At first I thought OP had watched a trilogy of movies which led to their obsession, and I was like, does the Divergent trilogy even exist anymore? Even the people who made it forgot they were in it. |
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Op here. People guessed it.
I had seen divergent series 2-3 x each. This guys is 5y younger than me but feels generationally different, seems much younger than me. “Oh there’s an dweeby actor.” Whatever. Theo James and even Jai Courtney steal the show. Have seen fault in our stars before. Watched it again recently. Again, before, I was thinking “cute.” Whatever. Cute movie. That’s it. Then I watched WSS, only because I’m watching a ton of musicals lately. A lot of people dislike Tony. Umm, I thought he was awesome. I really take an appreciation for each actor in that movie. Bernardo is also hot. I love love love musical guys, great singing voice is a huge thing for me. So, stupidly I start googling. I’m aware of the predatory actions from 10 years ago. I was thinking it would be my lifeline out of the crush. I think it’s creepy. I also think he aged out of those mistakes. It’s not like he can publicly apologize without legal ramifications. I think it was the height of his fame and the access was overwhelming. At his age of 20, I can forgive. Anyway, there’s so much other content to pull me in. Old social, photos, Tokyo Vice, Baby Driver. He’s not a nerd. He’s talented, sexy and interesting, gorgeous. Maybe too awesome. His parents really gave him everything, he got blessed by genes, and continual riches. I think I’ve chilled out, knowing he lives in an insanely elite world. But, cannot get over that someone that hot exists and was just lurking in my mind as the dweeb from Divergent. |
Now I have to watch this movie. |
Yah, it was me! I think I'll go solve wordle and connections and shovel snow now. |
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Op for one more comment. The weird thing about this one is DH and I joke and blush about some of our favorite celebs. The other day my dad said I looked like the girl on screen (Jen Garner). I was like, “no honey, that’s nice.” Laughing because DH LOVES her. DH knows I can’t hide a smile if he jokes about me loving Chris Hemsworth, etc.
But I can’t share this one because he is too, too hot. Really sexual pictures out there. Ok, yes this cold weather is good for me. |
| At this point if you don't say who it is, there isn't much more for me to say about it. I doubt naming a hot celebrity is going to out you to all your friends. |
OP has confirmed it’s Ansel Elgort. |
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Be a fan: watch the movies, follow on Insta, buy a poster or an album, talk about them as much as you like.
Don’t be a stalker: Don’t slide into the DMs, don’t walk by their house every day or try to run into them. |
| This isn't even embarrassing! If I told anyone about the crushes I have they'd think I was truly insane. I had a crush last year on a cartoon character from the show my kids were watching. Currently have a crush on a long dead gay Britcom actor. |
DP. As someone who knows the old Britcoms, begging you, please say who. I swear we won't tell, and how am i supposed to sleep until I know? |
| Op sounds like a complete mental case. Posting on an anonymous message board over and over about some crush and how he’s out of her league and so hot but she’s married…going on and on online but refusing to say who the celebrity is. This is just all so weird and over the top. Can you get more immature? |