Hello! So I hope this resonates, because there is a lot. It's one that I feel I could better clarify if we were not on the internet! I am very sorry to hear that you are dealing with all of this. Loss is never an easy burden to carry. We all have certain expectations from life and when something occurs and throws a wrench into our path, we can lose sight of where we are going. I feel you were born with the gift of having a gentle and compassionate soul. You are highly sensitive. I feel others may come to you for refuge in their darkest hours, but they tend to take more than they give back. I feel you experience that same imbalance in the workplace as you work hard not only to please others, but there is a sense of satisfaction you feel on job well done that receives praise. I feel like you may need that praise in order for you to think you are worth the position you are in. I do feel you worry more about please other people and may put them before yourself. You need to take that power back for yourself and understand that even if you don't get that praise, you ARE worth it. Satisfaction will come when you can start learning to receive just as much as you give. The cards that I pulled are Intuition, Strength, and the tarot cards the 2 of Cups reversed, Ace of Pentacles, and 7 of Swords reversed. In regards to Intuition and Strength, I am reading them as is. You have the heart of a healer and learning to listen to your inner voice may help you find the strength that you need to help you through what you are dealing with. When we lose a loved one, whether to death or drifting apart, it can trigger the same emotions. Learning to accept that loss and truly grieve can be a major challenge. It is important to allow yourself to feel those shadows and the darkness that they may have thrust you into. Yet it is also of major importance to remember that there is always light, even if it is just a mere speck. The ability to grow that light and to experience growth from that darkness is within you. Once you can process your grief, you may soon see the tides turning and may gain more satisfaction from the people and things around you. I am reading the 7 of Swords as deception and in the reverse position I see you as no longer being locked in your current energy. You feel ready to turn things around. The Ace of Pentacles is saying to me that new opportunities are available to you and I feel with just a bit of work in that area you will see growth sooner rather than later. Now, the 2 of Cups in reverse suggest that the area of relationships may be a bit trickier to work though...but you absolutely have the ability to do so! I feel like there could be something from your past that makes relationships more difficult for you. If you can do the work to find out why, you can then begin to see the growth and movement in that area as well. If you don't already, I highly suggest considering speaking to a licensed counselor or therapist. I say this as someone who reaped the rewards of therapy. I feel that you are meant to help heal others, I see sunnier times ahead for you, I see you forging your own new path, but I feel you need to process the loss and what you have been holding onto before that is fully possible. So while you can do all that now, you need to be able to do it in a way that your energy can be replenished and you are no longer drained. Hugs! |
Thanks so much, OP! Very intuitive! A++++ |
| Hi, would very much appreciate a reading. I'm up there in years and feeling out of touch. Spend much time with 4 yr old grand child who is high maintenance and exhibits what may turn into behavioral problems. Very worried about her and wish I had more energy to deal with this. See anything around this situation? Thanks I'll be waiting to hear. |
Hello! Please know the following sentence is NOT medical advice! I sense a blockage in your stomach area (spiritually, not physically). This leads me to feel like you are overly worried and anxious. I also hear the word "head" and there is a sense that you are holding onto feelings or emotions and not releasing them. You may be internalizing things which make you uncomfortable. It is important to be checked out by a doctor first and foremost to make sure the the pain does not have a physiological basis. I do feel that you should rest a bit, but it is also important to get moving a little bit as well. Take care not to overexert, but gently allow yourself some momentum. Walking at whatever pace is comfortable, getting outside and spending some time in nature to rejuvenate, even just doing some small exercises on a chair or couch to move your body a bit. It may even help with the pain, but should the pain become worse, contact your doctor immediately. Also, if you are currently under a doctors care, please speak with them BEFORE trying anything that I just suggested. The cards that I pulled are "Patience and Planning" "Guardian Angel", "Abundance" and the tarot cards the Empress in Reverse, the Hermit in reverse, and the 9 of Pentacles. During the period of rest, it may be a good time to slowly start to make plans for your path. This could help the feeling of being overwhelmed by allowing you to break it down into baby bites. The Guardian Angel card is saying to me you have guidance from beyond that is ready to help...you just have to ask! Close your eyes and say "To those who may be guiding me, please help me figure out my path" (or whatever words feel right to you). Quiet your mind and start writing what comes into your head after without editing anything. If you are consistent with this for at least a month, you may notice a pattern begin to emerge that can help you find the direction you need to go. Your starting point. The Empress in reverse is showing your potential, but you are currently not able to tap into it because you are very much inside your head. The Hermit card wants you to be introspective in a way that you are currently not. Looking inward, the answers are all inside you. Abundance and the 9 of Pentacles are reading closely aligned at the moment. Abundance, contentless, and comfortability, is meant to be and WILL be yours once you gain some momentum. Be kind to yourself, take things slow, and have patience. It is within you to turn this around and I know that you can! |
| Please one for me. Health concerns… |
| PP. sorry didn’t finish. For me and my DS. He’s dealing with a lot and very anxious. I’m ready for life to be better. |
| Hi OP! I was wondering what you see for me (energetically) in terms of getting an MBA? I was hoping to go back to school in 3 years. Thank you! |
Unfortunately I do not do health readings. A doctor is the best place to start. I only work with things that are in our control as we have the ability to change them. Health tends to fall outside of that. |
Thank you so much, OP! This is SO spot on! Hugs 🤗 |
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Wow, OP, you are so generous to offer and your readings are very in depth. I would appreciate a reading — I don’t have a specific area as so many are full of questions for me. Maybe career (should I look for another job?) or relationship (will my marriage ever come alive again?).
Thank you! |
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Thank you so much for offering your time for this!
I would love a reading, what is the energy around me. |
| I forgot to say thank you!! |
You’re welcome! I hope that it resonated! |
| Me me meeeee! (But whenever you get a chance) |
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I’ve been getting really knocked around lately and I’d love to know if it’s going to end soon. Thanks so much! |