OP, not much to add here except reading your post made me remember how much I hated breastfeeding the entire time I did it. I still find breast milk gross-- yes amazing but totally makes me gag seeing it. I found most lactation consultants way too intense for me. Our pediatrician office has a nurse who was a lactation specialist. She was the most helpful.
It does get easier. This is all new for both of you. I still remember it was the nurse helping me who said that formula isn't rat poison. I loved that and the freedom it gave me to do what worked for me and my babies.
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