OP here. Our life now is night and day from the other job. (1) He was unhealthy - didn't sleep enough, didn't work out at all. Was sitting at a computer all day and night. You can only do that for so many years before permanently harming your health. (2) He never wanted to have sex. We had date nights here and there, but I'd basically get to interact with him for an 90 min a day. He was always stressed about work. (3) He worked one full day per weekend on average. I was really lonely. (4) Our kid had no real relationship with him. (5) I couldn't pursue my professional passions - and I felt unfulfilled because of that. I love having him around on weekends, having him putting the kids to bed, practice the piano with the oldest, seeing how much they love him and how attached to him they are, spending time with him after bedtime, because really he is my best friend and I love him a lot. Planning trips together, going on dates, just watching videos and laughing and cuddling. And a better sex life. We have friends who stayed in "high finance" and I see what that brand of fatherhood looks like, and it's not for us. |
My husband works a lot and earns a lot. He always wants to have sex, like always. I don’t think he has ever not wanted to in the 20+ years we have been together. Sure, he goes to bed and is sleeping but he would be fine if I woke him up. You sound like a good wife who loves her husband. Maybe just accept your current life as is. Your Dh sounds kind of selfish but usually there is one in each relationship. DH is the giver and I’m the taker in our marriage. Dh is always giving. He has always loved me more. |
If you are the same person, please know that I called you insufferable not because of how you have structured your family life, but rather for the absolutely ridiculous salary numbers you were throwing around. Most of us normal folk think people who say sh!t like 170K is “pretty low” and that they couldn’t figure out how to ease back until one parent was making almost 1M are complete a-holes. Insufferable. Hope that clears up any confusion. |
OP this is all very helpful context. You made a change and you are happy with many aspects of it. The downside, and there always is one, is that there is still a lot on your plate and less money to go around. DH should step up in the mornings for sure. |
You said your dual income friends have two flexible jobs, grandparent help or miserable.
Our friends are mostly like yours where the husband earns more. I’m not sure exactly how much more but the Dh usually has the more rigid work schedule and mother is the default parent. This seems to be the case whether the mom is a nurse, physician, lawyer, consultant, etc. In our circles, it is never equal. Or if it is equal, the wife still does more of the kid load. I have witnessed many unhappy wives about unequal division of labor. Some get more paid help. I know two moms who hired full time housekeepers even though kids are in school all day. They have demanding jobs ( doctor and a lawyer) so they don’t want to come home and cook and clean so they outsource it. They come home to a clean house with laundry done. |
OP, I'd consider an au pair for mornings and evenings. That's what we do to make our jobs fit our lives.
If not, the other option is to get your DH to move/reduce his workouts. Most people with kids don't have the time to work out daily. That's a HUGE luxury that he's taking at a big cost to you. |
It’s disgusting that you’re suggesting that OP throw in the towel professionally bc then her H will make 3m a year. This is unlikely, statistically, for most working people, much less a man with 2 children whose current salary is 170K. So maybe your advice isn’t disgusting, it’s just oddly specific and not relevant (it’s also deeply sexist which is what I think PP meant). |
. Lol “just keep being the giver”, says the taker. |
I suggested that the husband earn more since he works in finance, an industry that is $$$. I didn’t suggest that OP stop working. I also saw that OP’s husband scaled back after having a demanding finance job and I sympathized because I also used to have a grueling finance job. Dh and I both used to work 60-80 hours and it wasn’t sustainable. For a while, Dh only was still working 60+ hours. The more senior Dh gets, he has much more control over his schedule. He doesn’t accept meetings and declines a lot. He did not have this option when he was more junior. |
It’s totally great that sex and couple times are priorities for you, but just FYI, OP-“only” having 90 minutes a day of time with your DH per day is actually A LOT lol. My situation is not as complex as yours but many days DH and I don’t really get any couple time. 90 minutes would actually be very high for us on an average day.
Everyone should set their life up the way they want, but just so you’re aware, I don’t know of any couples with two jobs and young kids who: (1) spend significant time together every single day (as in, more than 30 minutes so); (2) have an active sex life; (3) work out every single day. In fact, I’d say I don’t actually know ANYONE who has the above. It’s totally ok to prioritize those things, but your expectations of life at this season of life strike me as a bit unrealistic. You really can’t have it all. Most working parents with jobs and young kids are sacrificing sleep, exercise, sex, time together, house cleanliness, career progression, time with friends, etc. |
What is this couple time? Is this time after kids go to bed? Why not work out together? Or why can’t Dh work out when op puts kids to bed? I think what is more rare is for one person to work out everyday. |
We got an au pair when our kids were elementary age and it helped a ton just to have that extra help. It will get easier when the kids get older. Try and hang in there or see if you can work just a little less, that may help.
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What are you talking about? This is nothing to do with divorce. Parenting is harder after kindergarten. Period. The same routine is going to happen no matter the marital status. This had nothing to do with divorcing. |
I don’t necessarily think it gets easier. When kids are young, all you have to do is drive them to daycare and back. As they get older, they may have more activities and sports. You also have to deal with academics and friendships. I guess it is harder in a different way. You won’t need to bathe them. Kids can get ready for bed alone. |
The comment was made in response to an earlier one that Op should threaten divorce if her DH doesn’t do more. |