicest way possible. Use your assertive nature to help you get this.

The cards I pulled that represents a new job are the 5 of Wands and the 6 of Pentacles in reverse. I feel like a new job would be more of the same if you stay in this current energy of not demanding the respect and recognition that you deserve. So this is where I realized the block may be within you. You need to know your worth and it should expect no less than that. People will try to take advantage of us if they know we can, but you may be surprised at what can happen if you let them know you understand they are toying with you.

The cards that represent what you need to work on are the 10 of Cups in reverse and the Hierophant. You hold the key to your success and happiness. Allow your inner voice and knowing to be your guide and teacher. This involves a heavy dose of learning to believe in yourself and figuring out what YOU expect of you. Not what others expect of you. Of course at any job there will be expectations, but when it comes to WHAT you are doing, those expectations belong solely to you.

The cards that represent the outcome based on this work are the 5 of Cups and the Page of Cups. Should you do this work, you will see yourself letting go of what no longer works for you. This may be a difficult process due to some conditioning within, but I believe that once you start this, new and more fulfilling things will begin to pop up for you. Keep an eye out for synchronicities as they can be messages that you are on the right path. The more you listen to your intuition, the more those messages will pop up.

Thank you! This has given me a lot to think about. I feel like I don't know the answer to the question, "If you could do anything, what would it be?" Also feel like I'm invested in my current area, and it feels too late to change course and go into a different career.  While I feel that you're right that the block is within me, at the same time, I've been applying to different jobs and hearing nothing back. So, reaching out, but getting no responses besides auto-replies. Just feel defeated and like I've stayed too long where I am and, in the meantime, life has passed me by.

I do try and note synchronicities, but when nothing pans out despite what synchronicities seemed to have indicated, I doubt the significance of them and write them off as me reading too much into something that wasn't true.

Again, thank you for your time!

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Hi, would very much appreciate a reading. I'm up there in years and feeling out of touch. Spend much time with 4 yr old grand child who is high maintenance and exhibits what may turn into behavioral problems. Very worried about her and wish I had more energy to deal with this. See anything around this situation? Thanks I'll be waiting to hear.

Hello and thank you for your patience. I have to say that I am left feeling like this situation needs to be handled by a professional if you are not yet seeing one.

I had an image of you pulling your soul out of your body and laying it on the ground. I heard “Nothing left to give” as I saw you sit down in a zoned out state. You feel completely drained of energy and I feel this drain started long before you began taking care of your grandchild. You give and give and ask for nothing in return and it feels as though you get taken advantage of and do not receive much in return either. I believe you once had a vision for yourself in regards to your life and it seems like it is slowly slipping away and you are getting to the place where you are feeling “what’s the point of this dream?”. In order to give to your grandchild, you must also give to yourself. It is imperative that you ask for help and learn to stand your ground if you need a break. If you are the child’s legal guardian, that can be more difficult, but you need to find help where you can and ask for it if you have to. As a giver asking for help can be uncomfortable, but you are at a tipping point and need to recharge yourself. You have given to and done things for everyone else and now is the time for you to starting regaining your energy.

I feel you may be a bit isolated and perhaps even a bit guarded and don’t like to let people in too much. In order to walk down a different path energetically, you must learn to let others in.

I did pull cards and they basically confirm everything I said above. However, the only difference is, I do pick up there is still hope within you and you can use that to help propel you forward in regards to working towards letting others help or reaching out for it. This is NOT something that will happen quickly and again, professional help seems necessary. I think you have a lot of stuff you have been holding onto, both recent and past, that you need to release and that will take time. Do not rush it and do not mask it. You have the ability to bring about this change right now, but you have to reach out and let others in.

[Anonymous]

Page 15 00:13 checking in (I realize you have readings to get to before me but I’m still here!)

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Anonymous wrote:Hi, would very much appreciate a reading. I'm up there in years and feeling out of touch. Spend much time with 4 yr old grand child who is high maintenance and exhibits what may turn into behavioral problems. Very worried about her and wish I had more energy to deal with this. See anything around this situation? Thanks I'll be waiting to hear.

Hello and thank you for your patience. I have to say that I am left feeling like this situation needs to be handled by a professional if you are not yet seeing one.

I had an image of you pulling your soul out of your body and laying it on the ground. I heard “Nothing left to give” as I saw you sit down in a zoned out state. You feel completely drained of energy and I feel this drain started long before you began taking care of your grandchild. You give and give and ask for nothing in return and it feels as though you get taken advantage of and do not receive much in return either. I believe you once had a vision for yourself in regards to your life and it seems like it is slowly slipping away and you are getting to the place where you are feeling “what’s the point of this dream?”. In order to give to your grandchild, you must also give to yourself. It is imperative that you ask for help and learn to stand your ground if you need a break. If you are the child’s legal guardian, that can be more difficult, but you need to find help where you can and ask for it if you have to. As a giver asking for help can be uncomfortable, but you are at a tipping point and need to recharge yourself. You have given to and done things for everyone else and now is the time for you to starting regaining your energy.

