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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Hi OP. I would love a reading. I had to suspend my career in a creative field for the past decade to help my child with a chronic, life-threatening disease. Child is in remission now, but I'm spent. I know for the sake of my sanity and finances that I need to do ....something. I'm just too tired to figure out what that is. Things that used to excite me just don't anymore. I guess my question is, do I pursue a creative career? If not, what? Thank you![/quote] Hello! First, let me say that I am sorry you had to go through all this and I am glad to hear that your child is in remission. Before making any decisions it will be important for you to get back to yourself first and foremost. Self care. Don’t rush it. I feel if you were trying to persue something at this very moment, it would be difficult to manifest in a way that would be fulfilling. You need to replenish your energy first. Give yourself a month or two to recuperate mentally if you have the ability to do so. During that time, utilize your creativity for pleasure and as a meditation as opposed to forcing it to happen. So if you paint, grab a brush and mindlessly spread the paint on canvas. If you write, turn your mind off and allow the words to flow out of you, even if it doesn’t make sense. Just create for the sake of creating and to be able to help replenish your mind and spirit. Whatever it is that begins to spark your excitement is where you should SLOWLY start to turn your focus. The meditative exercises will help get you there. The card I pulled that represents your current energy is the 5 of Swords and the 7 of Pentacles in reverse. You just came out the other side of a very trying experience and it feels like you are trying to rush the healing of that. It will be important for you to really understand everything you went through and how it may be effecting you on a subconscious level. If you have not gone to a therapist, I highly recommend perhaps making that a consideration (I say this as someone who spent 5 years in therapy doing inner work). The card that I pulled that represents a creative career energy is The World in reverse with the Page of Cups clarifying it. I don’t think a creative career is a bad idea, but if you were to pursue it now, I don’t think you will enjoy it as much as you could later on. I really feel you are in a place where healing has to occur before rushing into something else. I also think your creative energy should be put toward that healing and used as mediation for the time being. The card that I pulled that represents the energy of a different path is the 8 of Pentacles in reverse which came out with the 7 of Wands in reverse, and the 9 of Cups as a clarifier. So this says to me that finding something that will not be too taxing mentally on you would be the best direction. Something that can make you happy, but not have to be overworked. It would be something that can baby step you into where you eventually want to go, or where you will go once you can figure out what you really want to do. Remember, this is a time for healing yourself. The card that I pulled which will help you decide what to do is the 2 of Cups in reverse, the 7 of Pentacles in reverse (this came out twice reverse in this reading) and Justice in reverse. What will help you decide what to do in this present moment whatever it is that will help you feel more balanced, because at the moment, you are a bit off kilter. There is a sense of urgency I am feeling from you, especially seeing the 7 of Pentacles in reverse come out twice. It’s almost like you want to busy yourself because you don’t want to really have to process everything that you just went through. Maybe not that, but it’s kind of like you don’t want to have to think, so you just want to get to whatever it is you are going to do. You need to have patience and not rush things at this moment. You need to heal. Please remember, my readings are dealing with the present moment. If you have done some work and would like to check back in a month or two, please do so![/quote]
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