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[quote=Anonymous]If I were as Japanese as I like to think I am I wouldn't have lived so long. Every day I awaken I continue to disgrace my family. To expiate the stain I am on my family's honor has to be done by full Bushido. No modern expedient allowed. Among other things that means a large knife. There is a millennium old prescribed ritual. I am too much of a coward to do what needs to be done the only way it can be done. I haven't lived honorably but at least I might die honorably. Secondly, there remains the possibility I can achieve something productive, that benefits the larger society, the personal equivalent of one of history's masterpieces. So while I work on achieving that masterpiece I deliberately "gray out" my life, denying myself its pleasures the honorable have every right to enjoy. In word and deed honor the ancestors. Or face the consequences. [/quote]
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