OP again, This is the other thing bothering me. I have had my own experience with severe depression, and with my experience with the young man in college, I often sense when people are struggling, but never felt alarmed. I try to let people know they are not alone, especially if I sense they are struggling in that way. I know I cannot save anyone, but I also know that the words of strangers helped me a lot when I was at my lowest. at the same time, I haven't felt something so heavy and so strongly before, and maybe it's nothing bad towards me or general. Maybe he's just in a really dark place in his life. I don't know. |
| No, I don’t go for this woo woo shit. |
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You need to do some energy protection work on yourself. Obviously you are sensitive to these things. Something like this:
https://happeningnext.com/event/spiritual-steel-protection-techniques-eid3a07t6sfek |
NP and I do and am very intuitive. I trust my gut; more specifically the back of my neck. Since I was a child, I’ll experience a very specific sensation or either chills or intense heat on the back of my neck. It’s my warning sign to escape. Recent story/example. I work with students sometimes. A student I was expecting to meet and did not know approached me to ask me something unrelated. I got that feeling, backed up and while answering his question politely, walked him back out of the only door. Closed and locked the office door and took a moment to gather my thoughts and deal with a panicked feeling. A colleague came by a short time later and I mentioned my unexpected visitor and he described that this student isn’t supposed to be unchaperoned, ever due to severe emotional disturbance and prior outbursts. I can nearly instantly read a room and sense mood. Hyper aware of social cues. |
| NOT expecting to meet |
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| Only light can drive out darkness. Be a light. |
Perhaps OP could have him fired. |
Op here. Why would I have him fired? I have no reason to do that based on bad feelings. I mostly just wanted to know if others have experienced something similar. I will stay away, unless an opportunity for kindness presents itself,byou can never be too kind in my view and if he is depressed it might be the little light he needs. |
This explanation is exactly why, although I generally trust my gut, I also don't trust people who get up on a horse about ALWAYS trusting their intuition or their how their gut is ALWAY right about people. They are prone to just acting out their bigotry and calling it feminine intuition, and use the same language to explain why they are using crystals instead of vaccines. The goal should be to have situational awareness, not think of yourself as a magic infallible psychic. |
Lol I definitely had the sense reading this thread that the “unsettling darkness” that some describe is just like…that it was a black guy? |
And some women use words like "dark" or "makes me uncomfortable" when they mean a man who is awkward, unattractive, not friendly, etc. I normally roll my eyes when men whine "iT's noT cReEpY whEn ChAd dOeS iT, RiGht?" but they do have a point. |
Op here. I'm actually AA and the man in question is not. It's actually offensive that you would accuse someone of racism when the details don't suggest that at all. Racism is a big problem and for you to use it to play whataboutism or further some misogynistic ideas that women shouldn't be trusted is wrong. |
| I felt a strange, impenetrable, evil energy from my brother the last time I saw him alive before he took his life. I was physically scared to go near him and my hairs stood on their ends. He was not mean just different. I found out later when looking through his phone he was possessed by demons and was attempting to summon them into him. Also, he wrote creepy parables called the truth and it bespoke much of the craziness we are living in today but it was dated 11/2018. Man, I cannot make this ish up. He said he took his life to find peace. I now believe in dark energy. Stay away. You do not know what crazy lies inside of other people nor do you want to be their focal point. |
There is a difference between a mostly intellectual discomfort when being presented with someone who is different from oneself, and challenges your blindspots, where it can be racial or a prejudice of some sort, but the difference is, with awareness you learn to hopefully take time to over ride those biases with awareness and education and not give in to them. A more uncomfortable, deeper feeling of dread in your gut, that is felt in the body is a different thing in my opinion. Most of us can discern this difference. Crime victims often note the latter prior to being victimized. It's unwise to tell people, women in particular, to ignore that voice. |