| Hello, I'd love a reading. I've entered a new chapter in my life, and I feel very uncertain about the future. Will I find peace and happiness? Will I find love? |
Thank you so very much! I’m grateful for your time |
| Hi! I was wondering if via your gifts you have any suggestions for me regarding losing weight? I definitely have an issue with emotional eating and am trying to lose a substantial amount of weight. Thanks! |
| Should I try to become a writer? Or is it a stupid pipe dream |
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Hey everyone! For those who are recently asking a for a reading, I am just reminding everyone that it will take a while. I am still working on questions from page 6 and I go in order to the best of my ability.
Also, I am so appreciative of you all thanking me for using my gift this way, but I want everyone to remember, we ALL have this ability to some degree: my husband and I actually just watched a movie called Third Eye Spy on Amazon and it’s about the governments 20 year program studying and utilizing remote viewers. I definitely recommend it. Also, the book Real Magic by Dean Radin discusses how “magic” (psychic abilities) is real and goes into depth on all the different studies that have been done, and are still being done, on them. What I am doing here, all of us, including hardcore disbelievers, can do too. |
Hello! I have an image of you shedding layers of clothing. It’s like you had on a coat, over a fleece, over a sweater, etc. You had removed the top layers, but still had more to go. I sense that your last relationship got you to a place where you realized you needed to make some internal changes and you have indeed begun to do that work. However, there do appear to be some more layers that need to be revealed before achieving true vulnerability. Once you are close to those final layers, that is when you will see a more committed and stable partner come in. So with that said, for the time being you should enjoy some casual, light hearted relationships that are based on friendship as these will help you along your path of internal growth. It is important to learn that not everyone you feel a strong connection with is meant to be in your life forever. Sometimes they show up as a guide to get us to where we are supposed to be. There is a sense of enthusiasm on your part in regards to doing the internal work. Not that it is all fun and games, but that enthusiasm is leading me to believe that you are actually ready to be doing this work. The card I pulled that represents your current energy is the King of Cups, clarified by the 10 of Swords in reverse and The World. These together say that you are on the path to understanding your emotions and feelings on a deeper and better controlled level. That path is leading you to completing this cycle to prepare you for the future when you find someone who is your ideal counterpart, but there is still work to be done before you get there. Keep in mind your ideal counterpart is not always what you think you want in a partner, but what you NEED in a partner to have the relationship be harmonious. The card I pulled that represents your current energy when it comes to love is the 3 of Wands clarified by the 5 of Wands. You are definitely moving in the right direction and looking forward to what will be. I feel not only in love, but life as well. I feel that your sense of self may be tied to having a partner and that has caused internal conflict in the past. The work that you are currently doing to shed those layers will allow you to move past that, and see that your sense of self comes from within and not outside of you. The card I pulled that represents the energy of the work that needs to be done is The Lovers in reverse and the 8 of Cups. The work that needs to be done is finding harmony in your relationships and walking away from the past and things that no longer serve who you are as a person now. You need to stay true to who you are and find someone who can help balance that out. So as an example, lets say you are more on the stubborn side, finding someone who is more flexible and can meet you halfway will be important. The card that represents the outcome should you do the work is the Queen of Swords, clarified by the 5 of Pentacles in reverse, and the 2 of Pentacles. This says to me that if you follow this path, you will have created healthy boundaries for yourself and will be very clear on what you need when it comes to long term partnerships. You will stand up for your needs and learn that a healthy partnership will respect those boundaries. This will help create the healthy balance that you need, as you have been keeping your needs on the back burner for too long. I was interrupted no less than 5 times as I was typing this up, so please reach out for any clarification if needed! |
Thank you! This message definitely resonates. |
Page 6 Poster 18:52 Hello! I have not yet intuitively worked on a general reading like this. It may be totally off, but I am excited to try! I had an image of you on fast forward. Starting. Stopping. Starting. Stopping. Then I felt overwhelmed because I felt like I had to do everything at once or it wouldn’t get done. You need to work on centering and grounding yourself so you can tackle things in little chunks at a time and not feel like it is now or never. Meditation, whether it be sitting quietly clearing your mind, drawing, or walking in nature, will be highly beneficial to you. It is after that, that you should proceed to do the day to day stuff that may be overwhelming you. The overall theme here feels to be getting out of your head and taking control of your energy. The card I pulled that represents your current energy is the Ace of Pentacles, clarified by the 2 of Wands and the 5 of Swords in reverse. I think you are in a place where new opportunities may be presenting themselves, or that you may be desiring some new opportunities to come into your life. In order for this to be able to happen, you must have a plan of action and get out of overthinking things. Having a plan of action can help you from becoming overwhelmed with all the things that need to get done eventually and stick to what needs to be done in the present. The card I pulled for what needs to be worked on is the Queen of Swords in reverse , clarified by The Hierophant in reverse. It will be important to work on being decisive and staying true to yourself and not what you think is expected of you. It’s important to listen to others when they give us advice, but it is also important for us to be able to sort through that and take what resonates. What works for some does not work for others. You need to do what works for YOU. The card that I pulled for the possible outcome if you do the work is the 8 of Wands, clarified by the Ace of Swords in reverse. This says to me that there will be positive momentum forward if you are able to create a plan for you to become more organized. If you can create a system and schedule that will benefit your day to day life, you will soon have more clarity in the areas that will help you get to where you want to go. |
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Hello, this year will be quite tough for me at work, as my boss likes to find fault in everything I do. I’m also dealing with legal issues dealing with my late husband’s estate who passed intestate. There’s also my child who graduated with honors in a STEM field from a reputable college but has been unable to land a good job. Will things improve?
