Tarot Readings on a Dreary Day

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Anonymous wrote:I’m at a prolonged transition point in my life — both job hunting, with a probable career change, and trying to understand what roles a significant relationship might hold in our futures. I’m also making decisions about an inheritance that will impact my financial future, stability, and options going forward. I’d welcome your insights! ✨

Hello! I was I was shuffling the deck, I was definitely feeling a stressful vibe coming in and the card that was pulled that represents you is the Page of Wands reverse. This is definitely suggesting to me that you are stressed. It's as if all your enthusiasm and joy has disappeared. The Tower in reverse also came out and this feels like you are doing everything you can to keep it together. However, sometimes it can actually be helpful to fall apart a little bit in order to let go. Let go of anything that you are currently holding in because you will feel better. Holding it together can actually cause more stress sometimes. Now, that doesn't mean have a meltdown in front of everyone, but go cry in the shower or buy yourself a punching bag. You need to allow that energy to come out so you have more room for clear thinking.

In regards to your work life, I pulled the 3 of wands and Lovers, both in reverse. This is suggesting to me that you may be struggling to move forward and choosing what it is that you want to do. When I asked how you can change that I pulled the 3 of cups and this is about celebration and friendship. I think maybe allowing yourself time to NOT think about all of the issues going on right now can help you see more clearly. Couple that with getting out all that pent up energy, and I think you can turn this situation around.

When it comes to the relationship, I pulled the 8 of Cups and the 6 of Swords. Unfortunately both of these cards suggest moving away from a situation. So it could literally be you feeling like you need to leave this relationship behind, or that you need to put this part of your "worry" aside for the time being as the other issues seem to be more pressing. It could even be a bit of both, but to me it feels more like you need to set this issue aside for now and revisit it once you find the clarity for everything else.

Last, the inheritance. I pulled the 6 of Wands, the 8 of Pentacles and the Devil. This is showing me that you are working hard to come out on top in this area. However, the Devil is a warning to make sure that you are planning wisely and not using to much money for material pleasures. That's not to say don't do it at all, but be wise. Also, I am sure you are being wise, but as I said this is a warning to look at all sides of things. If you are not currently using one, a financial advisor may be very helpful and can take some of the stress off of you.

Dear Tarot Reader!

Thank you so much for sharing your considerable insights! Quite a lot of what you've said is resonating with me very deeply. I think the most important thing is that in many ways I've been struggling for a long time. From the outside, it probably looks as though I'm doing quite well, but I've been holding on to a lot of stress, some of it based in situations not of my own making, and I do need to address that immediately. With the pandemic, I lost a lot of my outlets, from playing music, to going to the gym. I now realize how important these outlets have been for my survival, and so that I can regain my characteristic sense of joy. Your words have been the jolt that I've needed to prioritize self-care -- in some different ways.

I definitely need to play! In the past, I've often found opportunities, including jobs, through friendships and other relationships -- without the stress of pressing myself to "network". I would love to be able to trust that celebration and enjoying fun times with friends are really necessities -- rather than indulgences, and that this type of joy might well lead me to where I need to go, even if I can't envision exactly how or what my paths might look like.

Your comments about the relationship make a LOT of sense, and actually, just reading them has reduced some of my stress. I have a good friend who has felt like a soulmate -- which I realize is often meant to be temporary. I went from prioritizing my time with him pre-covid, to being mostly out of touch over the past year and a half or so. I've felt stressed and overly responsible -- feeling as though I should prioritize reaching out to him and making more of an effort to nurture our relationship. Your words give me "permission" to make the easier, healthier choice of letting go of the feeling that I "should" be doing more. I CAN do more, but there really should (haha) be no "shoulds". I think we'll always be parts of each other's lives. It really is OK for me to just let things be ..... without feeling responsible for doing something that really doesn't need to be done to sustain our relationship in the long term.

For the inheritance: I've been worried because of all that I don't know. I inherited two properties -- and I'm living in one of them. I have been as wise as I know how to be -- but that doesn't mean a whole lot, and my trusted advisors are no longer available. (Family lawyer retired, relatives and others who helped me have passed on). I have struggled to maintain the properties, pay taxes, and handle the upkeep. I'm at a point where financially -- and maybe emotionally -- I can't continue to do this unless something changes. So my stress over getting a job has been complicated by my wish to maintain the properties, and realizing that, in doing so, I'm trying to be responsible for decisions that I didn't initiate -- but have been holding onto as ways to maintain some tangible attachments with deceased family members and even with my childhood.

tldr: Thank you so much for your kindness and for generously sharing your insights. Your words really shook some things loose for me that I hope and trust will help me to move forward.

