Thanks for the super quick response. I’m hesitant to tell my current employer about what happened but am keeping a super low profile on social media (including not updating my LinkedIn) for now (and might be for quite some time). |
Hello. Yours is a tricky one for me. I had a super clear vision and sometimes when that happens, it means I am not fully connected and am more in my rational mind. So feedback once you read this would be greatly appreciated. I am still learning to decipher meanings, what I see, and how to interpret it. I see mountains. I feel like you have an adventurous spirit. I am hearing “climbing” but I’m not sure if I am meant to take it literally or not. I actually see you climbing these mountains, so if literal, you are an adventurer. If it’s simply symbolic, you are someone who does what it takes to get to the top. The energy is similar except symbolically it represents day to day life. It may even be that you are someone that likes to watch documentaries on mountain climbing or the like and feel a pull to do that yourself. I’m also hearing “reaching the top”. I feel you may have big goals for yourself and that you will always do what it takes to achieve them. While this is an awesome trait to have, it can also mean that you miss out in other parts of your life because of a lack of balance. Since I am not feeling super confident in how to decode this at the moment, I am going to pull cards sooner than normal to help me. The oracle cards I pulled are Slay, Moon, Romance and Sun and I pulled a Major Arcana tarot card the Sun. There is a sense that whatever you put your mind to, you are able to achieve because you have serious determination encoded in you. However subconsciously, I feel there may be a fear of emotional connectivity to others due to you being scared of being hurt. This could also be part of what drives you to conquer whatever you put your mind to because you are trying to keep your emotions at bay. The romance card could mean that you fear deep emotions within a romantic relationship and while you may actually truly desire deep connectivity, it triggers something in you that makes you want to run. The cards that represent your current energy are the 9 of Wands in reverse and the 2 of Wands. Interestingly, in this tarot deck, the 2 of Wands is the silhouette of person facing the mountains he plans on conquering. I am taking this card literally and saying that you are currently making plan for the next thing you want to tackle and achieve. You are very ambitious! With the 9 of Wands being in reverse, you won’t stop until you reach that goal. Just be careful that your are not over exerting your energy and make sure you rest. The cards that represent what you need to know are the 8 of Swords and the 4 of Cups. I am feeing what you need to know is a message from your subconscious to you. You need to allow yourself to feel more. You need to allow yourself to connect with others in a more meaningful way. If not, even though you have some serious accomplishments under your belt, you will be left with an empty feeling that you cannot put your finger on. So you make bigger plans, take bigger risks, rinse and repeat. That void can be filled through allowing your emotions to surface and letting yourself experience them. If you choose to do this, remember you are always safe and there are people who can help you if you reach out. What you need to work on is represented by the 8 of Cups and the Tower in Reverse. You need to work on letting go. I feel part of this suppression of emotions has to do with a situation you have held onto and it causes you to hold onto things or people that no longer serve you. These things and people are part of what allow you to continue to keep your emotions at bay, which may be part of what helps you feel safe. In order to rebuild, sometimes we must let the tower fall to ruin so we can work with a clean slate. The action to take based on this work is The Empress and the Queen of Pentacles in reverse. Learn to not have to be so grounded all the time. Allow yourself to slowly open the doors to your subconscious and to let yourself feel the world around you and not just experience it. When you can combine those two things together, the experiences you have will be that much more meaningful and powerful. That void that you experience sometimes will finally be filled and that is when you will truly be conquering the mountains. The outcome should you choose to do the work and take action is Justice in reverse and the 5 of Wands. I feel you will begin to see yourself using any internal conflict you have as a way of making right what feels wrong within you. You will use your experiences and adventures as a means of healing rather than avoidance. With the Major Arcana card pulled early being the Sun, you are very much protected spiritually should you choose to embark on this journey. You will truly reach the top when you bring balance internally. It really was a tricky one for me, so I hope it resonates. |
Me again. That marriage thing worked itself out. What I'm really curious about is the energy around my professional self. I've been in this position for about 18months but I'm doing things differently, I think better, and am curious about what others in my field think about my performance (not bosses, they are satisfied). |
| Hi, would love a reading!! What is the energy around my son’s mental health? |
Hey there. Unfortunately I can not read for your son as you are the one coming for the reading. You can rephrase the question to be “what is my energy in regards to my sons mental health”, or you can ask a different question. I apologize. |
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Hello everyone. Will posters from pages
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I'm page 17 at 15:52 checking in. Thanks, OP!
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Hi, I"m the first poster on page 15 (12:20). I'm very much looking forward to my reading. Thanks! |
page 16 8:35 here!
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| I’m 8/27 at 11:26 checking in. 😊 |
Oops! I’m page 22. I was confused. Please ignore me. Haha. |
| Thanks for checking in and I will try to get to them as soon as possible. It's been a bit hectic lately. |
| Question for those of you who go to these tarot readers, why not learn how to read the cards yourself? |
Start your own thread; OP has enough to sort through on here |
Not everyone has the time or desire to learn to read for themselves. Plus, reading for yourself requires a lot of self reflection, self awareness, and inner work to interpret them in an unbiased way. I tried to connect to the cards for years, but it wasn’t until I had a lot of therapy and did the work on myself that I was able to truly connect to them. |