I feel you may be a bit isolated and perhaps even a bit guarded and don’t like to let people in too much. In order to walk down a different path energetically, you must learn to let others in.

I did pull cards and they basically confirm everything I said above. However, the only difference is, I do pick up there is still hope within you and you can use that to help propel you forward in regards to working towards letting others help or reaching out for it. This is NOT something that will happen quickly and again, professional help seems necessary. I think you have a lot of stuff you have been holding onto, both recent and past, that you need to release and that will take time. Do not rush it and do not mask it. You have the ability to bring about this change right now, but you have to reach out and let others in.

I want to add something to this. I saw something this morning that was talking about kids who do not go to pre-K, tend to have a more difficult time settling in when they get to Kindergarten. You immediately popped into my head. Is your grandchild in pre-k? If not, perhaps it may be a good idea to start taking them at least a couple of times a week. This may be of benefit to both of you and give you some time to rest. Also, if your grandchild is indeed having behavioral issues, they will be a good source to lead you in the right direction when it comes to your GC’s well being.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Hi OP, I was wondering if you could tell me about the energy surrounding my new job and any career opportunities. Thank you!

Hello! I hear “Don’t be timid”. Go into this new job displaying confidence. This will be setting the tone for the future. If you in with confidence, you will have an easier time setting boundaries for yourself and getting what you ask for. Being timid make you ripe for them trying to take advantage of you (I say trying because you are not a pushover). There is a sense that if you start one way and change once you get comfortable, they may not like that. So start this job strong utilizing your inner strength and keep your head held high. Should any opportunities open up, this attitude is what will propel you forward. I don’t feel displaying this confidence comes naturally to you, but I do feel this is who you truly are. You may worry about being overly confident and messing things up. However, as long as that confidence is not coming from ego and is a true display of your character, you will go far and the opportunities will open up for you.

I do want to clarify what I said in regards to “displaying confidence does not come naturally to you”. I do think it comes naturally, but you mask it by acting more timid because in the past, people have been uncomfortable or put off by it. At this current job though, it is important to be your authentic self.

The cards that represent your current energy are the Queen of Wands in reverse and the Emperor in reverse. You have natural leadership skills and the motivation to want to utilize them in your career, but because of what you are holding onto from the past, you are not allowing them to see the light of day. You must take the reigns and embrace this. You must believe in yourself and that this confidence is a gift and nothing to be ashamed of. I think part of the issue is when people see you, they feel the insecurities within themselves and that makes them uncomfortable.

The cards that represent your current job energy are The Hierophant in reverse and the 6 of Cups. I feel there will be opportunity for you to possibly carve your own path here. If you got back to a time when you did live your life as your authentic self, you can draw upon that to bring forth what you need for your current situation. You will derive more happiness if you can do that.

The cards that represent the energy of any opportunities opening up are the Knight of Wands in reverse and Temperance. You need to be patient and allow yourself to settle in before making any big moves. Now is not the time, but you will intuitively know when the time to make the move is. When the time is right, it will require determination and inner resolve, so use this time to get a lay of the land and feel things out.

The cards that represent what to work on are the Ace of Swords in reverse and the King of Wands in reverse. You need to work on not overthinking and allowing those leader traits within you to surface. The more you overthink, the more you will suppress them.

The Outcome should you do this work is The Chariot in reverse and the Ace of Cups. If things are not progress as quickly as you like, do not immediately put the brakes on what you are doing and think something is wrong. I am feeling like you need to learn to pace yourself and be patient with things before allowing a momentary issue to create internal havoc. If you can do this, if you can put your confidence on display, try to not overthink, and learn how to be patient, I think you will find this current job to bring you emotional fulfillment and a fresh start in regards to your career.

[Anonymous]

Hello, I will be 10:29 ... just so I can keep track for myself

Would you please do a reading around my current energy. There is one component in my life that is not where I wish it would be and I tend to hyperfocus on it and then fall into despair. Would love some direction or advice on how to deal with this uncertainty. Thank you!

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Hi Tarot Reader, I am from page 9 21:24, page 10 21:08, and page 17 20:46.

On page 17 21:36 you mentioned that you were writing down my info in your book and were preparing to travel. On page 18 you asked for a confirmation of continued interest, which I missed, my apologies! I am totally fine waiting until the next round but would still love a reading.

We have moved a lot, I was fortunate to have a good community of other women in each place over the years. This time (and we have been here many years now), I have not been able to stick together a good community of friends who I can support and be supported by. I wonder if it's me. Is it something I am putting out or doing wrong? I had a great group of lovely women when we first moved here. They dropped me though, and when I asked one person why, she could not or would not say why. It definitely hurt and has been hard to let go of. I would like to let go of that pain and confusion.

