OP you are not alone. I felt the sane way. I think it's very normal. I was petrified. I almost had a panic attack when they told me it was tine to push. Ill be honest, I did hate it for the first few weeks. I didn't have that instant puppies and rainbows moment when DC was born. It tookme awhile to like him. Of course I loved him, but I definitely wished for my old life back many times. It didn't make me a bad parent. Now I love spending time with my son and I love that he thinks everything I do is the funniest thing ever. It's a very hard, unrewarding job at first, but it does become loads of fun. You will be fine. Enjoy the end of your pregnancy if you can.
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