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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Wow op you sound just like me. I'm very introverted and I always feel like I just don't like people. I don't like them because I feel scared and judged by them. I keep my circle very small and I don't like social events like parties with more then 5 people. I tend to go on bindges where I think about every mistake I've ever made socially and have mini panic attacks. Example : I remember lying to kids in first grade about being in the circus. I feel so much guilt over that, sometimes I want to kill myself because I can't make the guilt go away but then I think if I killed myself it would not effect those people I lied to, they don't even remember me or my dumb lie.[/quote] Please get help!!! You mentioned that you have considered suicide. You might need to be placed on medication until these feelings pass. Please don't wait. Your situation is an emergency. [/quote] PP is right, get help, get on meds. I completely relate to what you are dealing with. Lexapro changed my life. I am the PP who said life can be much, much better. And it can. Please stop looking at your mental illness as a personal failing and please don't listen to people who tell you to suck it up, tune it out and go for a run. The only place you should be running to is a good therapists, but frankly even your GP can write a script for an SSRI TODAY. Call him/her now, get an appointment for today or tomorrow and you could be feeling relief by the weekend. Life is too damn short to be miserable. And yes, the SSRIs help make the guilt go away because they help your brain "let go" of the evil, repetitive self-hate chatter. Make that call now.[/quote] I can give a +1 to ALL of this. How the first poster feels - cause I have been there - and how meds and therapy can change your life. I also regret not starting an SSRI 20 years ago. I didn't even realize that my way of thinking was so incredibly outside the norm. Life changing is not an exaggeration.[/quote]
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