Oh but it does. It's all related to how your brain works. Too much serotonin, adrenaline/noradrenaline, etc. and not enough neuro-inhibitors such as GABA. |
| Work through so they no longer trigger you |
It's not my regular intrusive OCD thoughts, it's memories/images of the event and exposing myself to the triggers does not help because I'm trying to avoid those reminders of the event. |
Like I've done everything I do to control them by not going certain passes anymore, doing certain things, or wearing certain clothes but some other things are out of my control. |
*certain places |
| Watch Little House on the Prairie. Simple, kind and resolved every episode. |
| Find a therapist who offers EMDR, preferably in person. |
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Is the event something that impacts your day-to-day life? |
Yes, I can't focus on doing important things or really anything. |
| Time heals most things |
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We can’t successfully avoid, escape, or outrun strong feelings. So you need therapy to deal with it. And then time to heal.
My traumatic experience was 20 years ago. I can tell you that now, I rarely am bothered by it. The first few years were tough, I worked through therapy & then plain old time helped too. You’ll get to a better place eventually. If you want to get there quickly, I recommend a good therapist. |
| PP here - I remember the dark days, when I never thought I’d be able to relax or be carefree again. Thankfully, that wasn’t true. Like I’d much better now. So go to therapy & give it a couple of years & you will be in a much different place! |
OP, I am sorry for what you're going through. Hugs. I am a pp. What I had to do was build a completely new life. One that I'm happy with. I workout, I volunteer, take classes on new interests or skills I wanted to build. I made new friends. I joined a couple of sports clubs. I read books and go to the library. I take walks. It took effort to make a new life. I was depressed, sad, and had PTSD from abuse for years. It started with volunteering. And making sure that I ate healthy. And working out. |
| Interesting that you are self-medicating with sugar. What happened was the event disrupting your brain synapses. Now you are eating sugar to increase the dopamine. Trauma makes the brain more sensitive to dopamine release, potentially leading to heightened cravings and reward-seeking behaviors. You are basically leaking dopamine and self-medicating with sugar to replenish it quickly. |