Tarot Readings on a Dreary Day

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Any advice for me? I have huge troubles opening up to people and I'm basically friendless. I'm trying to change this, I realized how isolated I've become especially during covid where I didn't speak to anyone for weeks.I have this overwhelming feeling that I'm bothering people if I talk to them and I shouldn't make a nuisance of myself because I'm not worth talking to. This has been a problem since I was young. Obviously big self esteem issues... Any insight and advice?

Hello! So for the card that represents you, I pulled the Eccentric. This is a person who marches to the beat of their own drummer. For your energy I pulled the 8 of Cups and the King of Cups reversed. For how to transform the energy I pulled the 3 of Swords, the 6 of Wands and the word NATURE.

I feel like you are the eccentric and may be "different" from other people. Not different in a bad way, but perhaps in a way that people may have not understood you. It may feel like you can't open up because you feel that people just wouldn't get who you are at your core. It definitely feels like you want to walk away from this feeling and become more emotionally engaged with others. You can change this energy if you learn how to take control over your self esteem and understand that what you are feeling is outside of yourself and not necessarily reality. Going into nature can really benefit you and joining a hiking club or some other outdoorsy club could lead you to form bonds with pretty cool people. I also feel that you may be an empath and are actually feeling other peoples energy and not your own when you have these thoughts. If so, grounding yourself and learning to leave what does not belong to you and only take on what does will help you move forward. Just know that you ARE worth talking to and I bet you are actually pretty interesting!

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Thank you OP!! What a generous offer.

If you have time, my question is this please: My mother recently passed away after a brief illness. I feel so incredibly sad and lost. Did she know how much I loved her?

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Anonymous wrote:What can I do about the imposter syndrome I feel every day at my job.

Hello! So for you I pulled the 8 of Pentacle, the Page of Pentacles in reverse, the 6 of Wands, Hierophant, and Page of Swords reversed.

It appears that you are a hard worker that does receive praise for what you do. I feel that you may think as you do because, while you appear collected and together externally, your inner world is in a bit of disarray. Learning to create some sort of structure for yourself and learning to release any pent up internal energy will be beneficially for you. Learn to meditate as well. It really only takes a few minutes a day, but can really help you reintegrate your mind and body.

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I am undergoing a stressful divorce. Can you tell me what is in store for my living situation, kids, and financial situation?

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Anonymous wrote:OP tarot card reader, if you are still reading and answering questions, can you give me some career guidance? Is it worth it to keep applying to jobs? Will I ever get another opportunity? What am I doing wrong? What direction should I be going in? Why doesn't it dawn on my employer that they should offer to pay me more?

Hey there! I do want to do a reading for you and answer everything you may have, but there are too many questions for me to answer on here. There is the option to email me for a 10 minute in depth reading (still free, you receive an audio, email is in the original post) or if you wouldn't mind limiting it to just one or two.

Thank you! Sorry for so many questions! How about, is it worth it to keep applying for jobs? What direction should I be going on? Thanks!

Hello! In regards to if it's worth it to keep applying for jobs, I got the Ace of Cups and the King of Wands. The Ace of Cups suggests a new opportunity coming in and the King suggests taking a leadership role. It feels like should you keep applying, you will have a new opportunity come in that will allow you to take on a role that provides you with healthy challenges.

I asked what if they stay where they are and pulled the 4 of Cups in reverse and the Knight of Cups. The 4 suggests you being stuck and the Knight suggests offers or new projects. So if you are currently feeling stuck in your situation, a new project could come in helping break up that routine.

I pulled two final cards. I asked what is the outcome of the Ace and King and pulled the 7 of Swords. I asked the outcome for the 4 of Cups and Knight and pulled the 8 of wands.

So should you take this new offer that offers you a leadership role, the offer may look better than it is. Sort of a bait and switch. The 7 of Swords is suggesting trickery and I feel like you may regret taking that offer in the end. However, should you stay where you are (4 of Cups and Knight of Cups), there may be upward movement in the future. This is suggested by the 8 of Wands and the Knight as well.

