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[quote=Anonymous]OP, I ended an emotional affair in August and I’m still not over it. I think about him every day and it takes all of my self-control not to reach out to him again. But then I start playing it forward in my head. I know that I would temporarily enjoy the high again and the escape from the boredom and minutiae of my life. However, I know myself and I know that the guilt would eat me alive. I would end it again and be right back where I am or in a worse place. Or somehow my spouse would find out and it would ruin my life. And I know in my heart that I’ve elevated my AP into someone he could never be in reality. He represents everything I want and need, but it’s not realistic that he actually has all of these qualities that I seek. I’m trying to find some more joy and fulfillment in my daily life and get the therapy I need to fix whatever is broken inside of me. Best of luck. I know this sucks. Hoping it will pass for both of us.[/quote]
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