
This resonates with me, b/c I had an abortion in college and never told anyone but my best friend about it. I graduated 5 months later and went on to a successful career. Fast forward to my married life with kids. Yes, that first child was bittersweet knowing what I'd lost. Yes, I became less "pro-choice" after seeing those sonograms at 12 weeks.
Then we had a baby with profound "inconsistent with life" birth defects. We were given the option to terminate at 20 weeks, but had to get in under the wire of 24 weeks before the government would stipulate not only a live birth, but using all means necessary to resuscitate our son who didn't have kidneys, or ureters or a bladder, or a functioning heart, and would have been in crushing physical pain from 20 weeks on from the complete lack of cushioning amniotic fluid. Thank god for a merciful OB/GYN who bent the rules for us at 23 weeks and administered a lethal injection to stop his heart and ensure our son did not have to suffer any longer or be born alive to suffer more. We then delivered two days later, and stepped over the red tape. That any couple should have to go through this struggle on top of their agony - ensures I will always land on the pro-choice side of the equation. No matter my personal beliefs on when it should be used or by whom. |
A month shy of 18. She had messed up her first year of college (after early admission) and had divorced parents. She had no obvious place to live, so marriage seemed like the best choice. A few years later, we would probably have just lived together. |
No-he would do the same thing if it happened today. His ex-wife got pregnant-he didn't want anymore children-she had a termination. But to cheer on a pro-lifer-and make a comment that "she's doing the right thing". I call my other half my husband but we've never married. We call each other "husband" and "wife" to not complicate our situation but now I'm wondering what he really feels. We're both in our mid 40s-had bad first marriages-and decided to not go that route again. We have a child-who we had in our 40s and love each other very very much. It's the hypocrisy that makes my blood boil. |
OP here-I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. Reading what you wrote broke my heart. |
OP--I am sorry for your loss. I, too, went through something similar, but at 22 weeks. It was very scary and heart-wrenching and I, too, made the choice to terminate a pregnancy that would have led to a poor quality of life for my baby (if the baby lived at all). This is that "gray" area that pro-lifers don't often seem to consider...and it's the "gray" area for which I will always be pro-choice, even if I would never again choose an abortion for any reason, except to be merciful to my unborn child. |
Sorry, I meant for that message to go to the PP, not the OP. |