Wishing you many blessings and much joy!

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Anonymous wrote:I am having a very hard time getting someone off my mind, can you tell me if this person is meant to play a role in my life?

Hello! The card I pulled to represent you is the SAGE. You are normally someone who is pretty controlled and content with the way things are. I feel like this person is throwing you for a loop because you generally do not have people stuck on your mind like this.

For the energy surround the person I pulled The Hermit, The Chariot, 2 of Wands, the Page of Wands, Ace of Swords and King of Wands. At the moment it feels like this person is being a bit introspective and trying to figure out what direction they need to be going in. I think they are normally a bit impulsive, but are trying to make plans for their future and want to approach what they are doing with a clear mindset. They want to be able to feel confident in what they are doing so they can be successful.

When I asked if this person is meant to be in your life I pulled the 4 of Wands which is super positive. It can talk about community, celebrations, contracts and marriage. So even if this person is not someone that you see romantically, the idea of this card being read as marriage can mean that they may play a part in your life at some point. However, this person is very much inside themselves at the moment because they need to figure out what they are doing.

Thanks, OP. This is interesting to me, because I think I can give the appearance of being controlled, and in some ways I guess I'm pretty going with the flow, but a lot of times I hold a lot in. I'm also not currently satisfied with my life. Ad Ironically can be impulsive and indecisive. As for the other person I don't know too well, but this person gives the appearance of being the furthest thing from impulsive, but I can definitely see how making solid future plans would be important at this moment. Time will tell. Thanks again.

Thank you for this feedback. It’s helpful as I am still learning all the different nuances of the cards. I appreciate this!

OP, pp again and I wanted to give you another update, I've recently learned a little more about this person that makes me think you were a little more spot-on than I thought and I can definitely see how we could work together at some point, but not romantically.

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Anonymous wrote:I am having a very hard time getting someone off my mind, can you tell me if this person is meant to play a role in my life?

Hello! The card I pulled to represent you is the SAGE. You are normally someone who is pretty controlled and content with the way things are. I feel like this person is throwing you for a loop because you generally do not have people stuck on your mind like this.

For the energy surround the person I pulled The Hermit, The Chariot, 2 of Wands, the Page of Wands, Ace of Swords and King of Wands. At the moment it feels like this person is being a bit introspective and trying to figure out what direction they need to be going in. I think they are normally a bit impulsive, but are trying to make plans for their future and want to approach what they are doing with a clear mindset. They want to be able to feel confident in what they are doing so they can be successful.

When I asked if this person is meant to be in your life I pulled the 4 of Wands which is super positive. It can talk about community, celebrations, contracts and marriage. So even if this person is not someone that you see romantically, the idea of this card being read as marriage can mean that they may play a part in your life at some point. However, this person is very much inside themselves at the moment because they need to figure out what they are doing.

Thanks, OP. This is interesting to me, because I think I can give the appearance of being controlled, and in some ways I guess I'm pretty going with the flow, but a lot of times I hold a lot in. I'm also not currently satisfied with my life. Ad Ironically can be impulsive and indecisive. As for the other person I don't know too well, but this person gives the appearance of being the furthest thing from impulsive, but I can definitely see how making solid future plans would be important at this moment. Time will tell. Thanks again.

Thank you for this feedback. It’s helpful as I am still learning all the different nuances of the cards. I appreciate this!

OP, pp again and I wanted to give you another update, I've recently learned a little more about this person that makes me think you were a little more spot-on than I thought and I can definitely see how we could work together at some point, but not romantically.

Do tell!

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Will I find the one? How and when?

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Anonymous wrote:I am having a very hard time getting someone off my mind, can you tell me if this person is meant to play a role in my life?

Hello! The card I pulled to represent you is the SAGE. You are normally someone who is pretty controlled and content with the way things are. I feel like this person is throwing you for a loop because you generally do not have people stuck on your mind like this.

For the energy surround the person I pulled The Hermit, The Chariot, 2 of Wands, the Page of Wands, Ace of Swords and King of Wands. At the moment it feels like this person is being a bit introspective and trying to figure out what direction they need to be going in. I think they are normally a bit impulsive, but are trying to make plans for their future and want to approach what they are doing with a clear mindset. They want to be able to feel confident in what they are doing so they can be successful.

