Anonymous wrote:
Anonymous wrote:I was probably 7-8, it went on for probably a year, by my babysitter's boyfriend. I told my best friend at the time and that was it. Many years later I admitted it to my now-fiancé and my therapist. I suspect he abused my sister too which is almost too unspeakable to say out loud. It's a cloak of guilt I live under. I never told me family because they would be devastated and my dad definitely would have killed the guy, who was a scumbag and deserved it, but my dad would have gone to prison.
Ironically, the other day I had a memory trigger and realized I was drugged and raped about 8 years ago, as an adult. I've been mulling starting a thread over this to see if anyone else has had something like this happen and get advice about moving forward.
Wow, that's intense. Was it a date rape? How did you suddenly realize you were drugged? The few days after it happened, did you just think it was a "normal" night?