| I am totally unkepmt now. Lost all workaholic tendencies. Social life went out of the window - but that's more Covid than the child. I think about my child all the time. I used to be tolerant of other children but frequently found them irritating. Now I love all little people, they fascinate me. Can't watch or read anything related to children dying or being mistreated - I just start crying. Find a lot of things not up to my standards, I literally can't find any pre-school that I'd be happy with even in the higher end of price range - I guess I feel that nothing is truly good enough for my kid. |