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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Your life sounds calm, organized and peaceful.

I'd love to have that. When life isn't boring it seems to be absolutely awful and devastating.  Give me the boring life any day. [/quote]

OP here. Sometimes it IS calm, organized and peaceful. But a lot of times it's boring and lonely. One time I was standing outside my apartment building waiting for a food delivery and noticed a lot of interestingly-dressed people walking by me, clearly on their way to some event at the stadium I live a couple blocks from. The next day I saw there'd been a Lady Gaga concert. That night I was invited to my sibling's house for dinner and mentioned that, and he said "Oh I know - we went to that." I never have plans on Friday or Saturday nights, holiday weekends, holidays, etc. There are no block parties where I live. Sometimes when I'm walking and someone is behind me making me feel unsafe I think about how long it would take anyone to realize something's wrong and try to find me. I was shocked to find out that when my cousin moved out she and my aunt talked every single night. It made me sad that my mom and I didn't do that until realizing there was no need because while my cousin went out with friends, clubbing, to bars, to events and parties, I did that less than once a year. So sometimes I'm very, deeply lonely. And as I get older it gets worse because of adding in the worry of getting injured. Are you too young at 47 to get a Life Alert necklace?  :) [/quote]

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