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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Dealing with my mentally ill son who refuses help and is spiraling downward every day. He lives in my house and every day I worry this is the day he will take his own life. He blames me for things that are not my fault. I have spent hours, days, weeks, months and years trying to help him.....Along with over $120,000 in treatment. I am exhausted and drowning in personal pain watching someone I love so much hurt. I can live with him blaming me if it means he will live a pain-free life, but I know he won't. He will need to hit rock bottom to realize he needs to learn how to live in the world he is in, not the world he wants....[/quote]

I am the PP who feels like it’s a tie between my brothers death and my sons first suicide attempt. I know your pain. Tuesday is the four year anniversary of the first hospitalization. I can’t tell you how often my entire body screams with pain and my chest feels like it’s on fire.  I know what it feels like to spend the mortgage money on treatment because you have to make a choice and you have to choose your child over your credit rating. I’m terrified of rock bottom - which I thought we hit so many times only to learn it can get worse- because on the way up, when energy returns and the realization of how bad it can be intersect is a very dangerous time.

I wish you peace and your son healing. [/quote]

Thank you - I too have lost a sibling at an early age. My brother was 35 and we were very close. The comment of my chest being on fire - I feel that every day. I feel like an elephant is standing on my chest every day.....almost so bad that I vomit.[/quote]

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