Tarot Readings

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Anonymous wrote:I am living my life petrified of losing my loved ones. It’s stunting my experience of…well, life, and I know it, but I don’t know how to stop it. At low times I truly believe the reason I can’t get it out of my mind is because I’m intuiting that something horrible IS going to happen. I guess I don’t know exactly what question to ask besides…is this something I should worry about? How can I stop?

I am going to write this not using cards or intuition, but using my own experience. This is anxiety and it is NOT easy to just stop on your own. I still have my moments, but years in therapy helped me to become more aware of what is my intuition and what is anxiety. Anxiety is chaotic, and loud, and frenetic. It makes your heart race, you brain hyper focus on "what could happen if", it makes you fixate, lose sleep, lose your appetite. Your intuition will never do any of those things. Your intuition is a quiet voice, your mind won't race. Intuition will not make you petrified.

If you are not currently in therapy, I would definitely advocate for it. Cognitive behavior therapy could be good as well, but at the very least, a good psychologist. So in addition to that, I have heard that finding someone to do a past life regression can be beneficial as well. I've never done it, but have heard some pretty amazing stories.

What helped me was therapy and finding my spirituality. What I am doing now relies heavily on intuition and it has really helped me to quiet down my anxious mind. I wouldn't be able to do readings otherwise. I am actually considering taking some classes at the Monroe Institute to take this to the next level.

I'm sorry I cannot read for you at this moment, but I feel someone trained in this would be better suited. Please come back in a few months if you are in a better place and I will happily read for you!

Good luck and lots of good energy coming your way.

Wow…I am sitting here in awe. THANK you.

I want to address this first, because I do absolutely understand that the main part of your advice is to find a good therapist. I know I need to, it’s been on my list for a long time; I had an underwhelming first appointment at one point and kind of gave up, but I need to try again to find a good fit and what you’ve shared definitely validates that. The line, “Intuition will not make you petrified.” is really helpful, as is how immediately and confidently you identified this as anxiety. This brings me a lot of peace, and I’m going to try very hard to keep reminding myself of this.

But I also just have to share…I almost gasped when I got to the line about past life regression therapy. This (the existence of past lives) isn’t something I really knew about or EVER thought about prior to a couple months ago…but for the sake of making a long story short I have been voraciously learning about it this year. I suddenly feel so drawn to this topic, reading and listening to everything I can (and apparently talking about it too, as my spouse recently asked me where this fixation with past lives came from). I’m fascinated, and find that it’s popping up in random places. To be honest I’ve been pretty hesitant (scared.) to explore it in relation to ME, but that you said this feels like a real sign. Please never doubt your abilities, you are awesome. I appreciate the offer to try back in a few months - I hope to be able to take you up on it!

(WRT past life regression therapy, if you or anyone else reading this has recommendations for a great and qualified therapist…I would love to hear. But I promise - to you of course but mostly to myself - that I will relaunch the search for a good psychologist.)

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:I’d love a reading!

Any insight on G (my DC)?

What’s up with me?

Hello! Intuitively I felt that there is a bit of scattered or anxious energy within you. Sorry of like ADHD, anxious energy. I feel like G has a very deep and rich inner world and that sometimes you want to know more about what is going on in there. If this is the case, it will be important for you to not push as it seems like it is a safe space for them. I would love to see them write as I feel like they have some amazing stories to tell.

I pulled the Oracle card Foundation, Mason Jar (protection), and Wild Violet(self-actualization.individuality) as well as the tarot cards The King of Swords in reverse, the Queen of Swords in Reverse, and Death (rebirth).

There is a sense that you may be too intertwined with your child mentally or emotionally and they take it on and don't know how to tell you they need some space. You don't do this intentionally, rather it seems it's because you want whats best for them and to keep them safe. Some of that energy seems to come from a place of your own anxiety. It will be important for you to become more aware of this and let go a little bit. In a way it feels like you think if you do let go, you won't be able to protect them and this is very understandable. I feel if you try even a little bit, you will see things become calmer for you. You may need to baby step your way to this place. If this is the case, I would also like to suggest a licensed therapist to help root things out. With the King AND Queen of Swords in reverse, it feels you are very much in your head overthinking and these cards affirm that sense of anxiety. Learning to differentiate between what is your intuition and anxiety will be important. Anxiety is loud, chaotic, frenetic. Intuition is calm, knowing, and gentle. The Death card signifies to me that this is an important life lesson for you to learn and you will find more peace with this situation if you can learn the difference between the two.

