I'm an experienced nanny but I never felt this before. I started with a family 6 weeks ago. We had a great interview and we proceeded to click very well for the first 3 weeks. I was very happy and felt like I could see myself very long-term with them. It felt like such a great fit. While I still am happy overall, I don't have that feeling anymore. I have this thought of wondering about being with a different family and I have found myself browsing nanny positions a few times. This is very out of my character. In former positions the thought of leaving them for another family never crossed my mind and I would get a sick stomach at the thought of really leaving them - like a guilty feeling.
This family is wonderful. I enjoy spending my dad with my charge and I really love both my bosses. When I am at work I am happy to be there but outside of it, I find myself thinking about positions. There has not been any real concerns other than MB nitpicking certain things. I do feel a little guilty because they are great people but that doesn't stop me fr looking around. I'm not sure I would apply to any of them but I still entertain that thought. Any clues to why this is happening?
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