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Hello! First, let me say that I am sorry you had to go through all this and I am glad to hear that your child is in remission. Before making any decisions it will be important for you to get back to yourself first and foremost. Self care. Don’t rush it. I feel if you were trying to persue something at this very moment, it would be difficult to manifest in a way that would be fulfilling. You need to replenish your energy first. Give yourself a month or two to recuperate mentally if you have the ability to do so. During that time, utilize your creativity for pleasure and as a meditation as opposed to forcing it to happen. So if you paint, grab a brush and mindlessly spread the paint on canvas. If you write, turn your mind off and allow the words to flow out of you, even if it doesn’t make sense. Just create for the sake of creating and to be able to help replenish your mind and spirit. Whatever it is that begins to spark your excitement is where you should SLOWLY start to turn your focus. The meditative exercises will help get you there. The card I pulled that represents your current energy is the 5 of Swords and the 7 of Pentacles in reverse. You just came out the other side of a very trying experience and it feels like you are trying to rush the healing of that. It will be important for you to really understand everything you went through and how it may be effecting you on a subconscious level. If you have not gone to a therapist, I highly recommend perhaps making that a consideration (I say this as someone who spent 5 years in therapy doing inner work). The card that I pulled that represents a creative career energy is The World in reverse with the Page of Cups clarifying it. I don’t think a creative career is a bad idea, but if you were to pursue it now, I don’t think you will enjoy it as much as you could later on. I really feel you are in a place where healing has to occur before rushing into something else. I also think your creative energy should be put toward that healing and used as mediation for the time being. The card that I pulled that represents the energy of a different path is the 8 of Pentacles in reverse which came out with the 7 of Wands in reverse, and the 9 of Cups as a clarifier. So this says to me that finding something that will not be too taxing mentally on you would be the best direction. Something that can make you happy, but not have to be overworked. It would be something that can baby step you into where you eventually want to go, or where you will go once you can figure out what you really want to do. Remember, this is a time for healing yourself. The card that I pulled which will help you decide what to do is the 2 of Cups in reverse, the 7 of Pentacles in reverse (this came out twice reverse in this reading) and Justice in reverse. What will help you decide what to do in this present moment whatever it is that will help you feel more balanced, because at the moment, you are a bit off kilter. There is a sense of urgency I am feeling from you, especially seeing the 7 of Pentacles in reverse come out twice. It’s almost like you want to busy yourself because you don’t want to really have to process everything that you just went through. Maybe not that, but it’s kind of like you don’t want to have to think, so you just want to get to whatever it is you are going to do. You need to have patience and not rush things at this moment. You need to heal. Please remember, my readings are dealing with the present moment. If you have done some work and would like to check back in a month or two, please do so! |
Hello! I heard the word fractured when I sat down to do this reading. I see a stream of energy and things are blocking it so that it is diverted in different directions. Think of a hose that you put your thumb in front of and instead of a constant stream, it splays out into different directions. In order to bring this diverted energy back together, there is a need to be totally open and honest about feelings, thoughts, and emotions. Do not suppress things. When things are suppressed, they can create behaviors that cause us to not act as our normal selves. If therapy is not a tool that is being utilized yet, it could be extremely beneficial to your situation. I do think the biggest thing to help create a more stable foundation now and in the future is open and honest communication no matter how hard that may be. I pulled 4 oracle cards Drama, Health, Companionship, and Devotion. I believe that you are very devoted to your family and that there may be something going on with you that is causing that fracture. Not intentionally, but by the nature of your situation. This is why communication is going to be extremely important. The card that represents your current energy is the Page of Wands in reverse and the Ace of Wands. I feel you may have been struggling to be excited about things or get out and do something different. There seems to be something brewing in you that may be making you want to change that up a