I think you should pause the job search and give it a bit more time where you are. If in a month or two nothing is changing, start the search again. Should you choose to keep looking and applying, if you are indeed given an offer, make sure you think through if that is really what you want to do. Perhaps talking to your higher ups in your current job and letting it be known you want to take on something new may be what you need.

Thanks so much for your reading! Someone just approached me today initiating a discussion of a possible offer. Now I'm not sure what to do and wondering if it would turn out to be the "bait and switch" offer referenced in this reading!

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Anonymous wrote:Can you tell me if me and the guy I was talking to from a distance will talk again? I haven't heard from him in almost 2 weeks. What does he think of me?

Hello! I really appreciate your patience with me. I just tried 3 times to pull cards and for some reason, I cannot connect with this reading. Do you know anyone in his family that you can ask if he is okay or that everyone in his family is okay? I will say if you find out that everything is alright in his world (through family or social media), that truly is all that you need to know.

How about this. For now, try to work on yourself and not focusing on him. Give it a week or so and see what you find out. Come back, ask a new question and I will try again. I really am sorry and I am unsure as to why I am having difficulty reading into your situation.

Thank you for the attempted reading. He doesn't have social media so it's difficult to keep track of him. No facebook either. Does not being able to pull cards mean that he could need help?

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Thank you for your generous readings tarot reader.

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Anonymous wrote:OP tarot card reader, if you are still reading and answering questions, can you give me some career guidance? Is it worth it to keep applying to jobs? Will I ever get another opportunity? What am I doing wrong? What direction should I be going in? Why doesn't it dawn on my employer that they should offer to pay me more?

Hey there! I do want to do a reading for you and answer everything you may have, but there are too many questions for me to answer on here. There is the option to email me for a 10 minute in depth reading (still free, you receive an audio, email is in the original post) or if you wouldn't mind limiting it to just one or two.

Thank you! Sorry for so many questions! How about, is it worth it to keep applying for jobs? What direction should I be going on? Thanks!

Hello! In regards to if it's worth it to keep applying for jobs, I got the Ace of Cups and the King of Wands. The Ace of Cups suggests a new opportunity coming in and the King suggests taking a leadership role. It feels like should you keep applying, you will have a new opportunity come in that will allow you to take on a role that provides you with healthy challenges.

I asked what if they stay where they are and pulled the 4 of Cups in reverse and the Knight of Cups. The 4 suggests you being stuck and the Knight suggests offers or new projects. So if you are currently feeling stuck in your situation, a new project could come in helping break up that routine.

I pulled two final cards. I asked what is the outcome of the Ace and King and pulled the 7 of Swords. I asked the outcome for the 4 of Cups and Knight and pulled the 8 of wands.

So should you take this new offer that offers you a leadership role, the offer may look better than it is. Sort of a bait and switch. The 7 of Swords is suggesting trickery and I feel like you may regret taking that offer in the end. However, should you stay where you are (4 of Cups and Knight of Cups), there may be upward movement in the future. This is suggested by the 8 of Wands and the Knight as well.

I think you should pause the job search and give it a bit more time where you are. If in a month or two nothing is changing, start the search again. Should you choose to keep looking and applying, if you are indeed given an offer, make sure you think through if that is really what you want to do. Perhaps talking to your higher ups in your current job and letting it be known you want to take on something new may be what you need.

Thanks so much for your reading! Someone just approached me today initiating a discussion of a possible offer. Now I'm not sure what to do and wondering if it would turn out to be the "bait and switch" offer referenced in this reading!

This is where your intuition is going to come in. By bait and switch I meant that it may look really good when offered to you, but once you get there, it's kind of like "I can't believe I left my old job for this". The package is prettier than the gift. So, I would suggest you do some research into exactly what you will be doing with this new offer. Find out EXACTLY what that entails and ask questions. If it feels good in your gut, then go with it. I pulled a quick Oracle card for you and it says HOLD YOUR VISION. So is this job offer what you envisioned for yourself? Do you feel it will change your work habits and help your overall wellbeing in regards to your work environment? The cards can be used as guidance, but you have every answer you need within you. Trust yourself! If you have another specific question, I can pull again for you.

