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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]OP you are being abused. Not all abuse is physical. He is bringing you down and making you feel like you are worthless so that you actually believe that you are and submit to him and never leave. From what you are saying it sounds like he has already convinced you of it, but you have WORTH and you are a good person.

You need to contact a lawyer and get advice on how to get out. You do not want your child growing up like this, he might be too young now but eventually he will know what is happening. Don't let finances stop you![/quote]

Sorry, but I think you are wrong.  Not all people have worth and not all people are good people.  I took forever to bond with my baby and don't particularly taking care of a baby now, so I'm not a good person.  I much prefer my old life, but that life ended the day I got pregnant.  My life has no worth anymore, it's not about me.[/quote]

Sweetheart, he has brainwashed you.  ALL people have worth.  You need to talk to someone who can help you, fast.  I'm worried about you and your baby.  The feelings you're having could drive you to do something dangerous, even if you think it's the right thing, the right solution.

Please, please, call someone.  You are worthy.  Your child is worthy.  Both of you deserve help.  Please go get it, if not for you, then for your child.[/quote]

The above is why I say what I do.  It's not that he's brainwashed me, but that no one even cares about me anymore.  Even my counselor said what you did, that I need to get help for my baby.  She never mentioned that I needed to be in counseling to make myself feel better.  Financial adviser, same thing.  Everything I do financially now revolves around my child.  
"You want college paid for, right?"  Same with my parents.  No one, in this entire mess has ever acted concerned for me.  [/quote]

OP, your baby is the most vulnerable person here, so people express concern for the baby first. It doesn't mean they're not concerned about you. I understand that it may seem that way, and how that would make you feel. -Especially when your own husband is being so hurtful and inappropriate.

Tell your counselor and advisor, and whoever else is close to you, how you feel about what they're saying. You're in pain right now, and what you need is for people to empathize with *you*. Unfortunately, it doesn't seem your husband does right now, but I'm sure others empathize more than you realize. Your depression is filtering out a lot, as well as distorting a lot. This is why you need to get intensive help right away.

I'm so sorry for your pain. Please get help today. You deserve to feel better.[/quote]

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