I've fantasized about giving my son up for adoption so he could have a better mother-this was last week. It was a sad week for me Too much happening at once.
I have a great husband too and when I feel like this, I'm blunt-help me, I need it!!! It was so bad last week, I would come home from work, kiss my guys, and go hibernate in the basement. Life is life, and it's hard. But having said that, it's a new week, I'm better and have faith in myself (this week). My son is everything to me, but he's a toddler, and he's naughtly, a lot. Perfect child at school, has never been in time-out (WTF???), but the moment he steps outside the school, he's a different toddler. Demanding, whines, Thomas the Train this, Thomas that-til I want to pull my fucking hair out! My husband, the "patient one", was finally ( ) pushed to his limit during dinner Friday night when our son threw his plate and broke it. I was secretly happy about the incident, since I was feeling that it was "only me", that I was provoking this naughty behavior. But then I had to listen to the screaming during time-out
No, you're not alone. Did I mention how much I love my son?
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