When I asked if this person is meant to be in your life I pulled the 4 of Wands which is super positive. It can talk about community, celebrations, contracts and marriage. So even if this person is not someone that you see romantically, the idea of this card being read as marriage can mean that they may play a part in your life at some point. However, this person is very much inside themselves at the moment because they need to figure out what they are doing.

Thanks, OP. This is interesting to me, because I think I can give the appearance of being controlled, and in some ways I guess I'm pretty going with the flow, but a lot of times I hold a lot in. I'm also not currently satisfied with my life. Ad Ironically can be impulsive and indecisive. As for the other person I don't know too well, but this person gives the appearance of being the furthest thing from impulsive, but I can definitely see how making solid future plans would be important at this moment. Time will tell. Thanks again.

Thank you for this feedback. It’s helpful as I am still learning all the different nuances of the cards. I appreciate this!

OP, pp again and I wanted to give you another update, I've recently learned a little more about this person that makes me think you were a little more spot-on than I thought and I can definitely see how we could work together at some point, but not romantically.

Do tell!

We have a shared hobby, that I have wanted to really dig my teeth into, and it seems this person is leaning into this hobby possibly trying to make a go of it. I can see us working together.

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If you are still doing the readings, could you please tell me what to expect career-wise? Thank you!

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Anonymous wrote:I am having a very hard time getting someone off my mind, can you tell me if this person is meant to play a role in my life?

Hello! The card I pulled to represent you is the SAGE. You are normally someone who is pretty controlled and content with the way things are. I feel like this person is throwing you for a loop because you generally do not have people stuck on your mind like this.

For the energy surround the person I pulled The Hermit, The Chariot, 2 of Wands, the Page of Wands, Ace of Swords and King of Wands. At the moment it feels like this person is being a bit introspective and trying to figure out what direction they need to be going in. I think they are normally a bit impulsive, but are trying to make plans for their future and want to approach what they are doing with a clear mindset. They want to be able to feel confident in what they are doing so they can be successful.

When I asked if this person is meant to be in your life I pulled the 4 of Wands which is super positive. It can talk about community, celebrations, contracts and marriage. So even if this person is not someone that you see romantically, the idea of this card being read as marriage can mean that they may play a part in your life at some point. However, this person is very much inside themselves at the moment because they need to figure out what they are doing.

Thanks, OP. This is interesting to me, because I think I can give the appearance of being controlled, and in some ways I guess I'm pretty going with the flow, but a lot of times I hold a lot in. I'm also not currently satisfied with my life. Ad Ironically can be impulsive and indecisive. As for the other person I don't know too well, but this person gives the appearance of being the furthest thing from impulsive, but I can definitely see how making solid future plans would be important at this moment. Time will tell. Thanks again.

Thank you for this feedback. It’s helpful as I am still learning all the different nuances of the cards. I appreciate this!

OP, pp again and I wanted to give you another update, I've recently learned a little more about this person that makes me think you were a little more spot-on than I thought and I can definitely see how we could work together at some point, but not romantically.

Thank you for coming back to tell me! People can come into our lives for different reasons and it looks like you understand why that may be for you. It will all work out as it should!

[Anonymous]

please come back, tarot reader! I left a message on page 22. right before you signed off.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello. I'm at a crossroads with two decisions. The first is whether to have another child. I feel so exhausted and burdened by health issues, but I don't want to miss the window of opportunity and deprive my child of a sibling. Do you see anything in this regard? The second question is about a geographic move. I like where I am, but there is some tension with family and a big opportunity to move is coming up in about a year and I don't know if I should take it or just stay in my comfort zone. Thank you!

Hello! In regards to having another child, I pulled The Hierophant, the 10 of Pentacles, and the Ace of Cups in reverse. It is understandable that you do not want to miss this opportunity, you need to look at the situation from a higher perspective. I feel like you need to find a way to set that thought aside and be settled and happy with what you currently have. The Ace of Cups, when upright, suggests new beginnings in love and the emotional world, but having this reversed makes me feel like a new child at this time would not be beneficial. It is important for you to be stable, healthy, and have the energy to give in order to welcome a new member in. So while this how it feels to me now, that's not to say it couldn't change in the future should your personal situation change.

In regards to the new opportunity, I pulled the King of Wands, The Chariot, The Hermit and the 5 of Cups. The hermit is suggesting to me that you need to really go within and be introspective on this move. Should you move forward with it, I feel like you may be sad and question yourself at first, but the Chariot is bringing in a new direction and the King of Wands is bringing strength and adventure. So while I feel this move could be very good, you need to feel settled in your decision before giving a definitive yes.