Thank you for your insights!

Hello! First and foremost, it is NOT you. I heard “Queen Bee”. I am feeling like these are women who have hive mentality and there may be a ring leader who decided you did something that bothered them and they started to figuring out a way to work you out of the group. It has absolutely nothing to do with you and everything to do with them. These are the type of women who are stuck in their high school years and do not change. You seem to be more mature and independent. You march to the beat of your own drum. People like this struggle in a hive society, especially if you are in the DMV. I believe taking some creative classes may help you to open up some new pathways to people. You may need to step outside of your comfort zone to find the women you are searching for. I feel even though you felt they were a great group of women, you may not have had much in common with them besides socializing. You need to find people who genuinely share your interests beyond what is trendy and the “it” thing to do. Do not allow these women to have any power over you. They acted childishly and they cared so little they couldn’t even put on their big girl panties to tell you what happened. You must let go of them and what was in order to be present and allow new people to come in.

Have some patience. There is hope, but you need to see beyond this group because they were not meant to be. I am sorry they hurt you and it sucks that they did, but you will come out on top! There is always something to be learned from every experience we have and you will soon enough find the key you are looking for.

The cards that represent your current energy are the Ace of Wands reversed and the 4 of Pentacles. Holding onto this hurt is holding you back and not allowing for new situations that are more fulfilling to come in. Sometimes we subconsciously block new people out because of the hurt we experienced prior. Letting go of the old situation will help you.

The cards that represent the energy of the old group is The Sun in reverse and the King of Wands in reverse. This says to me that it was not a good fit and that you are more likely than not more adventurous than the rest of them. You seem to be someone who pursues their interests based on what you want and like versus what everyone else wants and likes. This group was not going to help you find people who are of the same mind.

The cards that represent what you need to know are the Page of Wands and the Hanged Man. It’s time to see this from another perspective. You are a creative, unique individual and you are in a time that you can forge your own path and try out new things. Take this time to perhaps get to know individuals rather than an entire group. Your community doesn’t always have to be a group of friends where everyone knows each other. It can be a group of individuals that you curated to help you grow as a person just as much as you help them…and they don’t all have to be connected.

The cards that represent what to work on are the King of Cups in reverse and the Knight of Swords. I do feel there may be some impulsivity to you with the Knight. This could be one of the issues that they had. So perhaps learning to curb your impulses could provide useful going forward…not just in regards to people, but situations as well. I feel you also need to work on not allowing other people to bring you down and cause you to think something is wrong with you. You must look at the whole picture and see that this is their issue and not yours…especially if there was no reason given.

The cards that represent the outcome are the High Priestess and the 5 of Pentacles in reverse. Listen to your inner voice. If you do this work and follow your intuition without rationalizing away red flags, you will be on the right path. It’s a path that will help you find the community you are looking for where you feel seen and heard. Where you won’t be left out in the cold and the people you choose to bless with your energy are willing to reciprocate. Have patience, you will find them!

[Anonymous]

Hoping you can help me.

Will my DH get the (great) job he is interviewing for and move us back closer to family?

Thank you.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Hi, would very much appreciate a reading. I'm up there in years and feeling out of touch. Spend much time with 4 yr old grand child who is high maintenance and exhibits what may turn into behavioral problems. Very worried about her and wish I had more energy to deal with this. See anything around this situation? Thanks I'll be waiting to hear.

Hello and thank you for your patience. I have to say that I am left feeling like this situation needs to be handled by a professional if you are not yet seeing one.

I had an image of you pulling your soul out of your body and laying it on the ground. I heard “Nothing left to give” as I saw you sit down in a zoned out state. You feel completely drained of energy and I feel this drain started long before you began taking care of your grandchild. You give and give and ask for nothing in return and it feels as though you get taken advantage of and do not receive much in return either. I believe you once had a vision for yourself in regards to your life and it seems like it is slowly slipping away and you are getting to the place where you are feeling “what’s the point of this dream?”. In order to give to your grandchild, you must also give to yourself. It is imperative that you ask for help and learn to stand your ground if you need a break. If you are the child’s legal guardian, that can be more difficult, but you need to find help where you can and ask for it if you have to. As a giver asking for help can be uncomfortable, but you are at a tipping point and need to recharge yourself. You have given to and done things for everyone else and now is the time for you to starting regaining your energy.

I feel you may be a bit isolated and perhaps even a bit guarded and don’t like to let people in too much. In order to walk down a different path energetically, you must learn to let others in.

I did pull cards and they basically confirm everything I said above. However, the only difference is, I do pick up there is still hope within you and you can use that to help propel you forward in regards to working towards letting others help or reaching out for it. This is NOT something that will happen quickly and again, professional help seems necessary. I think you have a lot of stuff you have been holding onto, both recent and past, that you need to release and that will take time. Do not rush it and do not mask it. You have the ability to bring about this change right now, but you have to reach out and let others in.

