Anonymous wrote:I'm in so much anguish right now. Every day is like trudging through quicksand for me....

I need to see light at the end of this dark tunnel

Your thoughts are quite muddled, yes? You are in a crippling cycle. Irrational thinking can be cyclical. There is something significant of which you have imagined and inflated concerns.

I say this with deep care as you may feel reactive to what you have read in my communication, and that is absolutely not my intention in communicating what I can see. And you also may feel ready to hear this too.

This is an opportunity for you to find your spiritual strength. It is inside you and through your self that you must walk.

You have become wound up. It is time now to drop into a slower healing rhythm. Things will start to feel more manageable and you will be able to feel pleasure in your accomplishments.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Spirit Reader,
Not sure if you are still following this thread. I am at a crossroads and having one hell of time at my current job. Feeling ready to leave but not sure to do what. An opportunity presented itself that would be good in some ways but not others - not sure what to do. Physically, COVID has been hard on me mentally as well. I feel like I am falling into alcoholism to cope. Any guidance you can provide would be most welcome. Thank you.

Well it is here that you must choose the path. Would you like to stay numb and asleep? Imagine a field with rocks. Sure you can plant seeds overtop, but the rocks will always be there - wrecking your machinery, hindering growth, creating upheaval, and on and on. It is time to pick up your rocks. One by one to see them and feel them. Then they may heal and transform into lovely fertile soil for you to grow anything you wish.

Those hardened parts that are locked away - those parts of you would like to be with you again. They are done being locked up and you are ready to now to be with them too. You have heard their voices. The best for you right now is to ease external stress to allow yourself time and space to deal with what is there internally. Your heart may close further for a time and you may feel a bit lost yet this will give you the momentum you need to spur you into yourself. And this choice is yours. You know what is best for you right now. The other stuff is just that, stuff.

Believe in yourself you will receive step by step guidance. You have quite a lot of willpower and self discipline. Now find faith in the unknowable.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Hello spirit reader,

I hope you are well.

I’ve been managing okay, but would appreciate any guidance or advice. Am I on the right path? How should I deal with the challenges ahead?

How will things be for my daughter? I have so much worry, and there is so much uncertainty.

Thank you

I am well, thank you for your care. How beautiful that you have the knowing that you are managing just fine!

Learn what the moment is teaching you, you have many resources always at your disposal. You are taking your first steps into a particular area of your life. Your life will not be the same, at times there will be much hurt to be felt. Allow it to come, that it may flow through. There will be much relief. Times like this bring our must profound growth.

For your daughter, your angels are trying to give you messages in your dreams. Allow yourself to explore these. Ask that you may remember with clarity what you are shown. Be curious. Your Self is giving you all the answers you seek. It is very cool what is happening for you right now. Your daughter and all of her choices are no mistake - we bring forth the exact circumstances we need to heal and grow. She knows this too on an unconscious level, if you can come to see this in her, that she is also a beautiful expanded spirit with divine guidance and inspiration she will be allowed to feel proud of herself for in a way, she has just fulfilled everything that she has come here prepared to do, and she will also grow very much from having walked these experiences.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:I need to stop for tonight. Maybe the Sprit Reader will pop back on. She is so talented. I'll pull some more cards tomorrow.

Your intentions are so lovely, and it is so clear that you aspire to both cultivate and respect your gift, and this brings such peaceful and loving power and presence into what we are able to do. And the poem is very beautiful, thank you for sharing it here.

xo - the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Dear Spirit Reader or Intuitive,

I'm struggling greatly with fear. I'm facing an obstacle that may be lifelong and I feel so weary in my heart because I don't know if it will ever end. Do you see hope for me to overcome this? Thank you.

You have two choices, but only enough energy to develop one well. If you take too long to decide you will lose the opportunity - you have enough information and now is the time to act. Follow your bliss, trust your instincts, pick boldly.

You become the choices you make, first you must make the choice.

This doesn’t so much directly correlate to your post but comes through strongly for you. The choice will help with the weariness. What would you like to end dear one? What would you like to grow in its space? Allow this experience to show you parts of yourself that you may be hesitant to uncover. Fear is very natural at this stage.