However, I feel that if you take this new opportunity, you really should hold off on having another child. That move will be stressful enough and you will need time to adjust to the situation. It could be that this move brings you to an inner place where you feel less stressed and burdened and could find yourself really knowing that it's time for another child. Less stress can sometimes help ease your exhaustion.

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Anonymous wrote:My husband's job is very secure (fed) however there has been a lot of turnover within his group. His boss has an offer and looks to be the next to jump ship. Should my husband try to ride it out (there's some very positive changes that have sign off but will take a bit of time to implement) or should he start looking elsewhere?

Hello! The cards that I pulled were The Fool, the Emperor, the King of Cups, and the Sun.

The Fool was the very first card to pop out and it is a card that talks about new beginnings. I feel like should he decide to look elsewhere, he may find himself feeling more emotionally fulfilled at work and that he has the ability to have more of a say in what he does there. The sun is one of the best and most positive cards in the deck and I feel this is shining light on a new path. If he is at odds with what to do, I would suggest he try to meditate on it. There is always traditional meditation, but maybe going hiking outside or any activity that can help quiet his mind so he can figure out what his authentic feelings are towards his options.

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Anonymous wrote:Can you tell how I did on my job interviews earlier today? Thanks!

Hello! While I cannot tell you how you did, I can give you the energy surrounding the situation as it shows up in the cards. I pulled the Hermit in reverse, the World, the Page of Pentacles in reverse, and the bottom of the deck which is the overall energy is the King of Cups.

The overall energy suggests to me that this interview is somehow going to help balance you emotionally, whether you did well or not. The Hermit in reverse is suggesting a lack of introspection and the Page of Pentacles is suggesting to me that you are having difficulties planting a firm foundation for yourself. The World is suggesting an end to a cycle that will help you move forward in the future.

I feel like you need to be more introspective as to who you are and what you want so that it can be felt as well as heard. Should you do that, you will have an easier time finding your footing in regards to your work. This interview is completing a cycle for you. Perhaps one that stems from lack of confidence in yourself. I feel like if you do get this job, it will help you to gain that confidence and should you not, it is going to teach that it will be very important for you to find it and own it. Either way I feel confidence is a lesson that you need to learn and this interview will be helping you in regards to learning how to believe in yourself.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello. I'm at a crossroads with two decisions. The first is whether to have another child. I feel so exhausted and burdened by health issues, but I don't want to miss the window of opportunity and deprive my child of a sibling. Do you see anything in this regard? The second question is about a geographic move. I like where I am, but there is some tension with family and a big opportunity to move is coming up in about a year and I don't know if I should take it or just stay in my comfort zone. Thank you!

Hello! In regards to having another child, I pulled The Hierophant, the 10 of Pentacles, and the Ace of Cups in reverse. It is understandable that you do not want to miss this opportunity, you need to look at the situation from a higher perspective. I feel like you need to find a way to set that thought aside and be settled and happy with what you currently have. The Ace of Cups, when upright, suggests new beginnings in love and the emotional world, but having this reversed makes me feel like a new child at this time would not be beneficial. It is important for you to be stable, healthy, and have the energy to give in order to welcome a new member in. So while this how it feels to me now, that's not to say it couldn't change in the future should your personal situation change.

In regards to the new opportunity, I pulled the King of Wands, The Chariot, The Hermit and the 5 of Cups. The hermit is suggesting to me that you need to really go within and be introspective on this move. Should you move forward with it, I feel like you may be sad and question yourself at first, but the Chariot is bringing in a new direction and the King of Wands is bringing strength and adventure. So while I feel this move could be very good, you need to feel settled in your decision before giving a definitive yes.

However, I feel that if you take this new opportunity, you really should hold off on having another child. That move will be stressful enough and you will need time to adjust to the situation. It could be that this move brings you to an inner place where you feel less stressed and burdened and could find yourself really knowing that it's time for another child. Less stress can sometimes help ease your exhaustion.

Thank you for responding tarot reader! Is it possible what you see is my past infertility and the subsequent loss which was devastating? Even with a healthy child now, I still hold on to that pain. It put a strain on my marriage too because I felt like my spouse didn't support me enough and couldn't understand the deep loss I felt. As for the move, I am nervous. I have the option to move back to a place I liked overall, but it is where the miscarriage occurred and I can't separate the two in my head. They are one and the same. I'm almost afraid the city has negative energy for me even though being practical it is a great place to live in every other regard.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello. I'm at a crossroads with two decisions. The first is whether to have another child. I feel so exhausted and burdened by health issues, but I don't want to miss the window of opportunity and deprive my child of a sibling. Do you see anything in this regard? The second question is about a geographic move. I like where I am, but there is some tension with family and a big opportunity to move is coming up in about a year and I don't know if I should take it or just stay in my comfort zone. Thank you!

