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Anonymous
jindc wrote:Second beta came back at 205 - just under 36hrs for doubling. I go back thursday for one more.

I'm going to assume that the worrying never really ends, does it? It still seems low to me, but I have to remember that the low level doesn't matter, per se.


Great news, OP! Good luck.
Anonymous
Anonymous wrote:I know, the waiting is a nightmare. By far the worst part of the cycle. I had two good betas and thought that would give me peace of mind but it hasn't as I'm now waiting for my first ultrasound and still analyzing everything. I guess all of the years of infertility made us overly paranoid. I pray that it goes away at some point so I can enjoy being pregnant.


Nope. Doesn't end. Every OB appointment I had, I was terrified until I got a chance to listen to the heart beat. After they're born though, the worrying starts in earnest.
Anonymous
Oh great news! Hope it continues to rise! GL!
Anonymous
Congrats!! And no, the worry doesn't go away for a long, long time. I kept thinking it would every time I reached a new milestone but it never really did. The only things that made me feel substantially better were reaching viability and feeling the baby move all the time, but even then I still had occasional freak-outs.
jindc
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Beta came back decent again (533) - I can't help but feel like it's still too low...my retrieval was 1 Feb.

Anyway, next nerve wracking wait is for next Tuesday when we have another beta and an ultrasound. Sigh.
Anonymous
But it is doubling a bit ahead of schedule, right? So far, the news is good. My dh keeps telling me (the spotter)to remain hopeful and it feels like bad luck to do so but is much less painful than thinking about the worst all day long.

Hoping you have a very relaxed weekend with good news early next week.
jindc
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I don't know what 'ahead of schedule' is - my first doubling time (between the 15th and 19th) was 35.8hrs and second (between 19th and 21st) was 34.8 hrs.

Avg doubling time was 35.5 hours. Not sure what that means....

I'm sure ultrasound will make more sense - either something is there or it isn't.
Anonymous
You are (understandably) overthinking this. You are pregnant and your numbers look just fine. If these numbers belonged to your friend instead of you, you'd be happy for her. So far, there is no reason to worry, so stop looking for one

I know this is hard, though. Hang in there. Hopefully you'll have several more weeks (and years!) of worry ahead of you.

Anonymous
jindc wrote:I don't know what 'ahead of schedule' is - my first doubling time (between the 15th and 19th) was 35.8hrs and second (between 19th and 21st) was 34.8 hrs.

Avg doubling time was 35.5 hours. Not sure what that means....

I'm sure ultrasound will make more sense - either something is there or it isn't.


waiting for the first ultrasound is horrible, hang in there!
Anonymous
I think your betas look pretty good, especially considering how low your first one was. I mean, I wouldn't expect twins or anything but no reason why there shouldnt be one baby in there.
jindc
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I don't expect twins, which is totaly fine! My beta isn't even rising "slowly' - 35 hrs is pretty fast. I'm just trying to stay hopeful that the ultrasound shows something.

I'm also staying away from "due date threads" as much as I can on other forums (not here), as I see women dropping out. Women with betas in the 30,000s before their ultrasounds have had m/c's....and I don't need to read about that.

Luckily GW isn't making me wait too long - another beta/ultrasound Tuesday isn't bad. Not nearly as painful as the 4 day wait between my first two betas. I'm still considering myself cautiously pregnant!
Anonymous
Hi Jin, I was at GW till recently. Is Melissa still there?
jindc
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No, she left just as I started my cycle.
Anonymous
Congrats J! Sounds like great news so far.
Anonymous
jindc wrote:No, she left just as I started my cycle.


Glad to hear it, even though I'm not there anymore. I found her incompetent and wholly lacking in compassion or tact.

Love Katherine though.
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