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[quote=Anonymous]I feel relatively fortunate not to have experienced some of these horrendous losses. I also feel that every day something terrible could happen.

But these are the things that haunt me....

recently: when I hear my child talk about hating himself/killing himself/see how hard he is on himself and I worry so much for his future and the mental health issues he may have inherited.

age 14: the two months in which my dad left my mom for his AP, my mother spiraled and entered in patient while my dad was in south america with his gf. I was 14 and didn't have a way of even getting to the facility (much less getting groceries) until my older brother was able to pass his driving test so we could get there to see her and eventually bring her home. We had no other family close by so we were trying to figure it out.

age 25: when i discovered that my boyfriend was sleeping with my roommate. they are both terrible people and its no great loss,  almost laughable now, but damn it hurt at the time.

age 33 when I had a miscarriage and my then boyfriend of 2 years and needed to go to the ER and he called me a taxi instead of coming with me/driving me.

age 37: going to the park with friends whose baby daughter had a terminal/progressive disease and seeing how hard it was for them to look at my same age daughter. My heart ached so so so much for them.

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