Hello! In regards to having another child, I pulled The Hierophant, the 10 of Pentacles, and the Ace of Cups in reverse. It is understandable that you do not want to miss this opportunity, you need to look at the situation from a higher perspective. I feel like you need to find a way to set that thought aside and be settled and happy with what you currently have. The Ace of Cups, when upright, suggests new beginnings in love and the emotional world, but having this reversed makes me feel like a new child at this time would not be beneficial. It is important for you to be stable, healthy, and have the energy to give in order to welcome a new member in. So while this how it feels to me now, that's not to say it couldn't change in the future should your personal situation change.

In regards to the new opportunity, I pulled the King of Wands, The Chariot, The Hermit and the 5 of Cups. The hermit is suggesting to me that you need to really go within and be introspective on this move. Should you move forward with it, I feel like you may be sad and question yourself at first, but the Chariot is bringing in a new direction and the King of Wands is bringing strength and adventure. So while I feel this move could be very good, you need to feel settled in your decision before giving a definitive yes.

However, I feel that if you take this new opportunity, you really should hold off on having another child. That move will be stressful enough and you will need time to adjust to the situation. It could be that this move brings you to an inner place where you feel less stressed and burdened and could find yourself really knowing that it's time for another child. Less stress can sometimes help ease your exhaustion.

Thank you for responding tarot reader! Is it possible what you see is my past infertility and the subsequent loss which was devastating? Even with a healthy child now, I still hold on to that pain. It put a strain on my marriage too because I felt like my spouse didn't support me enough and couldn't understand the deep loss I felt. As for the move, I am nervous. I have the option to move back to a place I liked overall, but it is where the miscarriage occurred and I can't separate the two in my head. They are one and the same. I'm almost afraid the city has negative energy for me even though being practical it is a great place to live in every other regard.

I know that some people here are hesitant, but I do feel you may benefit from an in depth reading (they are totally free of charge). I currently have 5 people on my list, but I can add you if I like. My email is in the original post. You can always create an email just for this purpose if you are uncomfortable giving me your actual email address. Some pages back there are a few people who I did readings for talking about the experience if that makes you more comfortable. All that said, I can pull a couple more cards here for you if you'd like, but I feel there is a lot to unpack for just a few cards. The very last sentence I wrote, "Less stress can sometimes ease your exhaustion" is VERY important for you to think about. You are holding on to so much and you need to find a way to release it. This seems deeply personal and I will happily talk about it here, but I do want to give you the option to make it more private. Just let me know and I will go from there.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello. I'm at a crossroads with two decisions. The first is whether to have another child. I feel so exhausted and burdened by health issues, but I don't want to miss the window of opportunity and deprive my child of a sibling. Do you see anything in this regard? The second question is about a geographic move. I like where I am, but there is some tension with family and a big opportunity to move is coming up in about a year and I don't know if I should take it or just stay in my comfort zone. Thank you!

Hello! In regards to having another child, I pulled The Hierophant, the 10 of Pentacles, and the Ace of Cups in reverse. It is understandable that you do not want to miss this opportunity, you need to look at the situation from a higher perspective. I feel like you need to find a way to set that thought aside and be settled and happy with what you currently have. The Ace of Cups, when upright, suggests new beginnings in love and the emotional world, but having this reversed makes me feel like a new child at this time would not be beneficial. It is important for you to be stable, healthy, and have the energy to give in order to welcome a new member in. So while this how it feels to me now, that's not to say it couldn't change in the future should your personal situation change.

In regards to the new opportunity, I pulled the King of Wands, The Chariot, The Hermit and the 5 of Cups. The hermit is suggesting to me that you need to really go within and be introspective on this move. Should you move forward with it, I feel like you may be sad and question yourself at first, but the Chariot is bringing in a new direction and the King of Wands is bringing strength and adventure. So while I feel this move could be very good, you need to feel settled in your decision before giving a definitive yes.

However, I feel that if you take this new opportunity, you really should hold off on having another child. That move will be stressful enough and you will need time to adjust to the situation. It could be that this move brings you to an inner place where you feel less stressed and burdened and could find yourself really knowing that it's time for another child. Less stress can sometimes help ease your exhaustion.