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Anonymous wrote:Can you tell me if me and the guy I was talking to from a distance will talk again? I haven't heard from him in almost 2 weeks. What does he think of me?

Hello! I really appreciate your patience with me. I just tried 3 times to pull cards and for some reason, I cannot connect with this reading. Do you know anyone in his family that you can ask if he is okay or that everyone in his family is okay? I will say if you find out that everything is alright in his world (through family or social media), that truly is all that you need to know.

How about this. For now, try to work on yourself and not focusing on him. Give it a week or so and see what you find out. Come back, ask a new question and I will try again. I really am sorry and I am unsure as to why I am having difficulty reading into your situation.

Thank you for the attempted reading. He doesn't have social media so it's difficult to keep track of him. No facebook either. Does not being able to pull cards mean that he could need help?

Do you know him in real life? Have you ever met up with him before?

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Anonymous wrote:Is this person meant to be in my life? I think of them every day and wonder. Any insight you could give would help my peace of mind.

Hello! As I was shuffling, a card popped out before I could ask your question. It was the 9 of Cups reversed. This card upright is about happiness and fulfillment, but when reversed, as it is here, it is about feeling emotionally depleted. Your cups are empty and you are not happy. I feel as this speaks to how are feeling about your situation.

The card I pulled that represents your energy in this situation is the 10 of Swords and the word cards FALLEN, SUN, and REPLENISH. The 10 of Swords shows a picture of a person on the ground with 10 swords in their back. You feel defeated. You have been hurt. This card also does suggest an ending. When I pull the word SUN (different from the tarot card Sun), it means that the information in the card it goes along with really needs to be examined. So with the words FALLEN and REPLENISH going along with that card, I believe that you are feeling pained from this situation and you need to find a way to replenish your emotional reserves. I feel there is nowhere to go but up from here and sometimes endings can bring about the most beautiful and unexpected gifts. It can be difficult to see though when we are stuck in a certain headspace. Allowing an ending to happen does not mean you don't love and care for the person, but instead it means you are also going to start caring for yourself. What can you do to start focusing on yourself more?

The card I pulled that represents the other person is the 7 of Swords with the words HEAVY, COLD, and DISTANCE. Unfortunately the 7 of Swords can point to deceit, trickery, manipulation, and infidelity. I feel like this person may not be giving you closure because they want to keep you in "their back pocket". I feel like they know that if they were to reach out, you would come running back. With the word cards, I feel like they are purposely keeping you at a distance for a reason.

It seems to me that you are very loving and kind hearted person and when you love someone, you would give them anything. I feel you may have done that in this situation and this person was using that to their advantage, which is a really crappy thing to do and what goes around comes around! I think it's important for you to focus on yourself at this time and do the inner work to help you set boundaries. I am a firm believer that if it is meant to be, it will be. However, if you are questioning if they are meant to be in your life, then you probably already know the answer. I also think it could be good for you to start trying to work with your intuition more. It will really be beneficial for you!

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Anonymous wrote:Thank you OP!! What a generous offer.

If you have time, my question is this please: My mother recently passed away after a brief illness. I feel so incredibly sad and lost. Did she know how much I loved her?

Hello. I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my mother 12 years ago and I still miss her.

I pulled some oracle cards for you. The first two are YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH and A NEW START IS COMING (the new moon). I feel like that sense of loss may be tied in with how close you were to your mother. You need to know that you are strong enough to weather this storm. With the new moon card, I feel that by the next new moon, you will feel more settled in this new life. Because that is really what is happening. The loss of your mom has forced unexpected change in your life and right now, it's almost like shock. I think you will feel more grounded in a month or so. That said, grieving is a process and a roller coaster, so for you to feel fully settled in this new life will definitely take longer.

