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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Same. I thought I could just power through, but eventually his behavior got so bad that I couldn't stay quiet. The confrontation led to a hell I could have never anticipated. Truly a very dark time. He turned on me then and it was like I was a stranger... We'd been together for 25 years and here I was, like a stranger that he hated and had zero relationship with.

Everyone else thinks he's a great guy. They have no idea. I don't think you can understand until you've lived it. It's awful.[/quote]

Yes, the same happened to me and them turning into a stranger is exactly how it feels. And finding out that they’ve always been that person deep down is terrifying and made me question everything I knew about myself and life.

[b]My STBX truly hates me, but when I am rational these days (which is rare- getting divorced from someone like this is extraordinarily taxing physically, mentally and emotionally), I can see that I have nothing to do with his hatred. He hates himself and he hates the shame he feels about his shortcomings, some of which are just the normal imperfections of being human and some of which were nurtured by his family of origin, and he is desperate to put it on anyone else[/b]. [/quote] Yes! The hatred is directed outwardly at us. It's helped a lot to understand that even though my stbx despises everything about me now (I mean wtf...he was sending loving texts right up to the day before he did an absolute 180....) he hates himself the most. I don't think he'll ever be able to face himself. Sometimes I feel sorry for him that he is so deeply broken. But then he lobs another grenade. Sorry you're going through it, too. Working in therapy to understand why I was drawn to him has helped a lot.[/quote]

Curious why your therapist thinks you were drawn to him?

Mine said because I’m an empath, give the benefit of the doubt too long, and am high functioning type A.

In my case the narc is asd and bipolar II and it was his maladaptive coping walls that made him a narc. 
His mother also allowed him to be “stubborn” (understatement!) and do whatever he wanted, or else he’d be difficult and mean. He continues that behavior. She raised a monster. Throws a fit to get what he wants, easier on other person to be silent. While walking on eggshells BS. He loves for you to shut up and take it. [/quote]

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