Abundance is coming to you, oooh I get goosebumps tuning in to you. Purification is like an onslaught of stuff to deal with. You may need to acknowledge a truth, release some attachments, forgive yourself, and trust in your bodies natural ability to heal.

Hope is truly bountiful for you. Shift your focus to your inner self, just for a time. Ask for the most highest perspectives on whatever you face, or want, or are scared about.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Dear Spirit Reader or Intuitive,

I am wrecked with anxiety and disappointment. I can’t sleep at night due to unease and racing thoughts. Should I stay in this marriage? Will I attain peace and love?

These things really are stirring on such a cosmic level right now, it is such an opportunity for so many of us to up level beyond where we are now. You are just starting your journey. Sometimes we are excited but may not understand why and can interpret this as anxiousness, for you know something is coming but you are being asked to take a leap, a step of courage into an unknown new reality and way of being. You are capable of very much. I believe in you. You can believe in you too. Deep breaths dear soul. There is nothing to do at this moment but to breathe. Disappointment may well up even stronger. You may cry quite a bit, allow your body to release in this fashion.

This is what I see in your marriage. There are natural human qualities in you that flow in both directions. These may result in growth and freedom, or bondage and addiction. I see undisciplined behaviour, a codependent relationship, and you feeling very limited by shoulds. Things are not always black and white. Feel and allow the disappointment to begin to heal, and to guide you on, and my best advice is to heed the little voice in you that is calling you now, and the part of you that is so very much ready for something new.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:For either or both, Spirit Reader or Intuitive-

I feel like a fog is lifting from me that I've been enveloped in for the past 20 years. Trauma, cptsd, anxiety, sadness, grief.. it's all still there but I've only just begun to see it. I've been in constant survival mode, and I didn't even know it.

I'm not sure what to do now. I can't go back to living that way, though my circumstances/living situation cannot change now. I want to live, I just don't know how to navigate getting out of my current situation.

If you have any insight, I would be so grateful.

It is lovely that you are being reborn from these circumstances. Birth/rebirth is not the most pleasant experience. It can be a bit overwhelming at times, the fog often comes when we feel over our heads or just not able to see yet what is ready to be shown. More and more of your past must come up in you, it is time and these situations are ready to resolve in a way that you are able to tend to them now.

I see you already free, in a glorious field, young again, filled with youthful glow and creativity. Your spirit is singing.

We don’t really get out. So long as we live here on earth there will be difficult things. We get in. We go in to ourselves, we heal all our wounded parts and bring comfort and presence to every part of us that has been ignored, or stomped on, or told it was nothing and never enough.

Sweetheart you have been through so much and are very brave to be facing these next stages. Whatever you put your mind to will grow and flourish. What would you really like? Trust that your soul is calling to you, that you may feel her and the oneness of connection always.

You do know what to do, or at least what you would like to do. There are many many supportive beings around you, ask them for help. What is my next, or what shall I do today, or please show me how to _. Speak, your voice is ready to be heard.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:For the spirit reader. I am so scared. Is what I have terminal? I'm struggling with taking the steps to find out.

This is what I see for you.

This has been very disturbing for you, so much contradiction.

You will triumph over the obstacles. You have the ability to navigate this and restore balance. Your angels would like you to interact with nature every day, a few minutes in a garden or some way with nature, through plants or water.

You may be happier living out of the city. Have you felt to move at all? Sometimes these big upheavals come when IT IS TIME and we are ready to change yet not feeling so ready in this physical plane. What do you need right now to feel safe darling? How may your self give that to you right now? Ask and you will receive. Take heart that many forces are being harnessed right now to bring you through to where you need to be.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:For either the Spirit Reader, or the Intuitive. I'm going through a really difficult patch right now. My anxiety is overwhelming because of it. There's something that's going on in my life that's been going on since March, and I feel like it's not going to end anytime soon. Do you have thoughts on this?

Also for my son who has learning disabilities - he's about to start community college and it's just killing me not knowing if he'll be successful. He's had a long hard road over the last 18 years.

thank you.

What might you have to do if it ends, or where might that leave you? There is a fear within you that is holding you back from this situation resolving. A false belief of sorts, something planted in you as a child. The anxiety may grow but it is a feeling my dear, a sensation. It may feel consuming but see it as you would a friend. Sit with it, imagine it in the chair beside you, be with it as you would be with a friend. No need to chase it away. And it is also okay to seek some medical help with this if it gets to be too much. We may still heal and evolve even if using medications for getting through rough patches.