You're amazing! Thanks for the advice. You sure have an in-depth vision of those around you. Wish I could talk to you daily. Thanks again.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Hi OP, I was wondering if you could tell me about the energy surrounding my new job and any career opportunities. Thank you!

Hello! I hear “Don’t be timid”. Go into this new job displaying confidence. This will be setting the tone for the future. If you in with confidence, you will have an easier time setting boundaries for yourself and getting what you ask for. Being timid make you ripe for them trying to take advantage of you (I say trying because you are not a pushover). There is a sense that if you start one way and change once you get comfortable, they may not like that. So start this job strong utilizing your inner strength and keep your head held high. Should any opportunities open up, this attitude is what will propel you forward. I don’t feel displaying this confidence comes naturally to you, but I do feel this is who you truly are. You may worry about being overly confident and messing things up. However, as long as that confidence is not coming from ego and is a true display of your character, you will go far and the opportunities will open up for you.

I do want to clarify what I said in regards to “displaying confidence does not come naturally to you”. I do think it comes naturally, but you mask it by acting more timid because in the past, people have been uncomfortable or put off by it. At this current job though, it is important to be your authentic self.

The cards that represent your current energy are the Queen of Wands in reverse and the Emperor in reverse. You have natural leadership skills and the motivation to want to utilize them in your career, but because of what you are holding onto from the past, you are not allowing them to see the light of day. You must take the reigns and embrace this. You must believe in yourself and that this confidence is a gift and nothing to be ashamed of. I think part of the issue is when people see you, they feel the insecurities within themselves and that makes them uncomfortable.

The cards that represent your current job energy are The Hierophant in reverse and the 6 of Cups. I feel there will be opportunity for you to possibly carve your own path here. If you got back to a time when you did live your life as your authentic self, you can draw upon that to bring forth what you need for your current situation. You will derive more happiness if you can do that.

The cards that represent the energy of any opportunities opening up are the Knight of Wands in reverse and Temperance. You need to be patient and allow yourself to settle in before making any big moves. Now is not the time, but you will intuitively know when the time to make the move is. When the time is right, it will require determination and inner resolve, so use this time to get a lay of the land and feel things out.

The cards that represent what to work on are the Ace of Swords in reverse and the King of Wands in reverse. You need to work on not overthinking and allowing those leader traits within you to surface. The more you overthink, the more you will suppress them.

The Outcome should you do this work is The Chariot in reverse and the Ace of Cups. If things are not progress as quickly as you like, do not immediately put the brakes on what you are doing and think something is wrong. I am feeling like you need to learn to pace yourself and be patient with things before allowing a momentary issue to create internal havoc. If you can do this, if you can put your confidence on display, try to not overthink, and learn how to be patient, I think you will find this current job to bring you emotional fulfillment and a fresh start in regards to your career.

Thanks so much for taking the time to do this reading. You have given me a lot to chew on! It feels spot on.

[Anonymous]

Hi! Hoping you can calm my anxieties. Two former coworkers of mine seriously bullied me to the point where it was inhumane. This included lying about me to my superiors, attempting to sabotage me, and in one case, trying to physically trip me in front of a room of people. Really messed up stuff. I have since left this workplace but was wondering if I need to worry about them doing something like trying to call my current boss badmouthing me or blackmailing me? I realize it's possible they don't even think about me or their actions (which I don't think they were punished for) anymore but the whole experience was really scarring. Thanks in advance!

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Hi! Hoping you can calm my anxieties. Two former coworkers of mine seriously bullied me to the point where it was inhumane. This included lying about me to my superiors, attempting to sabotage me, and in one case, trying to physically trip me in front of a room of people. Really messed up stuff. I have since left this workplace but was wondering if I need to worry about them doing something like trying to call my current boss badmouthing me or blackmailing me? I realize it's possible they don't even think about me or their actions (which I don't think they were punished for) anymore but the whole experience was really scarring. Thanks in advance!

Hey there. It may be a bit before I get to you, but I did want to tell you now that you should speak to

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Hi! Hoping you can calm my anxieties. Two former coworkers of mine seriously bullied me to the point where it was inhumane. This included lying about me to my superiors, attempting to sabotage me, and in one case, trying to physically trip me in front of a room of people. Really messed up stuff. I have since left this workplace but was wondering if I need to worry about them doing something like trying to call my current boss badmouthing me or blackmailing me? I realize it's possible they don't even think about me or their actions (which I don't think they were punished for) anymore but the whole experience was really scarring. Thanks in advance!

Hey there. It may be a bit before I get to you, but I did want to tell you now that you should speak to

Your current employer and let them know what happened if you have not done so already.