Losing another pregnancy

[Anonymous]

OP, I am so sorry. I know it is horrific pain. Take time to grieve - cry, scream, talk to others - whatever you feel you need to do. After my first m/c, I literally sat on the couch for four days and cried non-stop. M/c's 2, 3, and 4 were also devastating (especially after you hear the heartbeat). RE tested me for everything under the sun. D&C with m/c #2 showed the baby was fine. For some reason my body just wouldn't carry a pregnancy.

On my 5th cycle, we finally had success (although two embies implanted - one sadly in my fallopian tube which had to be removed). I still count that one as a loss and grieve for that lost baby - even as I look at my beautiful DD. Stay strong. Keep at it. It will happen. Sending you virtual hugs.