I hope this resonates!

Thanks!

Not sure if you are interested in feedback but here it is, sorry if not interested.

G has many medical issues, had to quit his job and take a break from college. So I think the ADHD/anxiety is his energy. He is deep and I push to know him too much or how he’s feeling about his set back.He writes lyrics for music .

Yes I’m seriously intertwined in the last 3 months. I’m usually hands off but he has no less than 10 doctors to manage. 4 this week alone

BTaw, I believe the death card might be about a falling out with a close friend of 40 years. Maybe not. Though I am getting peace around that and I think it is a huge life lesson.

Thanks and I hope the feedback is helpful.

He is seeing a therapist and I might get one too. I’m sure immmore anxious than normal about the doctors appointments and diagnosis.

Thank you so much for the feedback, it is greatly appreciated! I think I may need to ask for a bit more info the next time I come upon a reading like this. Not too much more, but enough to direct myself...if that makes any sense.

I am so sorry that he is going through this and I hope that in the next 12 months you find things to become a bit more stable.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:I am living my life petrified of losing my loved ones. It’s stunting my experience of…well, life, and I know it, but I don’t know how to stop it. At low times I truly believe the reason I can’t get it out of my mind is because I’m intuiting that something horrible IS going to happen. I guess I don’t know exactly what question to ask besides…is this something I should worry about? How can I stop?

I am going to write this not using cards or intuition, but using my own experience. This is anxiety and it is NOT easy to just stop on your own. I still have my moments, but years in therapy helped me to become more aware of what is my intuition and what is anxiety. Anxiety is chaotic, and loud, and frenetic. It makes your heart race, you brain hyper focus on "what could happen if", it makes you fixate, lose sleep, lose your appetite. Your intuition will never do any of those things. Your intuition is a quiet voice, your mind won't race. Intuition will not make you petrified.

If you are not currently in therapy, I would definitely advocate for it. Cognitive behavior therapy could be good as well, but at the very least, a good psychologist. So in addition to that, I have heard that finding someone to do a past life regression can be beneficial as well. I've never done it, but have heard some pretty amazing stories.

What helped me was therapy and finding my spirituality. What I am doing now relies heavily on intuition and it has really helped me to quiet down my anxious mind. I wouldn't be able to do readings otherwise. I am actually considering taking some classes at the Monroe Institute to take this to the next level.

I'm sorry I cannot read for you at this moment, but I feel someone trained in this would be better suited. Please come back in a few months if you are in a better place and I will happily read for you!

Good luck and lots of good energy coming your way.

Wow…I am sitting here in awe. THANK you.

I want to address this first, because I do absolutely understand that the main part of your advice is to find a good therapist. I know I need to, it’s been on my list for a long time; I had an underwhelming first appointment at one point and kind of gave up, but I need to try again to find a good fit and what you’ve shared definitely validates that. The line, “Intuition will not make you petrified.” is really helpful, as is how immediately and confidently you identified this as anxiety. This brings me a lot of peace, and I’m going to try very hard to keep reminding myself of this.

But I also just have to share…I almost gasped when I got to the line about past life regression therapy. This (the existence of past lives) isn’t something I really knew about or EVER thought about prior to a couple months ago…but for the sake of making a long story short I have been voraciously learning about it this year. I suddenly feel so drawn to this topic, reading and listening to everything I can (and apparently talking about it too, as my spouse recently asked me where this fixation with past lives came from). I’m fascinated, and find that it’s popping up in random places. To be honest I’ve been pretty hesitant (scared.) to explore it in relation to ME, but that you said this feels like a real sign. Please never doubt your abilities, you are awesome. I appreciate the offer to try back in a few months - I hope to be able to take you up on it!

(WRT past life regression therapy, if you or anyone else reading this has recommendations for a great and qualified therapist…I would love to hear. But I promise - to you of course but mostly to myself - that I will relaunch the search for a good psychologist.)