Thank you for responding tarot reader! Is it possible what you see is my past infertility and the subsequent loss which was devastating? Even with a healthy child now, I still hold on to that pain. It put a strain on my marriage too because I felt like my spouse didn't support me enough and couldn't understand the deep loss I felt. As for the move, I am nervous. I have the option to move back to a place I liked overall, but it is where the miscarriage occurred and I can't separate the two in my head. They are one and the same. I'm almost afraid the city has negative energy for me even though being practical it is a great place to live in every other regard.

I know that some people here are hesitant, but I do feel you may benefit from an in depth reading (they are totally free of charge). I currently have 5 people on my list, but I can add you if I like. My email is in the original post. You can always create an email just for this purpose if you are uncomfortable giving me your actual email address. Some pages back there are a few people who I did readings for talking about the experience if that makes you more comfortable. All that said, I can pull a couple more cards here for you if you'd like, but I feel there is a lot to unpack for just a few cards. The very last sentence I wrote, "Less stress can sometimes ease your exhaustion" is VERY important for you to think about. You are holding on to so much and you need to find a way to release it. This seems deeply personal and I will happily talk about it here, but I do want to give you the option to make it more private. Just let me know and I will go from there.

Thank you for your sensitivity and support. I'm ok with proceeding on here even though it may not be as detailed.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello. I'm at a crossroads with two decisions. The first is whether to have another child. I feel so exhausted and burdened by health issues, but I don't want to miss the window of opportunity and deprive my child of a sibling. Do you see anything in this regard? The second question is about a geographic move. I like where I am, but there is some tension with family and a big opportunity to move is coming up in about a year and I don't know if I should take it or just stay in my comfort zone. Thank you!

Hello! In regards to having another child, I pulled The Hierophant, the 10 of Pentacles, and the Ace of Cups in reverse. It is understandable that you do not want to miss this opportunity, you need to look at the situation from a higher perspective. I feel like you need to find a way to set that thought aside and be settled and happy with what you currently have. The Ace of Cups, when upright, suggests new beginnings in love and the emotional world, but having this reversed makes me feel like a new child at this time would not be beneficial. It is important for you to be stable, healthy, and have the energy to give in order to welcome a new member in. So while this how it feels to me now, that's not to say it couldn't change in the future should your personal situation change.

In regards to the new opportunity, I pulled the King of Wands, The Chariot, The Hermit and the 5 of Cups. The hermit is suggesting to me that you need to really go within and be introspective on this move. Should you move forward with it, I feel like you may be sad and question yourself at first, but the Chariot is bringing in a new direction and the King of Wands is bringing strength and adventure. So while I feel this move could be very good, you need to feel settled in your decision before giving a definitive yes.

However, I feel that if you take this new opportunity, you really should hold off on having another child. That move will be stressful enough and you will need time to adjust to the situation. It could be that this move brings you to an inner place where you feel less stressed and burdened and could find yourself really knowing that it's time for another child. Less stress can sometimes help ease your exhaustion.

Thank you for responding tarot reader! Is it possible what you see is my past infertility and the subsequent loss which was devastating? Even with a healthy child now, I still hold on to that pain. It put a strain on my marriage too because I felt like my spouse didn't support me enough and couldn't understand the deep loss I felt. As for the move, I am nervous. I have the option to move back to a place I liked overall, but it is where the miscarriage occurred and I can't separate the two in my head. They are one and the same. I'm almost afraid the city has negative energy for me even though being practical it is a great place to live in every other regard.

I know that some people here are hesitant, but I do feel you may benefit from an in depth reading (they are totally free of charge). I currently have 5 people on my list, but I can add you if I like. My email is in the original post. You can always create an email just for this purpose if you are uncomfortable giving me your actual email address. Some pages back there are a few people who I did readings for talking about the experience if that makes you more comfortable. All that said, I can pull a couple more cards here for you if you'd like, but I feel there is a lot to unpack for just a few cards. The very last sentence I wrote, "Less stress can sometimes ease your exhaustion" is VERY important for you to think about. You are holding on to so much and you need to find a way to release it. This seems deeply personal and I will happily talk about it here, but I do want to give you the option to make it more private. Just let me know and I will go from there.

Thank you for your sensitivity and support. I'm ok with proceeding on here even though it may not be as detailed.

Sounds good. I just want to get through the last few readings I have here and then I will respond to this. I will ask about your current mindset in regards to the city your are moving to unless there is something specific you were looking for.