bit. If this is the case, definitely do it. A change of scenery or routine can really help to get our energy flowing in a positive direction again. The card that represents how to help make your foundation more stable is the 7 of Pentacles in reverse, clarified by The Fool in reverse. I feel there is a bit of struggle within you now that is preventing this from happening. It could be due to anxiety or fear. The Fool indicates this could be a very good time to throw some caution to the wind and let loose and allow yourself to be present in the moment. I feel that can help bring about a stable foundation because if your family sees you dropping your guard a bit, they may become more comfortable doing so as well. However, since the card is in reverse, it means there are delays to that happening and I feel it’s because of some fear in you. When living in close quarters with people, we can involuntarily pick up there energy. So when one person can make a positive shift, there is the possibility it can help everyone. The card that represents the outcome is The Hermit sideways. When upright, it usually says to me that there is a great need to be introspective. In reverse, it says to me that the person does not want to look deeper out of fear. I pulled the 7 of Swords and the 10 of Cups in reverse to clarify and it’s not really making a whole lot of sense. The 7 of Swords is deception (generally speaking) and the 10 of Cups reversed is unhappiness (generally speaking). I think the outcome of creating more stability is yet to be determined. I feel what is going to determine it is a shift within yourself. I am sensing that you are guarding yourself from something, or from accepting something within yourself. This was a tough one for me. I feel a bit of a blockage and I am having difficulty connecting. If you need any clarification at all, please do not hesitate to ask! |
Hello. First, I just want to say that I am so sorry to hear this is something that you are going through. I send you lots of love and healing energy. So, I don’t know if this is going to mean anything to you, but I had an image of you sitting on a log by a body of water looking out. It was very peaceful and had a loving energy to it. It also could have been you in a canoe or kayak on the body of water, but the energy was the same. If this does not mean anything to you, it could mean that you may find being in an area or situation like that to be therapeutic. It could be a good place for you to process your emotions and let the floodgates open. I also believe if you are not currently seeing a therapist, you really should consider it. 2 years is not that much time compared to how long you were them and grieving is not a quick endeavor. I do know that your spouse would want you to be happy and that it is possible to have that joy return. I suggest making an alter for them. Find a space that you can dedicate to it. It could be somewhere that you pass often, or more private if that is what you desire. In that space place a photo or two, little mementos, and maybe a candle. When you miss them, go to the alter and just talk to them. Let them know how you are feeling. How your day went. How things are going in your life. The more often you do it, you may even start to notice signs and synchronicities of them that will allow you to feel they are still with you…because they are. While there physical presence is no longer here, you still hold their energy in your heart and mind. They will always be with you in that way. This can and will pass, but it’s going to take time. You seem to be someone who feels their emotions deeply and believe it or not, that will actually help you learn to adapt to your new life. I pulled the 10 of Wands and the King of Cups in reverse and this is a burden that you are carrying because of the loss. This is very normal and part of the process. I also pulled the 3 of Cups along with the 2 of Swords and I feel that close friends and family can be a huge support to you during this time if you allow them to be and let them in. The queen of Swords in reverse with the 7 of Wands is indicating that this may be something you are holding inside and trying to show strength. Part of your healing journey will be allowing others in where you normally wouldn’t. That can be a scary thought, but it could also help you to release some of the things you are keeping in. I have the 7 of Swords reversed along with The Chariot on the bottom and that is saying to me there will be movement in a forward direction eventually. Allowing others to know of your internal struggles with be the key to help get the momentum going. Lots of love to you. |
| Hello! For Page 6 poster 22:04 and Page 7 23:01, both General Readings….are you hear and do you still want these? I am not going to do them unless you specifically let me know you want it. Thank you! |
Page 6 22:04 here! Yes please, still interested and would be greatly apprciated. |
Awesome, thank you. You are up next! Do you want to stay general or is there anything specific that has come up? |