You must abandon some of what you know to create something new. Nothing of importance will be lost. But you will walk away from your current reality, toward a new dream.

This all comes through very strongly for you.

Your son will further develop his empathy and concern for others. College will enhance his dignity and conviction, he has a very fierce yet gentle power. You have done very well with him and I smiled very much to touch in. It is also my sense that he will find a father figure there that will give him much support. I see much loyalty and devotion.

Gee he really is quite something isn’t he? He is a champion of possibilities and will mature in regulation of what he is passionate about. Those who walk the long hard roads are doing so for a reason dear one, nothing is an accident or of loss, and you should be proud of all you have done with him and given him space for. He is ready to move forward into his next.

The difficulty and hardness is but a thread in the beautifully woven and golden experiences in the being-ness of his soul.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Hello- I’ve always found your posts comforting. Recently I’ve felt signs around my house that I have associated with a deceased relative. The last time this happened was about 13 years ago. Is this in my mind?

Also, I’ve wondered if the things seen out of the sides of my eyes are truly my eyes and floaters or something else. I have not spoken about these two things to anyone.

The relative is there through friendship and nature. They make small adjustments to things in your home. It is very lovely friendship with you, you may be of the same soul family having travelled many journeys together. When our loved ones crossover, they are still there and able to help us, to meet ourselves and develop as we have decided for this life. Beautiful. I see them using mirrors to show they are with you. Try to let this in, it is very very beautiful.

The things seen - your mind will try to build a structure around these things - what how and why. A gift of being able to see energy and presences is very lovely and you have likely done much in past lives to acquire such talents, though it can be a bit disconcerting as we are waking up. It is okay to trust. What would happen if you didn’t doubt? Where might you go? What might you do? How might you feel? It is also okay to doubt.

As much is revealed as what we are able to acclimate to and see. There is much more in store for you if you would like to have it revealed. Your spirit is able to evolve rapidly, take time for private and personal exploration. Listen in stillness. Allow what is happening to emerge and expand. You really just have to be. Simple ; )

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Are things doing to get easier for me next month?

Reading your old posts always brings me such a sense of peace. Just something about how you write. It helps me calm down and get sleepy when I’m struggling with insomnia.

I see risk, partial success and potential loss.

You must be patient, attentive and nimble. Sometimes we push energy outward to shape our life, but sometimes we must harness it inward.

Brave the current.

Surrender to the waves.

I see that you feel there is nowhere to anchor, things feel confusing and deceptive. It is frightening and disorienting at times.

I see eventual success on the horizon, by Christmas things will change. But it is time now to walk through some of your shadows. These are most easily revealed when things get tough, or at least when we perceive them as challenging.

That sense of calm and rest that comes in reading posts, that is you connecting to your higher self. As I am connected to mine, and this flows through my posts and is my natural and set intention - radiating love and connection through these words. This same peace and connection stirs in those who are readying to wake up, to what is really true, and knowing through experiencing that we are much much more than how things seem in this earthly life in duality. Lovely.

lots of love!

-the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:I'm struggling so much. Can't sleep, grinding my teeth at night, tossing and turning. The chaos of over the last several month is wearing me thin. All I want are for all the big changes I want to make to fall into place, one-by-one, like the perfect puzzle. Instead, I feel as though I'll never get those things I want and I'll never be settled.

Hello,

I’ll never feelings are stories we tell ourselves about our feelings. Instead of feeling despair, or tiredness just as it is, a wave of energy, emotion in our body - we create narratives and think oh this must mean I’ll never feel well, or oh this feeling must mean I’m doomed or can’t do it. So we must try to really connect into our bodies and feel the feelings in their original state - maybe tightness, or a ball of some sort, or pain - all sorts of ways our body communicates what we have stored inside and can then bring our attention to what our experiences are bringing us closer to.

Everything is here to help you.

Things will fall into place perfectly, but when we try to fit it together, or live in a future if only/when, then we miss our chance to be here now. Now is the only thing that is real and the only place where we can find solace and feel life. The other thing is we live in a universe of infinite potentials and it is best to approach what we want as feelings and limitless - what would it be like to experience financial abundance? What are the infinite possibilities of bringing deep connection into my life? Ask. And what is blocking you from what you want will come to light, and you can move through it, and on and upward.

