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[quote=Anonymous]Hi everyone. OP here with an update. We transferred one Grade D (at GW that's the top rating) embryo last week. Honestly, I have to say that looking at that little shining embie on the monitor was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. I felt like I was looking at the North Star. I know it was only the air bubbles we were seeing, but it was really profound.

Anyway, beta is next week but we got a BFP on a HPT at 6dp5dt (yesterday). We are hopeful but pretty scared too. I had some light spotting yesterday and freaked out. It seems to have stopped though and it was all brown blood. We're excited, of course, but also realistic and I feel a little sad at the innocence we've lost. I wish I could feel the unfettered joy that I see in so many other women when they see that BFP. Our RE has encouraged us to laugh as much as possible though, so DH has us on a marathon of Up All Night and my BFF has been sending me a joke a day. I took today off work to do Christmas stuff too. Just trying to stay relaxed and to keep breathing.

Thanks for the tremendous support everyone. There simply is no one else who understands like you all do.[/quote]

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