Call me. We can make this work. |
I'm super confused about OP's finances and living situation. I also don't understand how the mortgage payment was a surprise - didn't your lender tell you what the cost was going to be?? |
How are you making $190k? There is something wrong in this world that you have such a high salary and can’t even write a coherent message (what is the OP even saying?) and can’t manage your money. |