You have exceptional intuition and have gained much wisdom from your experiences. You know pain and failure, but there is another side to that. Pain escorts love, failure accompanies success.

Every dream you have is held eternally in the heart of your Self.

You are weary, take heart dear soul that you will rise through this.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:I am really struggling, and facing the most difficult time of my life, I think. I need help. Grasping at straws. I hope you’re out there.

Hello, yes I see that very clearly in you. I see competition, instability, chaos, overcoming obstacles. I see attempts to harness chaotic energy in others or self. You may boldly move forward. I see much tension and stress and attempts to control an unstable situation. There isn't a right approach, it is time to follow your instincts. Back to overcoming obstacles, I really do see you standing strong. You will triumph against the odds, you will find your bravery. Quiet certainty. Quiet keeps coming up, and gentleness, as if there is a gentle male presence with you, an all encompassing father type (not your dad.) but a father type of presence, devoted, fair, protective. It shows up as a gentle power that is with you, that can bring others to help. It is with you but also in you.

We learn so much when we walk through difficulty, and my heart goes out to you, I know full well what it feels like to struggle in such a deep way. Your emotions and feelings will guide you, let yourself really feel them, see them, be with them. You can find calm and peace through this turmoil, let your body guide you. Find the tension, the discomfort, the parts inside that feel like tangled knots or heavy burdens. Surround them with presence and loving kindness. I know you are so tired and don't feel you can do this, do anymore than you already have. But you are much more than any of what is happening, and through these times may you find deepening connection to your soul, to warmth and oneness where peace is there whatever you may face here. Much love and compassion to you, you will get through this.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:SR-could I ask you for your thoughts on a sensitive family issue?

I have a relative who walked away from their family decades ago and was eventually declared dead. Alcoholism and mental health issues were at play. I’ve been working on finding answers but am at an impasse. I’ve been haunted by this situation for nearly all of my life and felt (still feel) like I will seek truth and perhaps justice, but I’m discouraged.

There is much fiery passion and enthusiasm inside you. Your inspiration is fading, this shows clearly.

Approach life with innocence and be careful not to idealize the past. Connection to this person stirs something inside you, as if it were warmth or a memory, reviving a part of you that is important. There is something to do with joy here, as if a healing covenant could be enacted.

This will take willpower and discipline, and appropriate action. Speak aloud what you want. Do this right now, this moment. You have many tools available inside you, you may not know exactly how to use them all, but you certainly can use them anyway.

There is an action to take now, in that you need to let go. Not to give up, but to surrender the need to control what happens here, or more so how it happens. Your relaxed energy will be better to attract the answers you seek. Experiment with letting go. You can always take back control if you need but try out what it feels like to let go and trust that the actions and next steps will come. They may come in the form of nudges from your heart, or perhaps something will stir from watching a movie or tv show, however these whispers and nudges show up there is a way to feel and experience this all without the haunting effect of over responsibility. Let go and allow guidance to come in. A different sort of way to work the issue that will yield much more for you in many ways.

- the spirit reader

Anonymous wrote:Dear Spirit Reader,

I am at crossroads regarding my career and personal life. I am afraid of change but I am very unhappy. Would an overseas move bring me happiness?

A family member has not been doing well. We are worried about him. Is there any chance for good news?

Thank you.

I see disappointment, humility, walking away, fortitude and embracing the unknown.

Nothing of importance will be lost.

To find the deeper satisfaction you crave, be certain of your decision and venture through the haze of the foreign and the unknown.

It is a bit heavy to read you, try not to let cynicism take a forward role.

The path forward is unclear. Yet the current situation has fully emptied you and it is time to wade out into new waters. I do see water, it is coming up in multiple ways. Venture out, it is time.

Your family member is running idle. I see him suspended, in a spiritual doorway with the opportunity to examine by seeing hidden parts. There is something here for you to be honest about with yourself.

Again, you must be mindful of cynicism that may creep in. Take notice but do not allow it to take over, or adopt it as your true state.

Let yourself have some peace, it has been long enough. What you seek is just as strongly seeking you.

- the spirit reader