I am sitting at my computer doing work and had to check a website for results relating to something mildly nerve-wracking (reviews/criticism of my work, not like scary medical test results or anything). My heart just started beating SO fast in that moment. Like probably 100-120 bpm. I don't know what my heart rate was right before that moment but I would guess probably around 60 or so since I was not moving. I have an Apple Watch and I know that my resting heart rate can get quite low -- around 50 bpm and around 60 during the day when I am sitting/laying down. My heart rate did go back down pretty quickly after the nerve-wracking moment of anticipation.
Does this happen to anyone else? It is simply a manifestation of stress/anxiety? I know a mild heart rate increase is normal, but this seemed extreme for a non life-threatening situation. I would describe myself as distressed right now. The past month or so has been very hard in terms of loneliness due to the winter/pandemic combo. I am really sad about some good friends moving away and just feel so disconnected from my other friends and even the neighbors we were seeing outside until it got really cold. Virtual happy hours are better than nothing but such a poor substitute for real life interactions. I've been telling myself this is situational and that my mindset will improve this spring when it gets warm again, more people get vaccinated, etc. But in the meantime am I hurting my body by not seeking help in the form of therapy and/or an antidepressant? I have dealt with physical manifestations of stress at different times in my life (e.g. teeth grinding, migraines, digestion issues, hair thinning... not all at once) but I'm worried about what it might now be doing to my cardiovascular system. I actually have an appointment with a cardiologist in March because I've been getting some PVCs (yeah, probably another manifestation of stress).
I don't think I meet the diagnostic criteria for anxiety/depression based on psychological symptoms (I'm very familiar with how they're diagnosed) but it seems like my body is telling me something. Has anyone with mostly physical symptoms of stress gotten relief from an antidepressant or therapy? I was really hoping to avoid having to go the pharmacological route. Would therapy even help with physical symptoms?
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