My boyfriend read my journal while I was in the shower the other night. He was standing there when I got out of the shower just staring at me all creepy. I told him he broke my trust. He said he didn't regret it. I feel hurt and enraged but I can't show it. I feel like I have to constantly watch my back with him.
I never feel happy when we go places. I am staying with him in another country right now where he lives. I have to rent a car if we go anywhere because he cannot drive. We are both adults. I feel drained being with him. I feel like I'm carrying around a 50 pound suitcase with me when he comes with me when I go somewhere in public. That is the best way I can describe the feeling. He mopes, is miserable the whole time, acts angry that we are going anywhere, and would rather stay home on his computer all day. I feel so sad and miserable inside. |
So break up with him. You're miserable and he's a dick. |
DTMFA. |
write this in your journal and leave it open |
This. Life is too short. Youll be so much happier. |
Uh...ever thought of leaving? |
So when is the wedding? |
Why are you still with him? The relationship obviously isn't working on multiple levels. |
And you're still with him because . . . ? |
Is it ever okay for someone to read their SO's journal? I mean that is really f up. Pardon my french. |
Why the heck are you still in the relationship? |
How could a person ever feel like they can just go take a shower in peace after that? He might be rummaging through all your belongings, trying to hack into your phone and computer. |
+1 |
how well does he f*ck you? I mean, what other reason could you possibly have for staying in this "relationship" that you find so awful? |
He sounds controlling and manipulative. Get out. |