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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Single mom PP here. 
Thank you for the kind responses. Depression is a horrid blackness that lies to you. I know this. And today is better than yesterday. I will call my doctor and change my meds. But I don't believe it will help.

TBH, if I disappeared, I would be lifting a tiresome burden from so many people. Including my children. They are almost grown, and no one else would miss me. I am not special, and I am not good enough for my kids. Not in the least. And those of you who understand what I am talking about, know that I believe this in my bones. And that it breaks my heart.[/quote]

Oh, I have been there OP, many, many times. And I can tell you that since I switched to be on these new meds, I haven't given much to this darkness that used to swallow me. I don't believe anyone is special, but I always tell myself, I'm here, I'm alive, I'm well, I'm free AND I'm going to use this space I inhabit to make the world around me better. I'm taking up a spot, and I'm going to make it worth it that I have it. Hugs, dear. You don't have to feel this way, I wish I believed this years ago. I wish I started meds years ago. Please talk to your doctor about something else. Hugs. [/quote]

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