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[quote=Anonymous]I lost my mom when I was 23, she was 53.  She died after a 4-year battle with cancer (diagnosed when I was in college).  She never met my husband or son.  It was hard losing my only parent (haven't seen my father since I was 4). The realization that I lost the one person in the world who loved me unconditionally was really tough. I feel like there is a lot about her that I will never know. At the same time, I feel so fortunate to have had her in my life as long as I did, even during our rough patch when I was in high school.

Knowing I'd never have a safety net, I worked really hard in school and was careful with my money. I have more financial freedom now, and it makes me sad that I can't share it with her.  She had colon cancer, which in hindsight I suspect was brought on by her poor diet and eating issues, so I also make it a point to eat healthy and exercise.  However, with each passing year, I am more and more aware that I am approaching the age she was when she was diagnosed and later died.

Having my own child ended up filling part of the void that has existed ever since my mom died.  I didn't expect that to ever happen.

Fourteen years after her death, and I still bawl like a baby whenever I hear the songs we chose for her funeral.  Going to church always reminds me of her and it's not easy for me, which is why I don't go often.

I am also much more aware of my mortality than most other people I know who haven't lost a parent.  I write letters to my son every so often, so that he will know things about our family and his life if there ever comes a point when he is curious and I am not around to answer questions.  I try to be grateful for my life and my family, even if things aren't perfect. 
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