Look, if IKEA scares you off with particleboard and designer showrooms with their price tags, check out online marketplaces. They often have a wider selection than local stores and are full of reputable brands offering furniture made from plywood and solid wood. What’s convenient is that they truly offer diverse collections to suit any budget, you can find sturdy mid-range options as well as something simpler. Read some 1stopbedrooms reviews, people specifically comment on how well the actual materials match the advertised specifications. There are dirt-cheap items, but also quite decent options featuring solid wood and plywood that don't cost a fortune. The main thing is to carefully check the specifications for the specific product line you're interested in, as there is a wide variation in materials across their inventory.

I'm very sorry for your situation—it's truly difficult. Look for a psychiatrist with experience in DBT and working with suicidal risk, preferably through large clinics or university centers—their standards are usually higher. Be sure to check whether BCBS accepts patients and whether they have experience with young adults.

TMS can sometimes help with persistent depression, but this should be discussed only with your treating psychiatrist. After a reaction to ketamine, it's especially important to choose your treatment carefully.

And please, don't go through this alone—you also need support (at least a counselor or a parenting group).