Anyone want to low key die via virus as an alternative to divorce and loneliness?

[Anonymous]

It sounds absolutely miserable but I feel like I would be okay dying very soon because I’m married to a roommate and my life kind of sucks and I feel trapped. I’m an acholholic maid. Shhh. Things you can only say on an anonymous board.

[Anonymous]

Oh, sweetie, put down the bottle and go to bed. Hugs and I hope things look brighter in the morning.

[Anonymous]

You're the alcoholic?

[Anonymous]

Do you have kids?

Whenever I start daydreaming about how getting a bad case if Covid would be kinda nice because then I’d get a break, I think about my kids. Plus, with my luck I wouldn’t even need to be hospitalized, I’d just be miserable at home and still doing everything I have to do now.

[Anonymous]

Awww honey, I'm sorry you're hurting. Get some sleep. Talk to a friend/loved one in the morning. Things will get better. <3

[Anonymous]

Please call suicidal hotline.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Please call suicidal hotline.

This.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:Do you have kids?

Whenever I start daydreaming about how getting a bad case if Covid would be kinda nice because then I’d get a break, I think about my kids. Plus, with my luck I wouldn’t even need to be hospitalized, I’d just be miserable at home and still doing everything I have to do now.

This is 100% how I feel about it.

OP, you sound very depressed. Please call the hotline and talk to someone.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:It sounds absolutely miserable but I feel like I would be okay dying very soon because I’m married to a roommate and my life kind of sucks and I feel trapped. I’m an acholholic maid. Shhh. Things you can only say on an anonymous board.

Uh no, but I wouldn't mind if someone else did.

[Anonymous]

You're not alone. I think about this often. I have a child. I am not an alcoholic. I would never purposely infect myself, but I do think about it.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:You're not alone. I think about this often. I have a child. I am not an alcoholic. I would never purposely infect myself, but I do think about it.

Thinking about it right now....hating life at home with my DH

[Anonymous]

Drowning in my lung fluids?

No thanks. Never.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:It sounds absolutely miserable but I feel like I would be okay dying very soon because I’m married to a roommate and my life kind of sucks and I feel trapped. I’m an acholholic maid. Shhh. Things you can only say on an anonymous board.

Uh no, but I wouldn't mind if someone else did.

Me too. I’m not the one I want to get it...

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:
Drowning in my lung fluids?

No thanks. Never.

You’re sedated. You basically get to sleep for a week. You don’t even have to breathe! The ventilator does it for you.

That sounds really nice.

[Anonymous]

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:
Drowning in my lung fluids?

No thanks. Never.

You’re sedated. You basically get to sleep for a week. You don’t even have to breathe! The ventilator does it for you.

That sounds really nice.

Sedated doesn’t mean a peaceful sleep. People are not always completely out like in a coma. And a friend who was intubated for two weeks (non-COVID) says she had disturbing looping dreams that she couldn’t escape.