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[quote=Anonymous]On 2/6 I had my 9th transfer.  I did 4 IVFs with my own eggs and I have had 2 fresh DE cycles plus 3 FET.  I had one early  m/c from a FET.  Before this last transfer I sought out a reproductive immunologist and found out that I had elevated levels of cytokines and Natural Killer Cells.  I went to NY to get treatment for the NKcells.  (intralipids)

I am on Lovenox, prednisone, progesterone and estrogen as well as Folgard and prenatals.  I get or give myself no fewer than two shots a day, some days I get three.  I am constipated and flatulant.  I'm drinking a ton of water and eating a ton of vegetables to take care of the first issue, hence the second issue.

Every second I am thinking "is this a symptom or just the drugs?" "Are my boobs sore and tender or is it my imagination?" I have night sweats and wake up a couple of times a night to pee.  I am also so horny I want to jump my husband every second but I am scared that doing anything will mess everything up, so I am just in a constant state of arousal.  No sex dreams this time around that I remember, but I do wake up horny so who knows?

I am eating pineapple every day and I've regularly been doing acupuncture.  I'm sleepy but I can't tell if I'm tired because it worked or tired because I'm up peeing a couple of times a night.

We decided that this is our last time doing this.  We may look into adoption if we have the energy or we may decide to remain childless if this doesn't work.

Is it any wonder that all of us are crazy by the end of this process?  Thanks for listening. (reading)
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