mixed feeling about getting AF

Anonymous
I'm the poster with a child with SN. My emotionals are all over the place as I get the sign this month I'm not pregnant. First I was sad wondering if time will run out with my advancing age. On the other hand I finally feel my life is manageable and I do feel some peace that I could cope without having another child. Then there is the superficial side of me that wishes that I was pregnant to explain this major weight-gain since going off the pill. The control freak in me hates that I have little control over when/if it will happen other than charting, etc. OK...that's my vent for the day..
Anonymous
sorry what does SN mean???
Anonymous
SN=special needs
Anonymous
I am in a similar boat and the one thing that helped me manage my mood swings was exercise. A 20 minute walk everyday does wonders and has turned my thinking around so I look at the positives and not the negatives. It isn't perfect, but it helped me tremendously. I hope one day you find peace. Life is too short to dwell on things we don't have a lot of control over.
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