Well, looks like not this month

[Anonymous]

So, here I am. 2 (3 days max) away from date of expected period. 2 negative tests: 1 on Thursday and Friday, respectively.

Crampy, moody. Feeling like all hopes are out the window. This sucks.

[Anonymous]

You are not alone! I have been trying without success for some months now. A little distraction (movie, dinner, big rowdy game?) is in order!

[Anonymous]

I'm sorry to hear that this is not the month for you. TTC is such a difficult time. Try to think of something fun to do. Are you trying for #1 or #2, etc? If you are trying for #1 - you and DH should have an adventure today and do something only adults without children can do - go to a leisurely breakfast, have wine, go strolling through shops with tons of small knick knacks that are easily breakable and appreciate today with DH. It will happen another month for you. It is hard to have a zen mentality and appreciate the now. But try not to wish time away and skip ahead to next month when you can try again. Easier said than done but appreciate time with DH and you and having quiet conversations and enjoying time with each other and when it is meant to be, I hope it will happen for you.

[Anonymous]

Don't loose hope yet! I was where you are last weekend, and with the 2 BFN's, had given up... but then the day that AF was due came and went, but I still got a BFN, and 2 days later, still a BFN. I've given up testing because I'm trowing money into the toilet hand over fist (literally!), and the emotional roller coaster is hard. Tomorrow AF will be a full week late, and told myself I could test again then (haven't tested since Friday). I'm holding out hope, because as I read on a website, "it aint over 'til the fat lady sings, and AF crashes the party"! Have my fingers crossed for you!

[Anonymous]

OP here. Thank you all for your responses. I really appreciated the kind words and advice. And I'm sorry that we all have to go through this. I really hope next month brings more positive news.