Thank you! I actually hesitated on including the past life reading, but felt I needed to. It does feel like something you need to persue. Unfortunately I do not know of anyone so you may have to google and read reviews. Though if you find one, let me know!

[Anonymous]

Hi OP. Thank you for doing this reading. Where do you see me and my partner in 5 years? We have so much coming our way, I feel overwhelmed and impatient at the same time. I hope you can connect with me. Thank you for taking the time for others as well.

[Anonymous]

Thank you for your generosity. I would love a reading if you can.

When and how will this phase end?

[Anonymous]

Thank you for offering to connect!

What is the energy coming to my home? How can I make my house, my family’s foundation more stable for our shared future and the future I hope they will have after I am gone?

Which direction should I take at work?

Are finances something I should worry about for myself or my family?

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Thank you for offering to connect!

What is the energy coming to my home? How can I make my house, my family’s foundation more stable for our shared future and the future I hope they will have after I am gone?

Which direction should I take at work?

Are finances something I should worry about for myself or my family?

If you don’t mind, would you pick just one of those questions for me? I just want to make sure I can get to as many people as I can in a timely manner. Please do not hesitate to ask another one in a week or so!

[Anonymous]

I’ve always wanted a reading but been too nervous!

I have many questions - but my main one concerns my current job - should I stay or should I go? Will I ever be financially valued for what I do?

Thank you!

[Anonymous]

Hi OP. I'm glad to see that you're back. You did a couple email readings for me in the fall. Unfortunately there hasn't been a great deal of progress in my life and marriage and I wonder if you feel anything that's to come and if I should hold onto any hope for a change of course.

[Anonymous]

I am so blessed to encounter this thread. At the cusp of a major move… I don’t want to regret it. Help? Thank you for your compassion!

[Anonymous]

Thank you, reader. In the journey for my authentic self, I'm finding myself at a crossroads. Do I stay or go? There are individuals attached to both options, but I'm trying to focus on which leads to self-actualization. Thank you.

[Anonymous]

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Anonymous wrote:I'm rusty too, haven't done anything since the pandemic started. Survival mode (early on), day-to-day mindset, and working in a school system is sucking the joy out of me. I don't know where to even start.

Are you a reader, or is this just in general?

Reiki.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Hello. Thank you.

What is the energy surrounding my current job? The position is temporary but I've been extended several times now so it's been hard to plan for future.

Hello! The first thing I heard when I read this was "Use your Voice!" Speak up and ask them directly how long they see this going on for. Make a plan anyway. Plan out your next move even if you end up not moving forth with it. I feel if you start doing that, the pieces will fall into place. It feels you are just going along with what they want and they are not worried about what happens when they say "okay, times up!". Worry about YOU more than them.

The cards I pulled are the oracle cards Movement, Choices and Decisions (this is all one card), Pair of Shoes (partnership) and Salamander (re-invention) and the tarot cards 6 of Swords, Queen of Cups sideways, and 3 of Pentacles.

I feel that the momentum to be able to start planning for your future is held in the choice you make whether or not you will speak up and take a bit more control of the situation. You need to be less passive and more active in the creation of what you need. There is a sense that this may spill over into other areas of your life as well and if you become more active, it could bring about very positive internal changes all around. I feel you need to move towards a career that you an feel a part of a team and praised for your accomplishments. At the moment I get the feeling that you are a bit apathetic and that is contradictory to who you really are. There is a very passionate and positive individual inside, but you cannot currently live as that person because you are not being valued as you should be. Speak up for yourself, believe in yourself, and the rest will follow.

I hope this resonates! Good luck![/quote

Wow. I wanted to come back and thank you for this, OP! You might feel rusty but this resonates so very much!

[Anonymous]

Good morning, reader! I am wondering about a lot of things, but will pick just one for now -- what can you tell me about the energy surrounding DD especially with regard to her transition to college next month?

Thank you!

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:I'm rusty too, haven't done anything since the pandemic started. Survival mode (early on), day-to-day mindset, and working in a school system is sucking the joy out of me. I don't know where to even start.

Are you a reader, or is this just in general?

Reiki.

I have been wanting to learn more about Reiki! Do you know of any local places to take a class? I can google, but first hand experience is always better.
Would you like a reading?