I pulled three more oracle cards from a different deck and got REFLECTION, INNOCENCE, and UNION. You need to make sure that you reflect back on the happy times that you spent with your mom and by doing that, you keep her alive. She is always with you and will always be with you.

I pulled the last two cards from another deck and got COMMUNITY and SACRED SPACE. I feel like your community of friends and family are going to be a bit support for you right now. Know you don't have to go through this alone. It may help to find a group of other people going through a similar situation. It can feel like you are all alone in your grief but it can be extremely comforting when you have the support of other people who are in the same place. You can all help each other. As for the SACRED SPACE card, I was hoping this would show up. Find a space in your house and create a small alter of sorts. Put photos of your mom, objects that remind you of her, etc. Use that space to talk to her. Write her letters letting her know how you feel and place them there. Whenever you are down go there and be with her. I promise you that she knows how much you love her.

I send you big, big, virtual hugs.

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Anonymous wrote:OP tarot card reader, if you are still reading and answering questions, can you give me some career guidance? Is it worth it to keep applying to jobs? Will I ever get another opportunity? What am I doing wrong? What direction should I be going in? Why doesn't it dawn on my employer that they should offer to pay me more?

Hey there! I do want to do a reading for you and answer everything you may have, but there are too many questions for me to answer on here. There is the option to email me for a 10 minute in depth reading (still free, you receive an audio, email is in the original post) or if you wouldn't mind limiting it to just one or two.

Thank you! Sorry for so many questions! How about, is it worth it to keep applying for jobs? What direction should I be going on? Thanks!

Hello! In regards to if it's worth it to keep applying for jobs, I got the Ace of Cups and the King of Wands. The Ace of Cups suggests a new opportunity coming in and the King suggests taking a leadership role. It feels like should you keep applying, you will have a new opportunity come in that will allow you to take on a role that provides you with healthy challenges.

I asked what if they stay where they are and pulled the 4 of Cups in reverse and the Knight of Cups. The 4 suggests you being stuck and the Knight suggests offers or new projects. So if you are currently feeling stuck in your situation, a new project could come in helping break up that routine.

I pulled two final cards. I asked what is the outcome of the Ace and King and pulled the 7 of Swords. I asked the outcome for the 4 of Cups and Knight and pulled the 8 of wands.

So should you take this new offer that offers you a leadership role, the offer may look better than it is. Sort of a bait and switch. The 7 of Swords is suggesting trickery and I feel like you may regret taking that offer in the end. However, should you stay where you are (4 of Cups and Knight of Cups), there may be upward movement in the future. This is suggested by the 8 of Wands and the Knight as well.

I think you should pause the job search and give it a bit more time where you are. If in a month or two nothing is changing, start the search again. Should you choose to keep looking and applying, if you are indeed given an offer, make sure you think through if that is really what you want to do. Perhaps talking to your higher ups in your current job and letting it be known you want to take on something new may be what you need.

Thanks so much for your reading! Someone just approached me today initiating a discussion of a possible offer. Now I'm not sure what to do and wondering if it would turn out to be the "bait and switch" offer referenced in this reading!

This is where your intuition is going to come in. By bait and switch I meant that it may look really good when offered to you, but once you get there, it's kind of like "I can't believe I left my old job for this". The package is prettier than the gift. So, I would suggest you do some research into exactly what you will be doing with this new offer. Find out EXACTLY what that entails and ask questions. If it feels good in your gut, then go with it. I pulled a quick Oracle card for you and it says HOLD YOUR VISION. So is this job offer what you envisioned for yourself? Do you feel it will change your work habits and help your overall wellbeing in regards to your work environment? The cards can be used as guidance, but you have every answer you need within you. Trust yourself! If you have another specific question, I can pull again for you.

Thank you!!! I'll likely be back when I find out more!

[Anonymous]

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Anonymous wrote:Thank you OP!! What a generous offer.

If you have time, my question is this please: My mother recently passed away after a brief illness. I feel so incredibly sad and lost. Did she know how much I loved her?

