Sounds exactly like my old job!
To make matters worse the kids turned really really spoiled and yelled commands at me all day long and I had to do what they wanted, wasn’t allowed to say no or make them cry. I wasn’t allowed to take them out
And, when it was hot outside, mom didn’t want kids to go out bc they were not allowed to sweat, you know like play soccer baseball and sweat like millions of kids do in camps every single day
Anyways it became hell, I ended up getting anxiety and just looked for a new job. Found a beautiful little boy, take him out to libraries parks, pool... we have so much fun
Save up money and start looking for a new job, don’t wait! Go to interviews now
Have a job A and back up job B
Save money just on case or have a financial plan if a new job doesn’t work out
You’ll regret the longer you wait
I never had anxiety up until then, now I’m regretting not to leave earlier