2 ww is over and its a Negative

[Anonymous]

I am so depressed right now, crying, sitting here eating a carton of Ben and Jerry's ice cream. I am not sure how to cope except to down
my sorrows in chocolate ice cream. I had a FET 2 weeks ago, and received news today that it didn't work. This is so upsetting. All I can think
of is all those women who have abortions and don't want children and so many of us out there want them and can't have them. Life is just so
unfair and cruel. To go through this much emotional and physical pain. Why is all I keep asking? Why me? Why is it so hard to conceive.

Sorry to be so depressing, I just need to vent.

[Anonymous]

I'm sorry. I feel for you...I've been through it myself for the past year.

[Anonymous]

Been there as well- hated when people say, "everything works out for the best,...." don't give me that BS, let me be a bit disappointed. Know you are not alone! It is tough, you can make it through and you will. I'm sorry!

[Anonymous]

I'm very sorry.
I had a negative FET in November (2 "perfect" blasts) and it was really hard. I definitely underestimated how sad I would be and it hit me like a ton of bricks after the fact. Negative FETs are really weird. You have these embryos which in many cases you've been thinking and wondering about for months or years (in my case) and then one day "poof" they're gone and the dream of who they might have become is gone too. It's really hard. It's like a miscarriage but not because you were never really pregnant. Almost harder because you feel the loss but it isn't acknowledged by others as being a true loss.

Hugs to you.