Anonymous wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
Anonymous wrote:I'm the PP with the questions above. The problem is that I want to believe and think I, like many people, would find solace in believing in some grand plan. But I'm too logical to accept things like "God is all powerful, except when he can't control free will." So maybe I do need to give up.
To me, free will is compatable with an all-powerful God, in fact it's more compatible than the hypothetical opposite--humans who are merely worshipful robots who never make a false step. The Christian God loves his creations--us--and that's precisely why he hasn't created us to be perfectly behaved automatons.
PP, if I may address your concerns:
You are here praying a prayer that has been prayed by -- I would guess -- every Christian, for two thousand years. "Lord, I believe. Help my unbelief!" is the exact quote of Mark 9:24. What I love about this passage is that a man, who is in the presence of Jesus as He is healing the man's little boy, is STILL QUESTIONING. And you think it's a big deal that you and I occasionally have doubts???
I've said this here before on DCUM -- doubt is an integral part of faith. EVERYONE is logical to a certain extent, and wants the certainty of understanding. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. God of course knows that about us (He did make us that way) and repeatedly, throughout history, works with us on that level, knowing that we need understanding and reassurance. That is why He actually came so far as to send His Son to earth. How much more tangible than that can you get? And yet, even in the presence of Him, as Jesus was healing the sick, working miracles and generally revolutionizing the world of thought as only God Himself could do, many people around him still said, "yeah, right."
Since you are interested, here is what I suggest.
Start reading the Bible. Start in the Gospels of the New Testament (Matthew, Mark, Luke, John). You may have read these before, but this time, really read them, meditate on favorite passages, and listen to what God is saying to YOU today. Ask God to meet you where you are -- wanting to believe, but too logical to accept certain points. I promise you, He will do so.