Hello. I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my mother 12 years ago and I still miss her.

I pulled some oracle cards for you. The first two are YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH and A NEW START IS COMING (the new moon). I feel like that sense of loss may be tied in with how close you were to your mother. You need to know that you are strong enough to weather this storm. With the new moon card, I feel that by the next new moon, you will feel more settled in this new life. Because that is really what is happening. The loss of your mom has forced unexpected change in your life and right now, it's almost like shock. I think you will feel more grounded in a month or so. That said, grieving is a process and a roller coaster, so for you to feel fully settled in this new life will definitely take longer.

I pulled three more oracle cards from a different deck and got REFLECTION, INNOCENCE, and UNION. You need to make sure that you reflect back on the happy times that you spent with your mom and by doing that, you keep her alive. She is always with you and will always be with you.

I pulled the last two cards from another deck and got COMMUNITY and SACRED SPACE. I feel like your community of friends and family are going to be a bit support for you right now. Know you don't have to go through this alone. It may help to find a group of other people going through a similar situation. It can feel like you are all alone in your grief but it can be extremely comforting when you have the support of other people who are in the same place. You can all help each other. As for the SACRED SPACE card, I was hoping this would show up. Find a space in your house and create a small alter of sorts. Put photos of your mom, objects that remind you of her, etc. Use that space to talk to her. Write her letters letting her know how you feel and place them there. Whenever you are down go there and be with her. I promise you that she knows how much you love her.

I send you big, big, virtual hugs.

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear this. My father and I are very much grieving, and this is so incredibly hard. Really appreciate your time and energy.

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I am having a very hard time getting someone off my mind, can you tell me if this person is meant to play a role in my life?

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Anonymous wrote:I am undergoing a stressful divorce. Can you tell me what is in store for my living situation, kids, and financial situation?

Hello! For the energy of the overall situation, I pulled the 3 of Swords. For the current energy of your living situation I pulled the Chariot reversed. For the current energy with the kids I pulled the 9 of Swords reversed. For the current energy with finances, I pulled the 5 of Pentacles.

So there is definitely a lot of pain, hurt, and uncertainty right now. In regards to your living situation, I feel you have a lack of direction in where you want to live. Though it could be indicating that you may need to move from where you are and you don't necessarily want to do that. With the kids, I feel that they are currently feeling stressed from what is happening and financially, I believe that you are very worried about having to struggle. You feel like you have no idea how you will make ends meet and make sure everyone and everything is taken care of. The overall energy of those cards was the 6 of Wands in reverse and that suggests to me that you are feeling defeated at the moment.

So the future outcome in regards to the pain from the 3 of Swords is the Hanged Man. While this can appear negative, it is actually very positive. It is suggesting that you are willing to do what it takes to persevere and that if you shift your perspective and try to see this in a new way, that can help you get the ball moving. The future of your living situation is The World reversed which can suggest a cycle that needs to be completed, but you are not fully letting go. For the future with the kids I pulled the 5 of Wands reversed which is suggesting to me a resolution to their current feelings of stress. For the future of your finances I pulled the Page of Pentacles which indicates new beginnings in regards to your finances. The overall energy of the future is the 10 of Cups which is family and happiness. It's a very positive card.

At the moment you are all in a space of stress (which you indicated and is shown in the cards). The most important thing for you to do right now is try and stay present. That is understandably difficult, but if you try and deal with what is on your plate for the day and not try to worry too much about what will happen, it may allow you to take that worry and fear and make it more manageable. Make sure you carve some time out, even if it's only a few minutes a day, for yourself to just quiet your mind. Maybe just go sit outside and breathe for a few minutes. Allow yourself the luxury of not having to worry for at least a few minutes a day.

Going by the cards, I feel your current situation will turn around. It will be important for you to try and see this all with a fresh perspective as I feel it will be that perspective that brings about the positive changes. Make sure you communicate with your kids. Check in with them everyday. You will get through this. You are stronger than you know, but once you are on the other side of this, you will be able to live your future life owning that strength.